sighs. i wonder what has everything gotta to do with him man.
hello~ remember? this all doesnt concern u? remember?
u poke ur nose into almost everything. yes, when i say almost everything i mean everything.. ok, now, if i've mistaken, im super sorry, like very sincerely can.. but im almost 90% sure its u lar. the way u speak and what u've done before.. i asked okay, and almost everyone thinks its u too. u can ask lien, or enqi. the way u speak with no one else in ur eyes, the way u boss around, the way u always think ur right. it jus gives u all away.. try harder.
like when i was with benjy, u must give some kinda shit and all. like it all bothers u who im with. i chose benjy instead of lien, i have my choice. so what if i could be happier with lien? and hello~? what makes u so sure i'd be happier with lien? i was like super happy and glad i was with benjy okay! praise the lord. ((: and hey.. it is my choice. at that point of time, the one i love was benjy. not lien, even if i were to cry everynight being with benjy, i'll still choose benjy. i mean, u cant force love. if we're meant to be, love will find a way. no point to be with lien and end up asking myself if i love him. right? its not that i dont like lien or wat, but i cannot choose. i dont have a choice. i put friends before myself okay. that is wat i do. ask me to do it away, well i tried, and i couldnt. even if enqi didnt fall for lien, i dont mean to be harsh or wat but i dont think me and lien will work out. ok, i dont work out with anyone. i'll end up heart broken or sth. thats besides the point. ok.
now, its a problem between mark and gwen. ITS THEIR PROBLEM. they didnt ask u for any comments. ok? leave them alone. mark came to me and asked for help. yes, this i have to admit. i did gave advice BUT i olso told him that it is his problem with gwen and that he shouldnt come to me but to solve his problem HIMSELF. yes, i told him that. and who the heck gave u the rights to CAPS MY NAME? eh? and hello, mind u, that is his blog ok. he wan to use capricorn or aquarius or gemini or aries or saggi doesnt concern u kays. not happy with him den call the police catch him lar. right right? wat a loser. boo. hide and cry.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
hmm
What Gets You Whipped?
nicole, you're whipped because he's Sweet
Nice guys finish last? Not a chance if they meet a sweetie like you. There's not a thing in the world you wouldn't do for loved ones, and you wanna make sure you find a guy who's got his priorities straight too. Whether he's a bull-rider or a businessman, he'd better have a big heart. When you fall, you fall hard. And it's the little things that matter like when he opens the door for you, cooks you dinner, or leaves sweet notes in your pocket. Brains and brawn are fine and dandy, but he won't win your heart if he isn't in touch with his sensitive side. Awwww, how sweet!!
hahahas.. so true uh.. heh heh.. (: im super bored can.. lols.. mayb i'll put all the quiz results in one post. hahas. yupps. dat wat imma gonna do! hahas.
The Dream Interpretation Test
What's Your Dream Theme?
nicole, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Life's Rewards
You're dreaming about looking good and feeling good in your life. This means that in some are of your life, your hard work and preparation has paid off, and you're giving yourself permission to accept the benefits you deserve.
hahaha! cool man. luxury! eeee ha! lols..
What's Your Love Story?
nicole, Loving Too Much is your primary love story!
The Loving Too Much story stems from your overflowing love and hope. Sometimes, however, it can be muddied by misguided feelings, expectations and sometimes, an unrequited desire.
The people you're most attracted to are usually just out of reach and all the more alluring for it. The less available your partner is, emotionally and physically, the more desirable he becomes.
Loving Too Much is about the things in life that you don't think you can have, then learning to create a more realistic ideal for yourself and your partner. It's about working through the fear of rejection, insecurities, and overwhelming longing to love wholly and completely.
aiyoyo! this is getting freakyy! haha.. oh well. jus a quiz. hehehe..
The Attraction Factor
Your Personal Plan For Being 100% Attractive
nicole, on a scale of 1-100, your attraction factor is 70!
How did we determine your attractiveness score? While you were taking the test, we measured your responses to questions on 5 attraction dimensions — appearance, attitude, body maintenance, energy and behavior. Here's what we found out: While your overall attraction factor is 70, you are getting most noticed by others for your attitude.
lols. is that true? haha. i dunnoe. lols. so lame. hahas. ppl become lame when their bored. so ya.. (:
The Love Personality Test
Similar to the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator®
nicole, your love personality type is ENTP
About 4-6% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.
As an ENTP, you can be the life of the party. Most people are apt to be immediately taken with your enthusiasm and friendly nature. You're the kind who always seems to have a good story or anecdote on hand to reveal your charm and wit. However, that's not to imply that you're simply a jokester. You also seem to enjoy thinking deeply and creatively on any number of topics. ENTPs like you can have a knack for coming up with novel ways of looking at the world. This usually makes your type more open-minded than lots of other people are. Your rare combination of social skills and common sense can make you a winning catch. In relationships, part of what often excites you is sharing your ideas about the world. You can be one smooth talker and at times, a masterful negotiator. You also seem to be the kind of social person who can make friends in a roomful of strangers. This is a rare talent.
WAIT! wat the heck is ENTP first! -.-"'
The Temptation Test
nicole, when it comes to temptation you're a Moderate
We've all heard it before, "Everything in moderation." It's just you're one of the only ones who can actually do just that — even when it comes to the most tempting of temptations. As a true Moderate, you're the type who allows yourself bits and pieces of life's innocent pleasures — but knows when and how to draw the line before you get carried away.Because you treat yourself when you have a strong craving, you can more easily say "no" to excessive temptations when they arise. Good for you — you've managed to achieve the perfect balance between pleasing the little angel and the little devil on your shoulders. Getting and maintaining this healthy sense of discipline is a place we should all strive for.
lols. discipline. wats that man. hahas. i got mehs? HAHA. ((: ok.. enough. im not bored anymore. hahas. byebye! i cant wait for yiss man! woot!
hmm
What Gets You Whipped?
nicole, you're whipped because he's Sweet
Nice guys finish last? Not a chance if they meet a sweetie like you. There's not a thing in the world you wouldn't do for loved ones, and you wanna make sure you find a guy who's got his priorities straight too. Whether he's a bull-rider or a businessman, he'd better have a big heart. When you fall, you fall hard. And it's the little things that matter like when he opens the door for you, cooks you dinner, or leaves sweet notes in your pocket. Brains and brawn are fine and dandy, but he won't win your heart if he isn't in touch with his sensitive side. Awwww, how sweet!!
hahahas.. so true uh.. heh heh.. (: im super bored can.. lols.. mayb i'll put all the quiz results in one post. hahas. yupps. dat wat imma gonna do! hahas.
The Dream Interpretation Test
What's Your Dream Theme?
nicole, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Life's Rewards
You're dreaming about looking good and feeling good in your life. This means that in some are of your life, your hard work and preparation has paid off, and you're giving yourself permission to accept the benefits you deserve.
hahaha! cool man. luxury! eeee ha! lols..
What's Your Love Story?
nicole, Loving Too Much is your primary love story!
The Loving Too Much story stems from your overflowing love and hope. Sometimes, however, it can be muddied by misguided feelings, expectations and sometimes, an unrequited desire.
The people you're most attracted to are usually just out of reach and all the more alluring for it. The less available your partner is, emotionally and physically, the more desirable he becomes.
Loving Too Much is about the things in life that you don't think you can have, then learning to create a more realistic ideal for yourself and your partner. It's about working through the fear of rejection, insecurities, and overwhelming longing to love wholly and completely.
aiyoyo! this is getting freakyy! haha.. oh well. jus a quiz. hehehe..
The Attraction Factor
Your Personal Plan For Being 100% Attractive
nicole, on a scale of 1-100, your attraction factor is 70!
How did we determine your attractiveness score? While you were taking the test, we measured your responses to questions on 5 attraction dimensions — appearance, attitude, body maintenance, energy and behavior. Here's what we found out: While your overall attraction factor is 70, you are getting most noticed by others for your attitude.
lols. is that true? haha. i dunnoe. lols. so lame. hahas. ppl become lame when their bored. so ya.. (:
The Love Personality Test
Similar to the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator®
nicole, your love personality type is ENTP
About 4-6% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.
As an ENTP, you can be the life of the party. Most people are apt to be immediately taken with your enthusiasm and friendly nature. You're the kind who always seems to have a good story or anecdote on hand to reveal your charm and wit. However, that's not to imply that you're simply a jokester. You also seem to enjoy thinking deeply and creatively on any number of topics. ENTPs like you can have a knack for coming up with novel ways of looking at the world. This usually makes your type more open-minded than lots of other people are. Your rare combination of social skills and common sense can make you a winning catch. In relationships, part of what often excites you is sharing your ideas about the world. You can be one smooth talker and at times, a masterful negotiator. You also seem to be the kind of social person who can make friends in a roomful of strangers. This is a rare talent.
WAIT! wat the heck is ENTP first! -.-"'
The Temptation Test
nicole, when it comes to temptation you're a Moderate
We've all heard it before, "Everything in moderation." It's just you're one of the only ones who can actually do just that — even when it comes to the most tempting of temptations. As a true Moderate, you're the type who allows yourself bits and pieces of life's innocent pleasures — but knows when and how to draw the line before you get carried away.Because you treat yourself when you have a strong craving, you can more easily say "no" to excessive temptations when they arise. Good for you — you've managed to achieve the perfect balance between pleasing the little angel and the little devil on your shoulders. Getting and maintaining this healthy sense of discipline is a place we should all strive for.
lols. discipline. wats that man. hahas. i got mehs? HAHA. ((: ok.. enough. im not bored anymore. hahas. byebye! i cant wait for yiss man! woot!
what has past is the past..
i know, since it has passed, its history.. but i came across this while i was bored..
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
nicole, you're a Steady Supporter
Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed yourself to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with. For you, mutual respect and trust is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.
well.. i did this with benjy in mind.. ((: not that i hope to be back together or what but.. since that was where i stop. then i'll jus use it for this quiz.. ((: oh well.. imma gonna do more quizzes! eeee ha! lols.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
nicole, you're a Steady Supporter
Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed yourself to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with. For you, mutual respect and trust is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.
well.. i did this with benjy in mind.. ((: not that i hope to be back together or what but.. since that was where i stop. then i'll jus use it for this quiz.. ((: oh well.. imma gonna do more quizzes! eeee ha! lols.
colour test
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Monday, November 28, 2005
*Qoutes frm aaron cheng's blog*
A 'crush' is a very normal thing that can be found in any ordinary person any day.
'Like' is when you would do more than the usual amount of favours for a person.
'Love' is when you would go an extra mile out to do something very small for a person.
'True love' is when you would die for the person.
i didnt kno aaron cheng is capable of this. hahas. but how true ya?
and yay! we're going for YISS!! haha! woot!
A 'crush' is a very normal thing that can be found in any ordinary person any day.
'Like' is when you would do more than the usual amount of favours for a person.
'Love' is when you would go an extra mile out to do something very small for a person.
'True love' is when you would die for the person.
i didnt kno aaron cheng is capable of this. hahas. but how true ya?
and yay! we're going for YISS!! haha! woot!
I'm BACK!
yes. ok im back!
i've got super loads of things to say. ok. firstly.. of cos its grad night.. i didnt get a chance to blog cos the day after grad night i when for my camp(super interesting).
graduation night.
24th of November. considered as a very busy day for me. well.. i got up at 8 and went back to sleep.. lols.. yepps. and den i woke up at bout 10 plus again. i went to enqi's house. yepps. we got ready and went to have our hair set and stuffs.. and den went to York Hotel. yepps. and grad night was COOOOOL mans.. haha.. super cool lar.. the whole "ballroom" (if that is considered as a ballroom lar) was FULL of hunks and babes. woot! im serious. yes i am. super loads of handsomes and pretties.. goodness gracious me.. grad night was unforgettable mans. yepps. especially Him. he looked.. super hot lar. ((:
ok. next is the best!
Confirmation Camp '05
25th November 2005. this was the time i really felt God. right. the first day.
i was late for camp.. hehe. supposing to be there at 10.. but i woke up at 9.30 lar. hahas. oh well. i took a cab to church. hehe. so dumb lor. hais.. anyway.. yupps. i think we were broken up into groups on the first day.. yepps. in my group was.. Noel, Gregory, Cheryl, Nicholias, Joanne.. and our facilatators were Thelma and Gavin. they're all cool people mans! hahas. praise and worship rocks man. so fun lar..! and we had meals every 2 hours. hahas.. its like breakfast and lunch and tea and dinner and supper are 2 hours apart. haha. its like "Fat Camp".. lols.. the games and all.. super cool. this camp is totally cool lar.. the best parts were the healing and the outpouring processes.. yes, i got slained. and it felt great man.. i felt God. yes. i felt Him. God gave me the gift of Tongues. i can speak in tongues. MARY! i can speak in tongues. so cool right.. the camp's super cool lar.. why did it end so soon. crap.. oh well.. everybody is soooo cool lar.. there's chris, lynette, charles, casilda, leonard, linus, and all everybody.. cannot remember everyone.. hahas. i feel my life has changed quite a bit.. yupps.. with the holy spirit and god in me and stuffs... ((:
yepps. God bless all of us. ((:
i've got super loads of things to say. ok. firstly.. of cos its grad night.. i didnt get a chance to blog cos the day after grad night i when for my camp(super interesting).
graduation night.
24th of November. considered as a very busy day for me. well.. i got up at 8 and went back to sleep.. lols.. yepps. and den i woke up at bout 10 plus again. i went to enqi's house. yepps. we got ready and went to have our hair set and stuffs.. and den went to York Hotel. yepps. and grad night was COOOOOL mans.. haha.. super cool lar.. the whole "ballroom" (if that is considered as a ballroom lar) was FULL of hunks and babes. woot! im serious. yes i am. super loads of handsomes and pretties.. goodness gracious me.. grad night was unforgettable mans. yepps. especially Him. he looked.. super hot lar. ((:
ok. next is the best!
Confirmation Camp '05
25th November 2005. this was the time i really felt God. right. the first day.
i was late for camp.. hehe. supposing to be there at 10.. but i woke up at 9.30 lar. hahas. oh well. i took a cab to church. hehe. so dumb lor. hais.. anyway.. yupps. i think we were broken up into groups on the first day.. yepps. in my group was.. Noel, Gregory, Cheryl, Nicholias, Joanne.. and our facilatators were Thelma and Gavin. they're all cool people mans! hahas. praise and worship rocks man. so fun lar..! and we had meals every 2 hours. hahas.. its like breakfast and lunch and tea and dinner and supper are 2 hours apart. haha. its like "Fat Camp".. lols.. the games and all.. super cool. this camp is totally cool lar.. the best parts were the healing and the outpouring processes.. yes, i got slained. and it felt great man.. i felt God. yes. i felt Him. God gave me the gift of Tongues. i can speak in tongues. MARY! i can speak in tongues. so cool right.. the camp's super cool lar.. why did it end so soon. crap.. oh well.. everybody is soooo cool lar.. there's chris, lynette, charles, casilda, leonard, linus, and all everybody.. cannot remember everyone.. hahas. i feel my life has changed quite a bit.. yupps.. with the holy spirit and god in me and stuffs... ((:
yepps. God bless all of us. ((:
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I've grown up.
I've grown up. Yes. I have to agree.
it was only like yesterday when I entered Hong Kah Sec.. For the past four years, I've been thru a lot of laughters, tears and emotions. yes, i know we all did.
for many years, i've been loathing school. i think that school is such a waste of time, i find teachers irritating, i thought of the school guys lowly, i look down on the girls in school. but after sorting out my thoughts, nobody is perfect. yes i have to admit. even me, i am not perfect.
come to think of it, school is fun. hey, i love school. it is where i met my best friends. it is where i realise that teachers are not at all irritating. (some i mean) it is where i fall in love, it is where i fall outta love, it is where i realised how cruel reality is, it is where i realised good friends cannot be trusted. it is where i found my soul mate. it is where i shed my tears, it is where my laughters are heard.
now that i've completed my full four years, i cannot bear to part with my best friends, my teachers, my memories. sighs. how fast time really flies..
i know, as we go on, we will have to part. no matter what, we must part, cos each and every one of us have a different future awaiting for us ahead. we all have our individual paths. but deep down inside, we are still friends forever. (:
we wouldnt know who will become what in the future. who knows enqi might become a big lawyer. would hui fen become a renowed fashion designer? i dunnoe. we all dont know. haha. the future is a great mystery. we really have no idea. sighs.
i hate to part, but what else can i do but to abide reality? i cant possibly go against reality and fate. but i know, we will still be friends forever. aww* i hate to part, i am afraid i might shed my tears.. i am afraid to leave my memories..
And i also know.. i know that by leaving Hong Kah, i might olso lose Him. chances of us meeting will be lesser.. chances of us getting together is even slimmer.. chances of us becoming close friends are shattered.. chances of my dreams coming true are smashed..all i can and know is that i'll be sitting alone, realising how foolish am i, regretting on my indecisive-ness..
but if i were to confess my feelings for Him, im afraid i'll lose a friend. im afraid he might turn and walk away, then i'll sit alone, cursing my impulsive mind, blaming my daring self.
by falling for Him, i've put myself in a huge dilemma. what am i to do? sighs. somebody please, tell me what to do. am i to wait on?
sometimes, i really wish i could fast forward time, to see in the end, if it is all worth it.. perhaps God, u could come to me in my dreams, and tell me if it is all worth it.
if i had any special powers, i would want to be able to freeze time. and i'll stop the time here. this moment, this very moment. freeze my memories and keep it in a capsule.. oh well. im off to play ma game. till next time~! ((:
p.s im still falling for u. ((:
it was only like yesterday when I entered Hong Kah Sec.. For the past four years, I've been thru a lot of laughters, tears and emotions. yes, i know we all did.
for many years, i've been loathing school. i think that school is such a waste of time, i find teachers irritating, i thought of the school guys lowly, i look down on the girls in school. but after sorting out my thoughts, nobody is perfect. yes i have to admit. even me, i am not perfect.
come to think of it, school is fun. hey, i love school. it is where i met my best friends. it is where i realise that teachers are not at all irritating. (some i mean) it is where i fall in love, it is where i fall outta love, it is where i realised how cruel reality is, it is where i realised good friends cannot be trusted. it is where i found my soul mate. it is where i shed my tears, it is where my laughters are heard.
now that i've completed my full four years, i cannot bear to part with my best friends, my teachers, my memories. sighs. how fast time really flies..
i know, as we go on, we will have to part. no matter what, we must part, cos each and every one of us have a different future awaiting for us ahead. we all have our individual paths. but deep down inside, we are still friends forever. (:
we wouldnt know who will become what in the future. who knows enqi might become a big lawyer. would hui fen become a renowed fashion designer? i dunnoe. we all dont know. haha. the future is a great mystery. we really have no idea. sighs.
i hate to part, but what else can i do but to abide reality? i cant possibly go against reality and fate. but i know, we will still be friends forever. aww* i hate to part, i am afraid i might shed my tears.. i am afraid to leave my memories..
And i also know.. i know that by leaving Hong Kah, i might olso lose Him. chances of us meeting will be lesser.. chances of us getting together is even slimmer.. chances of us becoming close friends are shattered.. chances of my dreams coming true are smashed..all i can and know is that i'll be sitting alone, realising how foolish am i, regretting on my indecisive-ness..
but if i were to confess my feelings for Him, im afraid i'll lose a friend. im afraid he might turn and walk away, then i'll sit alone, cursing my impulsive mind, blaming my daring self.
by falling for Him, i've put myself in a huge dilemma. what am i to do? sighs. somebody please, tell me what to do. am i to wait on?
sometimes, i really wish i could fast forward time, to see in the end, if it is all worth it.. perhaps God, u could come to me in my dreams, and tell me if it is all worth it.
if i had any special powers, i would want to be able to freeze time. and i'll stop the time here. this moment, this very moment. freeze my memories and keep it in a capsule.. oh well. im off to play ma game. till next time~! ((:
p.s im still falling for u. ((:
Sunday, November 20, 2005
UNFAIR!
How unfair can this get?!
omg. First, u took the guy i love.
Now what?!
u want my bestie too?
Fuck off.
hands off.
shoo u lil' spoiled brat zombie.
get ur stinky arse away from me.
and my bestie.
u abandoned me for love.
serve u right.
now ur so poor thing. not a single TRUE friend by ur side.
haha! go find ur own friend. (if anyone wants to be that is..) get ur own life.
ASK MARK TO ACCOMPANY U GO BUY LAR.
haha! stil got! guowei! hahaha. u can go ask him ma. oh ya. he dont bother bout u liao. aiyo so poor thing. hais..
unlike me.. i got loads of friends. i got plenty of ppl who are concerned and are willing to go out with me. hor enqi hor? hehe.
this is ur desert ya? sweet? haha.
HAHA. just as well. my sweet revenge. ok not say revenge. lets put it as, my vengence is cleared. haha.
pardon me. im just a lil' agitated bout stuffs that has happened a year ago. tho i kno it's partly my fault, but look at wat kinda friend i sacrificed for. sighs. i kno.. a lil' mean and stuffs. but ya. its in me for more den one year. please understand the pain i've been hiding. thank you.
omg. First, u took the guy i love.
Now what?!
u want my bestie too?
Fuck off.
hands off.
shoo u lil' spoiled brat zombie.
get ur stinky arse away from me.
and my bestie.
u abandoned me for love.
serve u right.
now ur so poor thing. not a single TRUE friend by ur side.
haha! go find ur own friend. (if anyone wants to be that is..) get ur own life.
ASK MARK TO ACCOMPANY U GO BUY LAR.
haha! stil got! guowei! hahaha. u can go ask him ma. oh ya. he dont bother bout u liao. aiyo so poor thing. hais..
unlike me.. i got loads of friends. i got plenty of ppl who are concerned and are willing to go out with me. hor enqi hor? hehe.
this is ur desert ya? sweet? haha.
HAHA. just as well. my sweet revenge. ok not say revenge. lets put it as, my vengence is cleared. haha.
pardon me. im just a lil' agitated bout stuffs that has happened a year ago. tho i kno it's partly my fault, but look at wat kinda friend i sacrificed for. sighs. i kno.. a lil' mean and stuffs. but ya. its in me for more den one year. please understand the pain i've been hiding. thank you.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
HOORAY!
yay! finally went to shop for my grad nite clothes..
went two times.. first time was with enqi.. went to wisma.. at first went to Forever 21 to look for the dress i had in mind.. but it was out of stock liao.. so we walked around wisma see see.. den we came across this shop Deniel Yam.. specially sell gowns.. so went in and see see.. tried a few pieces.. so i decided to come to this shop with my aunt.. haha.. yupps. den went to kinokuniya.. (i think its spelled like this) den shop for books. lols. too many choice dunnoe wat to buy.. ended up buying To Kill A Mocking Bird and The Other Side Of The Story.. 30+ bucks. not bad lar.. hahas..
went to wisma again today with my other aunt.. annie jie jie.. went to try the clothes out.. again. lols. yes. but den this time more dresses.. and sorta decided wat i want.. yepps. 94.59 only. damn.. initially was 145.95 bucks.. lols.. but then long one like inappropriate cos gonna go play and ton after grad nite wat.. so a bit obstructive.. so chose the short one. haha.. quite nice u kno. (: hug body, tight fit one.. annie jie say my figure so nice must show.. -.-" lols.. den she choose one so hug body one lor.. haha. but nice lar.. lols.. den wear liao can see the shape.. lols.. so dumb lor.. haha.. den say must wear heels so that will look nice.. but then i so tall liao. wear heels somemore wait i look like some kinda weird and tall looking thing.. lols.. i olso dunnoe how.. den she say at least wear 2 inch one.. so ok lor.. wat to do. lols. so dumb lor. haha..
so tmr going there again with aunt mi mi. (she's gonna pay that's why. =D) hehe.. yepps. saved 50+ bucks for her. lols. so that means she's gonna help me buy the heels and shawl too. (((: so nice hor. who ask me to be so ren jian ren ai lols.. all so sayang me.. hehe.. good right.. ((: be jealoused. hahaha.
oh ya.. aunt mi mi olso got me a job! haha.. data logger. yepps. easy job man. no kick! haha.. typing ma.. i love it man. hehe.. i'll be busy busy busy! haha..
ohkay! next to trouble bout is X'mas! hahaha.. yepps.. needa think bout wat to wear and we're all thinking to come out and eat together.. hehe.. nice right.. haha.. yepps. anyway.. we all so free. haha.. so many mths nth to do. hahaha.. yepps..
and den will be new year. lols. omg.. so many troubles. haha..
and in between these, i might go learn salsa~ hehe.. and play tennis and golf and swimming. plan nice nice how to use my time. wanna join me? hehe.. call me.. im sure.. enqi! u must acc me. haha. yay! enqi promised. yay! (i promised me on her behalf) so yeahhh! hehe..
ok. so for now im gonna sleep! haha.. its like 12.49 liao. stil gotta wake up early tmr. hehe. gonna go church. haha. yepps. so yea.. good night ppl!
oh ya! DADDY AND MUMMY NOT IN TOWN. WOOT! IM LIKE FREE FOR 2 DAYS PLUS. HAHAHAHA! YAY! Go Wild girl!
-im in looove! not sure if he is but im.. haha! in looove with Him of cos.. but.. dat doesnt mean he is lar. its jus me. im in looove with Him. lols. im mad. dont mind me. sorrrrrrrrrt liao. lols. (((: i'll be waiting here. i promise. (: tho if i dont show it, im stil in love. ohkays? ((:
went two times.. first time was with enqi.. went to wisma.. at first went to Forever 21 to look for the dress i had in mind.. but it was out of stock liao.. so we walked around wisma see see.. den we came across this shop Deniel Yam.. specially sell gowns.. so went in and see see.. tried a few pieces.. so i decided to come to this shop with my aunt.. haha.. yupps. den went to kinokuniya.. (i think its spelled like this) den shop for books. lols. too many choice dunnoe wat to buy.. ended up buying To Kill A Mocking Bird and The Other Side Of The Story.. 30+ bucks. not bad lar.. hahas..
went to wisma again today with my other aunt.. annie jie jie.. went to try the clothes out.. again. lols. yes. but den this time more dresses.. and sorta decided wat i want.. yepps. 94.59 only. damn.. initially was 145.95 bucks.. lols.. but then long one like inappropriate cos gonna go play and ton after grad nite wat.. so a bit obstructive.. so chose the short one. haha.. quite nice u kno. (: hug body, tight fit one.. annie jie say my figure so nice must show.. -.-" lols.. den she choose one so hug body one lor.. haha. but nice lar.. lols.. den wear liao can see the shape.. lols.. so dumb lor.. haha.. den say must wear heels so that will look nice.. but then i so tall liao. wear heels somemore wait i look like some kinda weird and tall looking thing.. lols.. i olso dunnoe how.. den she say at least wear 2 inch one.. so ok lor.. wat to do. lols. so dumb lor. haha..
so tmr going there again with aunt mi mi. (she's gonna pay that's why. =D) hehe.. yepps. saved 50+ bucks for her. lols. so that means she's gonna help me buy the heels and shawl too. (((: so nice hor. who ask me to be so ren jian ren ai lols.. all so sayang me.. hehe.. good right.. ((: be jealoused. hahaha.
oh ya.. aunt mi mi olso got me a job! haha.. data logger. yepps. easy job man. no kick! haha.. typing ma.. i love it man. hehe.. i'll be busy busy busy! haha..
ohkay! next to trouble bout is X'mas! hahaha.. yepps.. needa think bout wat to wear and we're all thinking to come out and eat together.. hehe.. nice right.. haha.. yepps. anyway.. we all so free. haha.. so many mths nth to do. hahaha.. yepps..
and den will be new year. lols. omg.. so many troubles. haha..
and in between these, i might go learn salsa~ hehe.. and play tennis and golf and swimming. plan nice nice how to use my time. wanna join me? hehe.. call me.. im sure.. enqi! u must acc me. haha. yay! enqi promised. yay! (i promised me on her behalf) so yeahhh! hehe..
ok. so for now im gonna sleep! haha.. its like 12.49 liao. stil gotta wake up early tmr. hehe. gonna go church. haha. yepps. so yea.. good night ppl!
oh ya! DADDY AND MUMMY NOT IN TOWN. WOOT! IM LIKE FREE FOR 2 DAYS PLUS. HAHAHAHA! YAY! Go Wild girl!
-im in looove! not sure if he is but im.. haha! in looove with Him of cos.. but.. dat doesnt mean he is lar. its jus me. im in looove with Him. lols. im mad. dont mind me. sorrrrrrrrrt liao. lols. (((: i'll be waiting here. i promise. (: tho if i dont show it, im stil in love. ohkays? ((:
Thursday, November 17, 2005
MY DEDICATIONS!!! (:
HARLOWS! haha.. can see right..? big enough right.. lols.. ok.. now i shall start. with my bestieS of cos. (:
ENQI! my bestie! haha.. thank you for being there for me all the time. thank you for like tolerating my absurd temper. thank you for all the "jing ji shi ke" lols.. asking u to bring pants and all. LOLS. ok. i shant elaborate. (: hmm.. thank you for ur listening ear. always there no matter what (even when i dont wanna say, she'll force it out somehow. lols.) i kno some times, my temper controls me and things start to go overboard,i kno we sometimes fight and argue over small small matter like ur chinese is better den mine and my english is better den urs and stuffs(its true tho. my english is the best! lols.) i kno sometimes, i get outta control and do things overboard, but im me.. and im sorry kays.. anyway!!! u kno, we can chat for hours! i wonder how possible is that. lols. we shop, eat, study, tuition, laze around, gossip, bad mouth, look at guys, laugh, cry and go mad together! lols. is that why your my bestie? lols. thank you thank you thank you. words cannot express my feelings i have. endless gratitude and thanks. i love u girl!! *muacks!* oi.. dont read until cry leh.. lols..
ok. now, yellow. guess who? lols. yes! HUIFEN!! My other bestie!! haha.. right.. this girl here is cute mans.. yes.. altho me and u are not as close as me and enqi.. but, still.. thank you for ur listening ear.. thank you for the happy happy times we had. thank you for the lame lame jokes.. haha.. yes.. we ALSO shop around together.. but, not as often.. yes, we olso gossip alot.. lols.. we laugh and cry, we talk crap and study together.. haha.. and we fail amaths together. lols. yes. we did. haha.. THANK YOU. and yes, i love u too. lols.. *MUACKS*
XUEHUI! lols. black. dunnoe if can see not.. cos my background is olso somewhat black in colour. anyways.. if cannot see then jus highlight this paragraph bahs! ok. thank you for the happy happy lame lame times we had together.. lols.. this girl here will suddenly ownself at there laugh one.. damn scary lor. haha.. but then she like business woman like dat.. everytime ask her go out then she will confirm have training one. lols.. so sao xing.. lols.. anyway.. yes.. thank you too. and i rufaf u! lols.. (my dog was barking so i went rufaf instead of love. lols. lame i kno. nvm.. -.-" )
NExt!the people closest to me other den my besties.
BENJAMIN LIM! lols.. dunnoe if u'll read this but.. yes.. thank you dear.. u've been a really nice friend. so nice dat u could tolerate my super bad temper.. thank you for being there. i kno its partly my fault we didnt work out.. im sorry ya.. sighs.. i dunnoe wat else to say.. thank you for all the lil' lil' things that u've done for me.. whether when we're together or not.. i can see and can definitely feel it. thank you. ((: god bless u.
MARK!! harlow dear.. thank you for ur perpetual company.. (: i really appreciate it ALOT. yes. im sorry we didnt work out either.. partly cos i value my friendship a lil' more then my love life. sighs.. stupid mistake i have to admit.. thank you for listening to my stupid and long and endless problems.. and despite ur own problems and stuffs around, u still came and listen to my problems and try and help me.. thank you thank you and stil thank you. (: and yes, UR TEMPER IS WORST DEN MINE. u must admit. lols. its true lor.. haha.. look at the way u scold ur sec 3s.. omg.. so scary.. lols.. hais.. we used to argue over small things and its u who always give in to me.. i olso have no idea why i always got angry with u.. sighs.. mayb i was too paranoid.. i cannot help it.. one's my friend, the other's the guy i love.. hard choice.. sighs.. anyway, THANK YOU!! i love u man! lols. (even named my dog chih wei. ((: )
next next next up is...
CHEN DA BIAN! lols. CHAN LIEN i mean. hehe. thank you too.. for being by me.. listening to me as i cry and stuffs.. haha.. so embarrassing lor.. haha.. omg. nvm.. hehe.. he always bully me one.. so bad hor.. anyway.. ur nice, very nice.. im sorry to make u sad and stuffs, i dont mean it.. i have a diff choice too.. sighs.. i hope u understand.. ur nice remember? (: thank you for ur BIG BIG POOH BEAR! altho its on the floor now (because the pooh is that big, i have almost no space to sleep on my QUEEN SIZE bed!) anyway.. thank you. its nice. very nice.. and the cake and all the lil' lil' things u did for me too. i might not show that i apprecaite it but i really do kays.. sorry for snapping at u at times.. sorry to make u angry at times.. sighs.. i cannot control myself.. sometimes i feel so stressed i feel like dying lar.. hais.. (ANYWAY, U CALLED ME A BITCH. )= ) haha. kks.. kidding.. didnt took that too hard even tho i remembered it. im not that petty lar!! haha.. thank you dear!! love ya loads~ eh.. no need to check here every day lar.. i happy only den blog de.. haha.. no need so loyal de lar.. haha. =P
hmm.. next.. who else..
gim yong! haha.. harlows.. thank you for listening to my problems.. thank you for showin care and concern for me.. i kno sometimes, or mayb most of the time i might vent my anger on u.. but i didnt do it on purpose kays.. sorry.. dont be sad.. im sure there is much much much better girls out there kays.. (saying to lien olso.. LIEN READ HERE!! lols. scared u cannot see so make big big.. biggest liao. hahas.) thank you thank you. (:
next! haha.. very long hors.. haha..
mary! lols.. this mo mo moronic moron! haha.. thank you too.. for listening to my problems olso.. haha.. and to give the stupid stupid advise.. haha. funny tho.. haha.. and we're the same remember?! haha.. yay! lols.. haha.. so funny.. lols.. and we laugh and tuition together.. haha.. and eat and erm.. wat else.. haha.. dunnoe wat else.. haha.. ok.. next..
BANANA! haha.. sabrina.. haha.. thank you for the times u accompany me at mac and going to tuition altho i kno that ur main intention is not to accompany me lar.. hahaha. yes.. dont be too sad.. break ups are compulsary to make ur heart more resistant to unhappiness. lols. wat rubbish. hehe. anyway.. dont be too sad lar.. (: oh ya.. i forgot! LAOGONG! lols..
NOEL NICOLE NG! lols. i remembered. see. how nice. haha. thank you too for being there.. and all ur comforting words.. really helped alot ya.. thank you.. (: im here too kkz.. (: yes. we belong "together".. lols.. noel nicole ng.. the name has been made nicer jus by adding nicole in it.. hmm.. interesting right.. how amazing.. ((: ok. anyway.. thank you and GOD BLESS ME. which olso means u. cos ur nicole.. and im noel. ok wateva.. haha.. (noel say that i should and must put my confirmation name as noel and he'll put his as nicole.. so ya.. haha..)
ok. boo. its getting late now.. its 10.41pm. i'll continue tmr. okies. i promise. those ppl i've left out today, i'll continue tmr kays.. i stil got paper tmr.. ): sighs.. ok. nights..! ((:
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HARLOWS! today's 17.. and yes.. im here to coontinue my dedications. and yes.. of cos i must save the BEST for the last.. right? (:
ok.. lemme see.. who else..
YEEHWEE! surprise surprise surprise! lols.. yes.. how can i forget u? like i think my longest crush or sth.. lol.. =X ok shant go in to details.. ((: haha.. very nice guy u kno.. haha.. very handsome olso.. but a bit short arhs.. and very dao. i kno lar, yan dao olso no need so dao right.. hehe.. nvm lar.. hot enough.. hehhs.. thank you for listening to my problems olso.. tho only a few times but yes, still thank you.. eh.. ppl.. u dont see he like dumb dumb like dat.. he quite expert in these stuffs one u kno. haha.. like very exprienced.. haha.. altho he denies it lar.. hehe.. how we all kno.. he's waiting for his princess to arrive.. hor hor hor? ok why princess? its cos he said he'll treat his gf like a princess and pamper her and be nice nice to her.. so sweet hor.. *aww* haha.. remember to tell me who hor.. lols.. good luck hunk.. im sure u'll find ur princess.. (:
GWEN! sighs.. i wonder why we end up like being total strangers.. but, yes.. im really really happy to have known u and stuffs.. thank you for being there when i needed some one and stuffs like dat.. sighs.. its a pity we ended up like dat.. we could have been best of best of friends.. we used to be the closest friends.. campcraft and stuffs.. sighs.. anyway.. im sorry if i'd caused those lil' misunderstandings between u and mark.. the truth is, the day i decided to let him go, i've absolutely no intention of wanting him back.. not that he's something to push around but.. yeaa.. but i must agree, getting over him was the hardest part, we're all girls and u should kno that letting go is not easy.. im sorry ya? best of luck! u should really trust him more. ((:
BOYFRIEND!! haha.. grace! PFF. lols.. grace.. u've been a wonderful friend, apart frm being an asshole at times.. haha.. she very nice u kno.. go to church with me.. (to see stephanie of cos) hahaha! well.. and god of cos.. and studies with me at mac.. haha.. ppl actually thot she's my bf lar.. haha.. but ya.. my honour to have such a handsome bf.. hahaha.. thank you too.. for everything u kno.. the irritating times and the laugh out loud times.. haha.. GOD BLESS ME. and a lil of u lar. hahaha. =P
yes yes.. and guo wei and joachim and kenneth leong and rong chang and hui min and mei yi and hui ping and aizhen and syaz and chee how and yeow ching and kenny and siva and mira and all every body!! ahh.. i cannot recall any more names.. im sorry if i left u out.. ya?
weehong! haha.. harlows. i doubt u'll read this but anyway here it goes.. thank you for being my friend too.. and erm.. tho we dont talk often, im sure its fine.. lols. so lame. ok.. he's a really nice guy u kno.. but then sometimes very dao.. haha.. hmm.. olso very yan dao hor.. but then too skinny liao.. haha.. i dunnoe wat else to say.. lols.. ok.. i enjoy ur company alot.. u kno.. go shop around and play pool and ice skate and stuffs.. oh ya. he's a liar!! haha.. he say he dunnoe how to skate.. but then end up skate better then me.. tho i olso dunnoe how to skate lar.. haha.. cannot tell right.. haha.. he can play like almost everything lar.. haha.. bball.. volleyball.. pool.. ice skate.. haha.. lame.. kkz.. done..
NOW! the BEST PART!! haha.. THIS IS THE BEST PART. NOT THE ONE BEFORE KKZ. i know wat u guys are thinking lor.. haha.. yes the best part is..
THANK YOU ALL. im so happy and honoured to have known u peeps! hehe.. will miss ya all loads and loads.. sighs.. time passes really really fast.. haha.. oh well.. see ya!
Graduation By Vitamin C
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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
Come whatever
We will still be friends forever
La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.
ENQI! my bestie! haha.. thank you for being there for me all the time. thank you for like tolerating my absurd temper. thank you for all the "jing ji shi ke" lols.. asking u to bring pants and all. LOLS. ok. i shant elaborate. (: hmm.. thank you for ur listening ear. always there no matter what (even when i dont wanna say, she'll force it out somehow. lols.) i kno some times, my temper controls me and things start to go overboard,i kno we sometimes fight and argue over small small matter like ur chinese is better den mine and my english is better den urs and stuffs(its true tho. my english is the best! lols.) i kno sometimes, i get outta control and do things overboard, but im me.. and im sorry kays.. anyway!!! u kno, we can chat for hours! i wonder how possible is that. lols. we shop, eat, study, tuition, laze around, gossip, bad mouth, look at guys, laugh, cry and go mad together! lols. is that why your my bestie? lols. thank you thank you thank you. words cannot express my feelings i have. endless gratitude and thanks. i love u girl!! *muacks!* oi.. dont read until cry leh.. lols..
ok. now, yellow. guess who? lols. yes! HUIFEN!! My other bestie!! haha.. right.. this girl here is cute mans.. yes.. altho me and u are not as close as me and enqi.. but, still.. thank you for ur listening ear.. thank you for the happy happy times we had. thank you for the lame lame jokes.. haha.. yes.. we ALSO shop around together.. but, not as often.. yes, we olso gossip alot.. lols.. we laugh and cry, we talk crap and study together.. haha.. and we fail amaths together. lols. yes. we did. haha.. THANK YOU. and yes, i love u too. lols.. *MUACKS*
XUEHUI! lols. black. dunnoe if can see not.. cos my background is olso somewhat black in colour. anyways.. if cannot see then jus highlight this paragraph bahs! ok. thank you for the happy happy lame lame times we had together.. lols.. this girl here will suddenly ownself at there laugh one.. damn scary lor. haha.. but then she like business woman like dat.. everytime ask her go out then she will confirm have training one. lols.. so sao xing.. lols.. anyway.. yes.. thank you too. and i rufaf u! lols.. (my dog was barking so i went rufaf instead of love. lols. lame i kno. nvm.. -.-" )
NExt!the people closest to me other den my besties.
BENJAMIN LIM! lols.. dunnoe if u'll read this but.. yes.. thank you dear.. u've been a really nice friend. so nice dat u could tolerate my super bad temper.. thank you for being there. i kno its partly my fault we didnt work out.. im sorry ya.. sighs.. i dunnoe wat else to say.. thank you for all the lil' lil' things that u've done for me.. whether when we're together or not.. i can see and can definitely feel it. thank you. ((: god bless u.
MARK!! harlow dear.. thank you for ur perpetual company.. (: i really appreciate it ALOT. yes. im sorry we didnt work out either.. partly cos i value my friendship a lil' more then my love life. sighs.. stupid mistake i have to admit.. thank you for listening to my stupid and long and endless problems.. and despite ur own problems and stuffs around, u still came and listen to my problems and try and help me.. thank you thank you and stil thank you. (: and yes, UR TEMPER IS WORST DEN MINE. u must admit. lols. its true lor.. haha.. look at the way u scold ur sec 3s.. omg.. so scary.. lols.. hais.. we used to argue over small things and its u who always give in to me.. i olso have no idea why i always got angry with u.. sighs.. mayb i was too paranoid.. i cannot help it.. one's my friend, the other's the guy i love.. hard choice.. sighs.. anyway, THANK YOU!! i love u man! lols. (even named my dog chih wei. ((: )
next next next up is...
CHEN DA BIAN! lols. CHAN LIEN i mean. hehe. thank you too.. for being by me.. listening to me as i cry and stuffs.. haha.. so embarrassing lor.. haha.. omg. nvm.. hehe.. he always bully me one.. so bad hor.. anyway.. ur nice, very nice.. im sorry to make u sad and stuffs, i dont mean it.. i have a diff choice too.. sighs.. i hope u understand.. ur nice remember? (: thank you for ur BIG BIG POOH BEAR! altho its on the floor now (because the pooh is that big, i have almost no space to sleep on my QUEEN SIZE bed!) anyway.. thank you. its nice. very nice.. and the cake and all the lil' lil' things u did for me too. i might not show that i apprecaite it but i really do kays.. sorry for snapping at u at times.. sorry to make u angry at times.. sighs.. i cannot control myself.. sometimes i feel so stressed i feel like dying lar.. hais.. (ANYWAY, U CALLED ME A BITCH. )= ) haha. kks.. kidding.. didnt took that too hard even tho i remembered it. im not that petty lar!! haha.. thank you dear!! love ya loads~ eh.. no need to check here every day lar.. i happy only den blog de.. haha.. no need so loyal de lar.. haha. =P
hmm.. next.. who else..
gim yong! haha.. harlows.. thank you for listening to my problems.. thank you for showin care and concern for me.. i kno sometimes, or mayb most of the time i might vent my anger on u.. but i didnt do it on purpose kays.. sorry.. dont be sad.. im sure there is much much much better girls out there kays.. (saying to lien olso.. LIEN READ HERE!! lols. scared u cannot see so make big big.. biggest liao. hahas.) thank you thank you. (:
next! haha.. very long hors.. haha..
mary! lols.. this mo mo moronic moron! haha.. thank you too.. for listening to my problems olso.. haha.. and to give the stupid stupid advise.. haha. funny tho.. haha.. and we're the same remember?! haha.. yay! lols.. haha.. so funny.. lols.. and we laugh and tuition together.. haha.. and eat and erm.. wat else.. haha.. dunnoe wat else.. haha.. ok.. next..
BANANA! haha.. sabrina.. haha.. thank you for the times u accompany me at mac and going to tuition altho i kno that ur main intention is not to accompany me lar.. hahaha. yes.. dont be too sad.. break ups are compulsary to make ur heart more resistant to unhappiness. lols. wat rubbish. hehe. anyway.. dont be too sad lar.. (: oh ya.. i forgot! LAOGONG! lols..
NOEL NICOLE NG! lols. i remembered. see. how nice. haha. thank you too for being there.. and all ur comforting words.. really helped alot ya.. thank you.. (: im here too kkz.. (: yes. we belong "together".. lols.. noel nicole ng.. the name has been made nicer jus by adding nicole in it.. hmm.. interesting right.. how amazing.. ((: ok. anyway.. thank you and GOD BLESS ME. which olso means u. cos ur nicole.. and im noel. ok wateva.. haha.. (noel say that i should and must put my confirmation name as noel and he'll put his as nicole.. so ya.. haha..)
ok. boo. its getting late now.. its 10.41pm. i'll continue tmr. okies. i promise. those ppl i've left out today, i'll continue tmr kays.. i stil got paper tmr.. ): sighs.. ok. nights..! ((:
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HARLOWS! today's 17.. and yes.. im here to coontinue my dedications. and yes.. of cos i must save the BEST for the last.. right? (:
ok.. lemme see.. who else..
YEEHWEE! surprise surprise surprise! lols.. yes.. how can i forget u? like i think my longest crush or sth.. lol.. =X ok shant go in to details.. ((: haha.. very nice guy u kno.. haha.. very handsome olso.. but a bit short arhs.. and very dao. i kno lar, yan dao olso no need so dao right.. hehe.. nvm lar.. hot enough.. hehhs.. thank you for listening to my problems olso.. tho only a few times but yes, still thank you.. eh.. ppl.. u dont see he like dumb dumb like dat.. he quite expert in these stuffs one u kno. haha.. like very exprienced.. haha.. altho he denies it lar.. hehe.. how we all kno.. he's waiting for his princess to arrive.. hor hor hor? ok why princess? its cos he said he'll treat his gf like a princess and pamper her and be nice nice to her.. so sweet hor.. *aww* haha.. remember to tell me who hor.. lols.. good luck hunk.. im sure u'll find ur princess.. (:
GWEN! sighs.. i wonder why we end up like being total strangers.. but, yes.. im really really happy to have known u and stuffs.. thank you for being there when i needed some one and stuffs like dat.. sighs.. its a pity we ended up like dat.. we could have been best of best of friends.. we used to be the closest friends.. campcraft and stuffs.. sighs.. anyway.. im sorry if i'd caused those lil' misunderstandings between u and mark.. the truth is, the day i decided to let him go, i've absolutely no intention of wanting him back.. not that he's something to push around but.. yeaa.. but i must agree, getting over him was the hardest part, we're all girls and u should kno that letting go is not easy.. im sorry ya? best of luck! u should really trust him more. ((:
BOYFRIEND!! haha.. grace! PFF. lols.. grace.. u've been a wonderful friend, apart frm being an asshole at times.. haha.. she very nice u kno.. go to church with me.. (to see stephanie of cos) hahaha! well.. and god of cos.. and studies with me at mac.. haha.. ppl actually thot she's my bf lar.. haha.. but ya.. my honour to have such a handsome bf.. hahaha.. thank you too.. for everything u kno.. the irritating times and the laugh out loud times.. haha.. GOD BLESS ME. and a lil of u lar. hahaha. =P
yes yes.. and guo wei and joachim and kenneth leong and rong chang and hui min and mei yi and hui ping and aizhen and syaz and chee how and yeow ching and kenny and siva and mira and all every body!! ahh.. i cannot recall any more names.. im sorry if i left u out.. ya?
weehong! haha.. harlows. i doubt u'll read this but anyway here it goes.. thank you for being my friend too.. and erm.. tho we dont talk often, im sure its fine.. lols. so lame. ok.. he's a really nice guy u kno.. but then sometimes very dao.. haha.. hmm.. olso very yan dao hor.. but then too skinny liao.. haha.. i dunnoe wat else to say.. lols.. ok.. i enjoy ur company alot.. u kno.. go shop around and play pool and ice skate and stuffs.. oh ya. he's a liar!! haha.. he say he dunnoe how to skate.. but then end up skate better then me.. tho i olso dunnoe how to skate lar.. haha.. cannot tell right.. haha.. he can play like almost everything lar.. haha.. bball.. volleyball.. pool.. ice skate.. haha.. lame.. kkz.. done..
NOW! the BEST PART!! haha.. THIS IS THE BEST PART. NOT THE ONE BEFORE KKZ. i know wat u guys are thinking lor.. haha.. yes the best part is..
THANK YOU ALL. im so happy and honoured to have known u peeps! hehe.. will miss ya all loads and loads.. sighs.. time passes really really fast.. haha.. oh well.. see ya!
Graduation By Vitamin C
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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
Come whatever
We will still be friends forever
La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
SUCH TORMENT!
Agony! Torture! Pain! sighs..
*cries!* omg.. im gonna break down soon.. stress man.. well.. i kno although i dont.. u kno.. study that much.. but stil!! all these pressures.. all these stress.. sighs.. when is it going to end? my goodness~! im like extremely pathetic now lar.. sighs..
having exams in the early morning and afternoon.. afterwhich i've to rush for tuition.. til very very late at night.. reach home at bout 10+ 11 alr.. no time to study for the next day's exam. sighs.. this has alr been going on for like the past 1 and the half weeks lor.. i think any further i'll break down mans! today was geog and poa paper 2.. was quite ok.. yes.. quite ok.. tmr'll be amaths and poa paper 1.. im not very worried bout poa paper 1.. but more worried for my amaths..
i cannot fail!! i cannot fail!! i cannot fail!!! I CANNOT FAIL!! I CANNOT FAIL!! I CANNOT FAIL!! sighs.. i dunnoe wat else i can do.. hais..
see lar.. before exam dont wan to work hard lar.. now den come and panick.. god olso cannot help u liao lar girl.. hais.. teacher eric ask u own self must work hard.. u tell him ya ya okok but in the end olso nvr do.. see lar.. obi!! tell urself wanna study but in the end olso nvr.. see lar.. lack of self control. serves u right man. u think ur maths very good so no need to study liao right.. think last minute work can help right. obi lar..!!
ok. pardon me. i was talkin bout myself in the previous paragraph. lols. i dunnoe lar.. hais.. its like hopeless liao.. now study olso wont do any good. hais.. shit lor.. early kno i'd study harder. damn.. sighs..
ok right.. being considered the last day of the O's tmr, me and enqi has decided to roam singapore! lols. kay. not singapore.. haha.. but i think bugis and town and stuffs lar.. where u kno, i can go walk around and spot my grad nite clothes. and den drag mummy there and u kno.. pay! lols.. smart right.. haha.. ok.. im jus going to see. and try and decide on wat to buy and wat to wear on grad nite. lols.. right.. not those dresses or gowns that'll steal the limelight.. (i kno being the prime person on that day for me is like impossible.. and i have absolutely NO intention of doing so. so ya.. thank you.. (: ) but those that are nice enough to bring out the other me.. haha.. the other me as in the more feminine side of me i guess.. or the more daring side of me.. or should i say the soft inside me. lols. i dunnoe wat im talking bout.. but anyway.. i'll be appearing on grad nite in another me! lols. a lil' more special mayb.. moreover, it's like the last last last time we're gonna gather and stuffs apart from next year when we get our result lar.. haha.. yepps.. thats bout all.. (:
*cries!* omg.. im gonna break down soon.. stress man.. well.. i kno although i dont.. u kno.. study that much.. but stil!! all these pressures.. all these stress.. sighs.. when is it going to end? my goodness~! im like extremely pathetic now lar.. sighs..
having exams in the early morning and afternoon.. afterwhich i've to rush for tuition.. til very very late at night.. reach home at bout 10+ 11 alr.. no time to study for the next day's exam. sighs.. this has alr been going on for like the past 1 and the half weeks lor.. i think any further i'll break down mans! today was geog and poa paper 2.. was quite ok.. yes.. quite ok.. tmr'll be amaths and poa paper 1.. im not very worried bout poa paper 1.. but more worried for my amaths..
i cannot fail!! i cannot fail!! i cannot fail!!! I CANNOT FAIL!! I CANNOT FAIL!! I CANNOT FAIL!! sighs.. i dunnoe wat else i can do.. hais..
see lar.. before exam dont wan to work hard lar.. now den come and panick.. god olso cannot help u liao lar girl.. hais.. teacher eric ask u own self must work hard.. u tell him ya ya okok but in the end olso nvr do.. see lar.. obi!! tell urself wanna study but in the end olso nvr.. see lar.. lack of self control. serves u right man. u think ur maths very good so no need to study liao right.. think last minute work can help right. obi lar..!!
ok. pardon me. i was talkin bout myself in the previous paragraph. lols. i dunnoe lar.. hais.. its like hopeless liao.. now study olso wont do any good. hais.. shit lor.. early kno i'd study harder. damn.. sighs..
ok right.. being considered the last day of the O's tmr, me and enqi has decided to roam singapore! lols. kay. not singapore.. haha.. but i think bugis and town and stuffs lar.. where u kno, i can go walk around and spot my grad nite clothes. and den drag mummy there and u kno.. pay! lols.. smart right.. haha.. ok.. im jus going to see. and try and decide on wat to buy and wat to wear on grad nite. lols.. right.. not those dresses or gowns that'll steal the limelight.. (i kno being the prime person on that day for me is like impossible.. and i have absolutely NO intention of doing so. so ya.. thank you.. (: ) but those that are nice enough to bring out the other me.. haha.. the other me as in the more feminine side of me i guess.. or the more daring side of me.. or should i say the soft inside me. lols. i dunnoe wat im talking bout.. but anyway.. i'll be appearing on grad nite in another me! lols. a lil' more special mayb.. moreover, it's like the last last last time we're gonna gather and stuffs apart from next year when we get our result lar.. haha.. yepps.. thats bout all.. (:
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
My promise to you.
This is my promise to you. Although i dunnoe if you think the same way.. but when i make a promise to you, you dont have to do the same. it just means my promise, a promise made to you. ((:
here is goes:
How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the flowers with their melodies
Ohh..
How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the flowers with their melodies
Oh, see there beyond the hill
The bright colours of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us just to fall in love
You'll hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now i belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And i'll give you every part of me
Oh, don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally
You'll hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love it true
Everything will be just as wonderful
- Lover's Concerto
here is goes:
How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the flowers with their melodies
Ohh..
How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the flowers with their melodies
Oh, see there beyond the hill
The bright colours of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us just to fall in love
You'll hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now i belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And i'll give you every part of me
Oh, don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally
You'll hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love it true
Everything will be just as wonderful
- Lover's Concerto
Monday, November 14, 2005
agony!
madness. sighs.
oh well. im not angry. its not his fault.
it happened once. and now, again. so i guess the problem lies within me. my fault i guess. perhaps its me, being too paranoid all the time. it could olso be because im not ready to commit myself. i dont wanna be tied down by relationships. i haven got enough fun yet. =P
but i must say.. mark was nice, very very nice.. too nice that he spoilt me.. doesnt tie me down, gives in to me all the time, automatic will call me every night.. haha.. doesnt quarrel (see lar.. he spoilt me) and stuffs.. nice guy i must admit. haha. but.. too bad shit always happens.. he fell for my bestie.. and so did my bestie.. so i stepped back. not trying to be noble.. but i dont wanna lose the closest people around me. one was my best friend, the other was the guy i loved. wat else could i do? i cannot afford to be selfish. i'll lose either oneof them.. that wasnt wat i wanted. i wanted both to stay by me. but after i stepped away, the both of them seem to distant me. i dunnoe why.. and soon misunderstanding appeared.. bout me and mark.. causing arguements between them.. mark came to me for help.. so i helped. i had absolutely NO idea why the heck i agreed to help. but i did anyway.. and they're ok now i guess.. forgot bout me and stuffs.. nvm.. oh well.. i gave him up.. i got no rights to regret it now. (: 3 months. a very enjoyable 3 mths. laughters, tears, worries, argues. 3 months. it may seem very short, but it was very magical. like i was part of a fairy tale, where im the princess and spoilt by the prince. short and sweet. ((:
hmm.. benjy's olso a nice guy. 2 months. a very long 2 months.. but in the end.. wo men you yuan wu fen. thats all i could say. (:
right. totally agree with joycelyn. "one thing i'll nvr forget. guys are jerks." how true can this get. well.. mayb not all guys. but.. based on my past experience, it is so very true. oh well.. both past was a failure. mayb i was too afraid of losing them, so i asked for a break. i dunnoe.. sometimes, being too paranoid can be very destructive. so destructive, that im too afraid of it happening. so in order for it not to happen, i acted first.. and initiated a break. 4 times when i was with mark.. and once with benjy.. haha.. i dunnoe lar.. too paranoid i guess.. very afraid.. afraid of losing them.. but if i were to turn back time, i'll not exchange friendship for the guy i love. mayb this, is one precious lesson learnt. but i seem to be committing the same mistake. its in me. friendship before love. im trying hard to forgo that thinking. apparently not very successful lar.. oh well.. too bad.. haha.. im not ready lar.. too many things at hand.. further more.. u all kno im the playful kind.. den very stubborn.. refuse to listen.. and so on.. oh well.. hehe.. this is jus me.. love me for me. (:
gone with the wind. (:
(painful but worthwhile i guess)
oh well. im not angry. its not his fault.
it happened once. and now, again. so i guess the problem lies within me. my fault i guess. perhaps its me, being too paranoid all the time. it could olso be because im not ready to commit myself. i dont wanna be tied down by relationships. i haven got enough fun yet. =P
but i must say.. mark was nice, very very nice.. too nice that he spoilt me.. doesnt tie me down, gives in to me all the time, automatic will call me every night.. haha.. doesnt quarrel (see lar.. he spoilt me) and stuffs.. nice guy i must admit. haha. but.. too bad shit always happens.. he fell for my bestie.. and so did my bestie.. so i stepped back. not trying to be noble.. but i dont wanna lose the closest people around me. one was my best friend, the other was the guy i loved. wat else could i do? i cannot afford to be selfish. i'll lose either oneof them.. that wasnt wat i wanted. i wanted both to stay by me. but after i stepped away, the both of them seem to distant me. i dunnoe why.. and soon misunderstanding appeared.. bout me and mark.. causing arguements between them.. mark came to me for help.. so i helped. i had absolutely NO idea why the heck i agreed to help. but i did anyway.. and they're ok now i guess.. forgot bout me and stuffs.. nvm.. oh well.. i gave him up.. i got no rights to regret it now. (: 3 months. a very enjoyable 3 mths. laughters, tears, worries, argues. 3 months. it may seem very short, but it was very magical. like i was part of a fairy tale, where im the princess and spoilt by the prince. short and sweet. ((:
hmm.. benjy's olso a nice guy. 2 months. a very long 2 months.. but in the end.. wo men you yuan wu fen. thats all i could say. (:
right. totally agree with joycelyn. "one thing i'll nvr forget. guys are jerks." how true can this get. well.. mayb not all guys. but.. based on my past experience, it is so very true. oh well.. both past was a failure. mayb i was too afraid of losing them, so i asked for a break. i dunnoe.. sometimes, being too paranoid can be very destructive. so destructive, that im too afraid of it happening. so in order for it not to happen, i acted first.. and initiated a break. 4 times when i was with mark.. and once with benjy.. haha.. i dunnoe lar.. too paranoid i guess.. very afraid.. afraid of losing them.. but if i were to turn back time, i'll not exchange friendship for the guy i love. mayb this, is one precious lesson learnt. but i seem to be committing the same mistake. its in me. friendship before love. im trying hard to forgo that thinking. apparently not very successful lar.. oh well.. too bad.. haha.. im not ready lar.. too many things at hand.. further more.. u all kno im the playful kind.. den very stubborn.. refuse to listen.. and so on.. oh well.. hehe.. this is jus me.. love me for me. (:
gone with the wind. (:
(painful but worthwhile i guess)
Friday, November 11, 2005
sighs
i hate being lied. crapp.
go bluff some one who u think is younger and will believe ur nonsense.
sighs. how heartbreaking eh. not dat im jealous kays. BUT U LIED.
how contridicting eh. i think u can go and join mediacorp. how convincing an act u put up.
oh well. it doesnt matter anyway. its all over anyway.. i guess its good we did not patch the other time. if not i think i might murder u. bloody hell. anything but lie to me.
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anyways.. sighs.. i cannot feel the wind.. sighs.. tell me.. enqi.. the truth.. is he really looking? no no no. i kno its not. perhaps hes looking BESIDE me. that is why. he's in love with the space beside me. HAIS. im sick!!! ahh.. i think im down with dengue!!! yay! lols. siao de.
enqi.. hais.. lucky i not so dumb like u.. go round asking ppl the symtoms of dengue. sighs.. very smart. (:
i m enqi.
i dun wan her 2 cont dis anymore
i m nt dumb.
i tot i was down wif dengue. teacher nv teach e symtoms...=))
n yes.
dear dear dear dear nicole ..
he is lookin at u.
hw cld he b lookin at empty spaces?
=D
bt i shall tell e world.
cloud is so so so much nicer dan wind
adios.~
NO NO NO. enqi's mad. crazy. i dunnoe wat else.
wind is nicer KAYS. cloud is like.. SO SHORT lar. hahahahaha. =P
dont think i dunnoe who u calling Cloud kays. hmphs.
>:( dont tickle me.
wait i tell the wind to blowu off ur ass. wahahahaha. jk. like he'll do it anyway..
SUPER DAO. hais. the gao gao one olso say i very poor thing.
hais. VOLLEY BALL IS NICE (:
i tot i say i wun let her type! y is she typin
o h..i m enqi=)
!!!wahahas.
cloud is ff7 der character.XD u dun believe go my frnster c cloud foto..
hitsugaya n ishida uryuu is nice 2.=D
=P
volleyball is nt suppose 2 b nice durin O's
CONC on studyin my dear.
i oso vy keliann.
he dun like mie.he like wu po.=((
he at first olso like HER. ahhhhhh! hais. AND YES. i got cheated. ahhh! F.........! ppl lie to me. again and again. he olso like dat.. NOW u olso like dat. shit mans. hmphs. nairmind. i can jolly well SURVIVE ON MY OWN.
enqi againv =D
different..
cheated? duh nt worth ur risk of gettin wrinkles angryin over dis kindda ppl. =D
n ya.. u gt e wind.
u dun nd 2 survive on ur own
wind wind wind wind wind wind .
=D
nicole's face is nice 2 pinch oso~!
=D nvm..u gt mie oso..dun nd dem.=D
tada~
i dont wan no body larhx.. hais. some ppl cliams to be better den my past.. but ends up being worst then an ass. stupid donky.
put all dis away..such an ass aint worth ur tots.=)
bitches n bastards ar meant 2 b 2gether.
=) dey shld b in 1 country away frm all e rest.
live in a country of disasters.
u kno..compre de..infernal land.=)
dan no worries fer us noble gases.
uh.. after effects of studying "TOO" hard?
hahahaha..
sighs. some ppl jus have to act like they cared. and den do things that tell u dat "haha. gotcha..!"
wat an ass. im not angry.. neither am i mad. im perfectly sound. (: it aint bothering me like u all think i would.
least i kno the wind might be blowing in MY direction.
kk. no. i must be dreaming. i must be crazy. i must be outta my mind. to say all those things i said jus now. let me live in deception jus for that lil while. i might be jumping for joy the next. actually i olso dunnoe wat im talking bout. hais. ok. i gonna down now... haha.. bye..
enqi's mad.
go bluff some one who u think is younger and will believe ur nonsense.
sighs. how heartbreaking eh. not dat im jealous kays. BUT U LIED.
how contridicting eh. i think u can go and join mediacorp. how convincing an act u put up.
oh well. it doesnt matter anyway. its all over anyway.. i guess its good we did not patch the other time. if not i think i might murder u. bloody hell. anything but lie to me.
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anyways.. sighs.. i cannot feel the wind.. sighs.. tell me.. enqi.. the truth.. is he really looking? no no no. i kno its not. perhaps hes looking BESIDE me. that is why. he's in love with the space beside me. HAIS. im sick!!! ahh.. i think im down with dengue!!! yay! lols. siao de.
enqi.. hais.. lucky i not so dumb like u.. go round asking ppl the symtoms of dengue. sighs.. very smart. (:
i m enqi.
i dun wan her 2 cont dis anymore
i m nt dumb.
i tot i was down wif dengue. teacher nv teach e symtoms...=))
n yes.
dear dear dear dear nicole ..
he is lookin at u.
hw cld he b lookin at empty spaces?
=D
bt i shall tell e world.
cloud is so so so much nicer dan wind
adios.~
NO NO NO. enqi's mad. crazy. i dunnoe wat else.
wind is nicer KAYS. cloud is like.. SO SHORT lar. hahahahaha. =P
dont think i dunnoe who u calling Cloud kays. hmphs.
>:( dont tickle me.
wait i tell the wind to blowu off ur ass. wahahahaha. jk. like he'll do it anyway..
SUPER DAO. hais. the gao gao one olso say i very poor thing.
hais. VOLLEY BALL IS NICE (:
i tot i say i wun let her type! y is she typin
o h..i m enqi=)
!!!wahahas.
cloud is ff7 der character.XD u dun believe go my frnster c cloud foto..
hitsugaya n ishida uryuu is nice 2.=D
=P
volleyball is nt suppose 2 b nice durin O's
CONC on studyin my dear.
i oso vy keliann.
he dun like mie.he like wu po.=((
he at first olso like HER. ahhhhhh! hais. AND YES. i got cheated. ahhh! F.........! ppl lie to me. again and again. he olso like dat.. NOW u olso like dat. shit mans. hmphs. nairmind. i can jolly well SURVIVE ON MY OWN.
enqi againv =D
different..
cheated? duh nt worth ur risk of gettin wrinkles angryin over dis kindda ppl. =D
n ya.. u gt e wind.
u dun nd 2 survive on ur own
wind wind wind wind wind wind .
=D
nicole's face is nice 2 pinch oso~!
=D nvm..u gt mie oso..dun nd dem.=D
tada~
i dont wan no body larhx.. hais. some ppl cliams to be better den my past.. but ends up being worst then an ass. stupid donky.
put all dis away..such an ass aint worth ur tots.=)
bitches n bastards ar meant 2 b 2gether.
=) dey shld b in 1 country away frm all e rest.
live in a country of disasters.
u kno..compre de..infernal land.=)
dan no worries fer us noble gases.
uh.. after effects of studying "TOO" hard?
hahahaha..
sighs. some ppl jus have to act like they cared. and den do things that tell u dat "haha. gotcha..!"
wat an ass. im not angry.. neither am i mad. im perfectly sound. (: it aint bothering me like u all think i would.
least i kno the wind might be blowing in MY direction.
kk. no. i must be dreaming. i must be crazy. i must be outta my mind. to say all those things i said jus now. let me live in deception jus for that lil while. i might be jumping for joy the next. actually i olso dunnoe wat im talking bout. hais. ok. i gonna down now... haha.. bye..
enqi's mad.
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