He's a soldier now.

This jacket is so awesome, I want it!

Okay, so Jack's serving the nation and I'm a bummer. I'm so bored, I could stare at my lights for hours, and sleeping sucks. Somebody, go shopping with me!

Hate to love

Things I hate about my Boyfriend:

1. Doing the things he’d previously claimed to hate
2. He watches naruto
3. Friends and Hockey ranks before me, always
4. He games like there’s no tomorrow
5. He thinks that there’s no need to keep spending time together because there’s forever
6. He is not romantic at all
7. He said I’m not the world to him
8. He spends money on speakers and monitors and gadgets but scolds me when I buy bags and clothes and accessories
9. When he sleeps, he sleeps through fires and wars
10. I've always believed but he always disappoints
11. ...

I can’t imagine this list would end.

Following suit

Everyone has a colored berry because I changed mine first.

It's kinda annoying, really.

Shutter Sounds

I'm gonna be away for a couple of days, I doubt I'll be getting any internet access. Pictures and ramblings will be posted here: ShutterSounds instead, since iWeb allows me to post entries offline.

Anyways, I've already settled the things that have been weighing down my mind. I'm not even sure the last sentence made any sense. I'm really excited to fly, although it's only to Sabah. I'm flying there to support my boyfriend. (:

Post-it® notes

Hear ye! Hear ye! All my awesome friends who used to sit beside me in class, have you heard of the Post-it® “How You Use It” contest? Apple iPad's the first prize! How cool is that? I'm definitely joining the contest! Here's how you join:

HOW TO JOIN POST-IT® “HOW YOU USE IT” CONTEST:
1) Take a picture/video of how you use your Post-it® Super Sticky Notes
2) Go to http://www.howyouuseit.com.sg/contests and submit your photo/video!

(Pls register/login as a member before submitting)
3) Stand a chance to win an Apple iPad, Nintendo Wii or iPod touch!

Post-it® notes are my favourite and must-haves during school days! Well, even now I use Post-it® notes at work and at home. Here's what I use them for...

In school, every piece of my school notes will definitely have Post-it® on them with extra notes. If you don't see any Post-it® notes on my papers, it meant that I haven't read them yet. My notes were decorated with Post-it® notes in every colour available! I've left school for awhile now, about 5/6 months? I've dug up my notes, here it is:

Post-it® notes are the reason why studying is fun.

At work, Post-it® notes are very crucial! I kid you not. You see, I'm in sales and that means commission are really the bulk of my salary. I, in fact all my colleagues, use Post-it® notes to label our sales code on our customers products. That way, we can keep track of the items we've sold. Oh yes, we use Post-it® notes during stock-take too! Here's how we use Post-it® notes at work:

That number of course, is my sales code. (:

At home, I have this box Post-it® notes of different shapes, colours and sizes. I doodle on Post-it® notes and use them as reminders as well! I definitely use it to leave messages for Jack and my family members. I used to have a whole board of Post-it® notes, made them when I felt really angry and disappointed.

Here's one:

By the way, this is the Super Sticky notes, premium Post-it® notes!

Look at my collection of Post-it® notes. The yellow and blue ones, with lines are the premium Post-it® Super Sticky notes. Mad sticky I tell you!

Apparently they have this new Die Cut notes! Look at them, those shapes are so cute! I'm gonna get them!

I have a friend, her name is Anita. She's like me, a huge fan of Post-it® notes. I'm gonna get her to join this contest too! We're all big fans of Post-it® brand. I've tried other brands, but you know how other brands always fall off, or how it's so difficult to write on them for god knows what reason?

3M's Post-it® Super Sticky notes is still the best, that I'm sure!

Glee & Good.

I made a bet with Boyfriend, saying that I'd draw an elephant on him if he couldn't meet me at my pillow at 11am. (read: wake up at 11am) And I ended up sleeping through 11am all the way to 1pm, and he left me this note on my Macbook. Of course, he didn't get to draw an elephant on me, because only I can win.

Anyways, this is my pinkberry and I'm darn proud of it. Jack changed the housing for me, after destroying a couple of things, my berry looks good. All in all, I spent about $30(?) on the housing and keypad. Payment by Paypal or debit/credit cards. It took about 7 days to reach my door.

Here's the link: TrueSupplier (:

OH GOODY!

Oh yay, Jack found another game to replace DOTA! Some HON shit, which of course is similar game play and purpose (read: no purpose) Great.

I keep making myself feel uncomfortable, but then again, I cannot resist the yummy food! My tummy is feeling so bad right now, it can explode anytime! I need to learn to stop making myself feel so shitty.

Andrew is mad awesome. (Andrew is the service centre guy for Apple, he is nice) He helped me out with my battery, otherwise I'll have to spend $200 odd to replace my battery on my Macbook. I'll treat him to Haagen Daz once I get my pay! Helped me save loads!

Visit www.blackberrysauce.blogspot.com and fund me, at the same time buy yourself some awesomely useful stationeries. Friends get discounts! I think the next batch of things for sale would be more interesting, to me at least! :D

Work hasn't been going very well, nothing to sell means no awesome sum of commission at the end of the month! ):

OMG, I forgot to bring my things needed, I have to delay IDP's trip again!

Gargh, I hate myself. Fuuuuu!

K bye!

Too little, too late.

Dear Unidentified Person,

after reading the first comment you left, I've pretty much singled out a couple of people you could be, not many speak like you, or rather type like you. And after reading the second comment, I'm pretty much quite confident to say I think who you could be. Albeit knowing me for so long, you obviously haven't been in my life as much as you should have been. It's such a shame really, your life would have been awesome if you were not forced to shut me out. Judging from this, you don't really sound like you have any say in how I live my life, do you? But I do appreciate your occasional concerns, although it's not justified.

Much love, Me.

P.S: And I've never hated you, as much as I have been trying. Hating you doesn't work.

Do you remember?

You know you love me

I know you care

Just shout whenever,

And I'll be there

You want my love

You want my heart

And we would never,

ever, ever be apart.

I must confess that I've been a bummer these past few days. I think I'm quite enjoying it actually, because Jack decided to be really nice to me (shortly after I took down all our photo frames =X) and be a bummer with me. All we've really done is watch TV, eat, surf the net and sleep. Oh, the occasional board game. It's nice really, when we're not fighting. Everything is like rainbows.

I've gotta pack in a few days time, heading for Kota Kinabalu for Jack's game. And then he'll be compelled to serve the nation. (Aside: while I was typing this, he was talking to himself/Dugong) Also, I need to get myself to remember to go to IDP and settle everything I need to. And next would be Hong Kong in June, I really wonder if I can save enough for all these considering the rate I'm working now.

Jack and I just came back from supper, it was a long walk but we talked, what about? I honestly don't remember anymore. My memory is failing me. Jack has super memory, he's been boosting about it ever since I met him about 3 plus years ago.

I have to go clean someone's tomb tomorrow morning, I really don't know whose tomb I have to go clean, in the least offending manner possible. I can't even remember cleaning anyone's tomb at all. Hmm...

Music saves me from the world.

I have a lot of questions in my head, I bet everyone else too.

Hi Anonymous, 

#4 really prevents you from commenting.

Comments need to be moderated by me before it can be published.

P.S: Oh, by the way, PUN is spelt without "T".

I've forgiven you of your bad English.

I'm whiney now, I don't give a shit.

If I stood in front of a magnificent, magic fountain with my last coin, I believe I'll be wishing for a better me that he'll appreciate and love, more than he is right now.

Because whatever I am now, obviously isn't that good enough for him to want to start trying to want this as much as I want it. I have to cry myself to bed, not because I lost to another girl in trying to gain his attention, but because I lost to a stupid game and a few good friends.

And I thought years ago was bad enough, with him so obsessed with hockey and that few good friends. At least I could still sit and watch all his games, and I know so well that those guys are friends that Jack will never lose, even if it's 10 years from now. Friends I never have.

I may sound fucking pathetic here, but when Jack stops paying attention to me, no one else is. Oh trust me, I know that's not true, but he's the one who matters.

Right now, I sound like a bloody clingy, madly obsessed girlfriend. But truth is, I haven't seen my boyfriend for 3 days after our fight, which I honestly cannot recall what was it about and I have 21 days before he's serving the nation full time. And you know how hard it is, to have your boyfriend in the army for those of you who've gone through this shit. Oh lucky me, mine hasn't even started. 


And may I add that he's alright about not texting or calling or talking or seeing me at all these past few days. And damn right is this entry gonna make him start texting me and meeting me for awhile till the next.

Oh you have no idea how this magical fountain is gonna change my life.


Please don't comment if:

1. you've never been with a boyfriend for more than 3 years.
2. you've never spent almost everyday with your boyfriend.
3. you have no idea how these feel like.
4. you're a guy.

Cosy up now.

Hi all, here's my crib where I spend (almost) everyday in.

Oh and my awesome coloured nails.

Okay, bye.

Everything's good again, except you.

The loots I mentioned below this entry has arrived! The diary is thicker than I've thought it to be though. And, and, and my internet connection is back! Plus the lame MioTV, I prefer Starhub's cable tv more, really.

Now I can't wait for my other shoppings to arrive. Nothing can make me happier than to receive my shoppings at my doorstep. :D