i was just thinking about what's happening to us these few weeks or say, months. nothing's changing to make things better, neither have we stopped quibbling over the smallest matter. one last chance, we've agreed. will we make it? i hope we will, cos i want us to. it's hard, nowadays, to spend one whole day together without much disagreements. i've never tried so hard to make a man stay in my life, neither have i tried so hard to keep a relationship going. i dare say, that you're the man i wanna love, and you're the only man i wanna spend the rest of my 100 years with. i hope you'd still remember our promise 50 years later when our heads are covered with snow white hair and our skins starts wrinkling, we'll use all our remaining strengths to hold tight our hands and walk thru that park, together. it doesn't matter to me, the number of men who've declared their infatuations, or how many men i've loved. i've set my eyes upon your house and cash and car and heart. i wanna be the one you'll wake up to every morning, i wanna make you breakfast, i wanna slow dance with you at night, i wanna stargaze with you by my side. i often wonder how Bean and Sabean would look like, i bet they'll be pretty and handsome. i bet they are smart and obedient kids. and they'll love daddy and mummy so very much. we've yet to decide the breed of dog we want to have, have we? i want a Jack Russell, a Golden Retriever and a Husky. these are the many few reasons why i held on so tight, and trying so hard. Hunny, i need you in my life. lets make us work. (:
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