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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Reasons why they should fucking ban smoking in Singapore.

well, because they...

MAKE ME BREATHLESS AND SMELLY AND SMOKE-Y AND STINKY AND FAINT AND IRRITATED AND CRAZY AND FEEL LIKE A SICK COW.

TURN MY RED LUNGS YELLOW, CHANGE MY SMART BRAIN FOR A FUCKING DYSFUNTIONAL ONE, KILL ALL THE ATOMS THAT IS VIBRATING ON ME, TAKE MY BEAUTY SLEEP AWAY.

AND, GAWT, THEY POLLUTE MY FUCKING NICE SMELLING ROOM, AND THE ALREADY SO SMELLY ENVIRONfuckingMENT.

world + smoke free = heaven
world = heaven - smoke free

world + polluted air = die
world = die - polluted air

therefore,
heaven - smoke free = die - polluted air

FUCK MATH. SAVE THE EARTH. WORLD PEACE.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Fuck it

Happy 14th, but im not the fucking least happy.
Dont drag me down if you dont wanna pass math.
and if hockey is all that you think and care about,
then maybe you're just not the right man for me, know.


i may be fucking materialistic, but that is just how i am.
i dont want you and me to be like mom and dad,
i dont want my kids to be like brother and i.
you just dont fucking understand.

Monday, October 29, 2007

im not asking too much, am i?

i need someone who can give me a life totally different from what i have now.
i need someone who doesnt think that he has a lot of tomorrows.
i need someone who can provide for me and our children.
i need someone who cares enough to start on his math.
i need someone who can earn enough for me to spend.
i need someone who can afford the life i want.
cos you never took the time to know me,
never took the time to understand.

Friday, October 26, 2007

bunch of suckers

i feel like having a change of CCA.
i'm starting to loathe VB, or maybe just the main four.

im not the greatest bitch, it's grace and the boyfriend. =X

in the end

it may be the road less taken,
but it leads to the same destination.
/edited
jack and i were having a little chat. about how we will miss some people in a1.
people like FarahAin, NASusedtohaveuglyhairIRAH, Joel, Eddy, and my ProjectfuckingWork mates.
about how we bitched about teachers we hate, and some people in class. i cannot help but to admit the fact that they made going to school happier than it should be. (:
and of cos, the boyfriend. <3s

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

i swear





He's the hottest man alive. I kid you not.

Monday, October 22, 2007

(: ):


i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home. i don't wanna be at home.

Jack and i had our hair cut today. how cute. =D

and then we ate Turkish IceCream (it's at FarEast if you don't already know, it's hiding in one corner on level 2)
but jack will have to buy it, cos the Turk tricks his buyers.
RARR, then again, it's always the same tricks. heh.

this stupid blogger cannot stop spanning itself, and it's getting irritating.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

listen, and feel.





i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home. i dont like to stay at home.

alright, thats about all i wanted to say. (:

/edited.
im hungry and i wanna eat Jurong Point's crepes. now, Now, NOw, NOW.
damnit, IMMA MISS JACK TONIGHT. :((

Monday, October 15, 2007

this is one bitchy entry

apparently, I'm not dumbfounded by the fact that i have to do another arduous year of school.

with that, i prefer not to ado myself with these object-oriented stuff, i like relishing myself better. i may have a hundred reasons to waste myself or to drown myself in tears, but i prefer counting my blessings (which out-number those sadness by cow loads), shrug my shoulders and laugh it off. (:

beauty's in the eye of the beholder. cliche, but people believes this to be true. as cliche as it is, it's still good to practice a little modesty. try, looking into the mirror and remind yourself that you don't fit the bill as Lothario, neither do you look like a coquette. save up for a conversion then try hitting both ways, it may work. (: MY BOYFRIEND IS A THOUSAND NOTCHES MORE SUAVE THAN YOU ARE.

Zomcow, i really hate some certain group of people. may they inhale oxygen that penetrates their white blood cells and red blood reds, or maybe even the black ones. so Singapore's density doesn't sky rockets to pea-niece planet, wherever it may be. wouldn't the world be more colourful? (:

i just found out my ikea bear is a male and he made out with my turtle. damnit! you should have seen all the positions, it's waay better than Karma Sutra. oh, of course! he's one weird bear, he named his Jr. Rarr Rarr the Kukubird. hello all my friends with penis (which apparently ain't as big as my ikea Bear's), does your Jr. have a name? (:

hello boyfriend, please get me some brain juice when you meet me tomorrow. i think the one's in my head's depleting as this entry gets longer, no wonder my head feels light. right, it'll be better if the brain juice comes with BnJ's. much appreciated, lovelove. ((:

i really love where my imagination takes me, don't you? ((:

/edited.
imagination aside.
`new clothes to arrive in about a few week's time.
`iron my hair straight and nice once the paycheque comes in.
`Sony camera coming in Dec, least it's coming.
`tanning sessions soon to come.
`Zomg, i need to splurge.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Saturday, October 13, 2007

the school's senate is fuuuun =D




we can play make believe.




or pool

and of cos, volleyball with that huge gym ball. and caram and connect four and taking pictures, and volleyball. laughing and playing, like little children.

oh, most importantly, it's the company.
so i'd say...



imma count my blessings and go to bed. (:

stupid tag

Kukubirdxieenqi tagged me.

1. What will your reaction be if I tell you that I love you?
Ans: i'll go book a hotel room now.
2. What will your reaction be if I cried in front of you?
Ans: LMAO, ROFL, HAHAHAHA.
3. What will your reaction be if I'm missing?
Ans: i go find fen
4. What will your reaction be if I hugged you?
Ans: i'll ask you, why cant i feel your breast?
5. What will your reaction be if I shouted at you?
Ans: LMAO ROFL HAHAHA
6. What will your reaction be if I got into an accident?
Ans: i go find fen.
7. What will your reaction be if I told you I'll never be back?
Ans: I GO FIND FEN
8. What will your reaction be if I stole something from you?
Ans: i'll kick your kukubirdienehnehporky pigudong.
9. What will your reaction be if I died?
Ans: then i can live with fen happoly ever after

tag ten other people:
1. farahAIN
2. nasnasnas
3. XIE ENQI
4. XIE ENQI
5. XIE ENQI
6. XIE ENQI
7. XIE ENQI
8. XIE ENQI
9. XIE ENQI
10. XIE ENQI

Friday, October 12, 2007

iloveyou

Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

Thursday, October 11, 2007

the dance we shared 'neath the stars

HELLO.
FEN ASKED ME TO POST MORE,
HENCE, THE REASON WHY YOURE READING.
I BLOGGED.
GOODBYE.

stupid jack keeps calling me pigudong which is so ultramega cute, but i'd feel like stuffing his with durians every time he calls me that. asshole.


life's good.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

mirror mirror reflects truth

in life, there are bound to be obstacles. i know it sounds cliché, but what the hell. in my life, there are a hundred and one hurdles. all of it aint easy, know. especially __(rolls my eyes) _ teachers, like some certain home tutor. and really unpassable subjects that i really need to pass.

i set down four alternatives for myself.
Number One - one of my childhood dream
Number Two - one i think i may excel in
Number Three - one which i cannot afford
Number Four - one which i loathe but have no other choice

God called, i heard, and i didnt heed. so He had to call again, only this time, it's a lot louder. like in my ears kind of call. i'm really really not sad, so dont you worry. i've half expected this to happen through out the course of this year, i'll readily accept come what may. not entirely willingly tho.
i may resent, i may hate, or regret and cry.
i may get angry at you, i may do whatever i do.
but i still love you, PapaGod. you know it. (:

Monday, October 08, 2007

i like it this way

; i dreamt i cleared Promos
; those fat GM fishballs are delicious
; i've been eating too much
; i hate skinny girls, may they be blown to faraway land
; i wanna buy dinosaur loads of things
; i feel like going for a swim
; i havent been to church for donkey weeks
; this is dysfunctional blogging
; as you can see, i dont really care
; i hope my dream comes true

oh look, Jack's online
im not shitting you. uh uh.

ours

like the rainbow (:

Saturday, October 06, 2007

the rainbow across my sky

Just like my happy lil mood. (:

Friday, October 05, 2007

Free Publicity

s$1 chicken wings are the best!
Found at your nearest coffee shop.
Get them while they are hot and crispy!

Monday, October 01, 2007

on some occassions, i hate patching up.
but on other occassions, it's hard to let go. (: