Underneath all that clothes

Blogger's Block.

1. One Tree Hill-ed until 5 AM (:
2. Today is 32nd, i think. ♥
3. Woken up at 5 PM (?) by Boyf's tired voice.
4. One Tree Hill-ed the whole of season 5. :D
   
5. Thank her air-conditioner for being so faithful. (:
   
6. Downloaded Found new games on her DS Lite.
7. Met Boyf at Jurong Point for dinner.
8. Is going to work her ass off for money at the IT show 09.
   
9. Cannot wait for Boyf to get me season 6 of OTH.
10. Wants to watch The O.C too.
11. Wants to bring Joelle for a shoot.
12. Wants to buy a Wii. ♥
13. Wants to buy a PS3. ♥
14. Needs to mug, big time. ):
15. Wants to go shopping again. :D

I...

• Think that Dan Scott is really pitiful sometimes.
• Still think that Brooke and Lucas should be together.
• Think that Lindsey should suck my toes.
• Really think that OTH is an awesome show.
• Has a crush on Jamie Lucas Scott. ♥
• Like OTH but it makes me cry, all the time.
• Thinks that Naley is just so sweet, reminds me of ♥
• Adore Brucas, they reminds me of ♥.
  
• Do not like Lucas and Peyton and they don't form a nice sounding name.
• Confirm that neither does Lindsey and Lucas.
• Just think that OTH rocks. (:

Bye.

Elated.

Nicole went shopping with Mother, and returned home a happy girl.

Under false pretenses

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

I'm done trying

• to be a good girlfriend
• to be a best friend
• to be a filial daughter
• to be a good sister
• to be an awesome soulmate
• to be a nice person
• to keep a friend
• to maintain a friendship
• to keep us going
• to love Jack more than myself
  

I'm gonna stop trying, and I'm just gonna be myself, whether you like it or not.

God, save me.

if there is anything that upsets me, it's having the person I love spending one whole night with the person I hate.

No doubt, nothing I can loathe more.

Feels like a millennium ♥

Have you ever wondered if you can actually survive a thousand days with another person?
I didn't, but I did it, and there're many more days to come too. (:

girlf♥boyf
♥

Just one more, for you, D.

Can't get it, destroy it.

I've always tried to be that girl. When I can't get what I want, I always tried to destroy it. But you know what, I've never really succeeded, ever. Try as I may, I can never destroy it - whatever it is, boys, things, last say.

Maybe because I figured that it would hurt. Or just maybe, it wasn't even mine to get in the very first place. It could also be the fact that it is no longer mine to hold. So let it go man, live and let live.

I tried being friends. But, after all these years of friendships, I should know better than to try so hard to retain a friend who doesn't wanna be my friend at all. (:

Just so you know, I don't give in without a fight. I won't be destroyed that easily, because I ain't any other girl. I fend for myself, more than anyone would stand up for me in my honor.

Nicole. (:

As good as it gets.

Unstoppable.

Wicked Sick.

Monster Kill.

Ownage.

Godlike.

is all I'm hearing while Boyf DOTA, while I'm hungry and bored. I'd continue watching OTH but it's 9:24PM now and I need to get home soon considering that Sunday is coming to an end soon.

On a lighter note, Friday is coming in about just another 5 days and I'm in his awesome air-conditioned room, something I won't have when I get back to my nest. :(

Why does my life suck so much? Urgh.

Fantasies

For losers who could never give and take for 997 days,
Jack and I are gonna be a 1000th day old in 3 days. (:

I am not bored.

Staying at home for 3 entire days is boring the shit outta me. I have nothing to do, okay, that's an understatement. But anyways, I cannot wait for Sunday. And I want to acquire awesome wealth to buy awesome cameras and awesome photoshop skills to enhance my photos to pictures like that.

Picture credits to the amazing people at clubsnap.

So whimsical. ♥

Incredible tooties roll

Hello humans

the 9th of June is coming

I have a basket filled with stuff at www.forever21.com

worth about USD$108.40(excluding shipping)

who's nice and buy it all for her?

Now now, don't fight for it..

There's the..

Gojane.com sandals list
victoriasecret.com bikinis list
asos.com list
wetseal.com bikinis list

Thanks awesome!

P.S dammit, staying at home for 3 entire days just filled up all the shopping carts.

Our weird way of saying iloveyou ❤

See, boyf decided to be very mean this morning. While we were having lunch. Please read above to understand. (:


Then he made things better with this. (:

iloveyouboyf. ❤

Better than love

So when I'm walking down the road and feeling fine
Can't understand the things you do
Nothing turns out the way we planned
You're still my baby and I'm still your girl

Psst...

Magnificence

I've got awesome plans for tomorrow, if only Jack says yes to it.

Plans pushed to next Sunday, reason being:

1. Jack and I have mountain loads of undone work due.
2. Next Sunday is closer to our 1000th. (:

So I officially cannot wait for next Sunday! Whee!

Here's an update, (after all, isn't this what blogs are for, update?):

• Had my nails done in Nude. ♥
  
• Did/said horrible stuff to _____.
• Regrets but will not take it back because it's better this way.
• Tanned with Xinya ♥
• Anticipating my F21 loots, argh.
• Anticipating OTH season 4.
• Talked to Benn. I wouldn't trade occasional talks like these for the world. ♥
• Misses having training and days she had with MIVB ♥
• Is PMSing. Argh ):
  

Countdown: 10

That son of a b*tch bruise on my knee I got from playing volleyball. ):

Minnie & Archie!

Prolly the only comic I'd ever read and enjoy. :D

My favourite! ♥

Econ's lesson.

My pathetic attempt at Peyton's sketch, very true for me too. =/

Had Sakae for lunch one random day, quite recent though.

Haven't had one in a long time. (:

Zai's glasses. :D

Jack, Nicole, Josey

Our stay at Swissotel, months ago.

Crazy girl.


Raffles City (:

The Natural Law.

All I can really offer is my promise as a friend, a good friend, who'll never fail to be by your side should you need me.

You cannot expect love from me, the kind of love that I provide for one, and only one person.

Honey Bunches Of Oats :D

Ethan had his 7th birthday at Singapore Island Country Club, again. (:

There was Karaoke.

Aunt Mimi

There was bowling.

There was pool.

And this very hot guy.

Tall, dark and handsome. Lol!

My very hot 16 year old, water polo, and swimming captain cousin.
Any takers? Lol!

Boyfriend was looking at my aunt singing so he wasn't looking!

Joelle, cutesy pie.

There's more pictures, really. On facebook of course. (:

Anyways, that was my Saturday well spent. We caught Wolverine after everything at about 9+ pm? Not too bad, but it felt like I haven't watched enough when the movie ended. Anyways, Uncle Gary fetched Jack and I home.

Yesterday was Mother's Day, right. And I got mom a bottle of Bird's Nest, and I figured that giving it to her face to face would make me feel really weird. So I thought of writing her a card, or a note, really. Wanted to thank her for the sacrifices she made and all that she's done. But really, I couldn't pen it down. And usually, I wouldn't have problems like that. But when it comes to mom, or dad, this happens. Family. =/

Okay, I don't know what to type anymore except that I've been watching One Tree Hill quite a lot lately. So yeah, bye.

I should be stronger, but I'm all alone.

"We don't have to change friends if we understand friends change."
- Alan Tan Zhan Lun (:

Ironically, challenging this space's title, she's actually feeling vulnerable. And, that whole "there's no such thing as friends" feeling in getting the better of her, because every time when she believes in having friends again, she gets let down.

See, the thing is, that she strongly believe in giving her all, to her friends. To be there for them, have fun with them, and cry with them. So she gives all her friends the benefit of the doubt, only to realise that they didn't actually deserve it at all.

And friends who actually promised to be there for her no matter what, bails on her when she needs them most. Either that, or these people she used to call friends have changed, they're not her friends anymore. At least, not like when they made that promise to her.

Yeah granted, she's not the best of friends, but she's trying. Really. And, she's not like everyone else, because she cannot help being frank. She doesn't do hypocrisy, she just speaks up, for herself, for her friends, for what she thinks is just and for what upsets her. Instead of pretending, like what most people are so talented at. She's true to her heart, and her conscience. Because it doesn't leave her any regrets.

Only helpless, because people just come, and people just go. As they wish.

At least Peyton has Brooke, when all else fails.
I don't wanna cry, alone. But no one understands.

There was a time, so dearly missed,
when all was good and better.
When things couldn't get any better than it already is.

As you get older, times like these disappears.
(Or perhaps, cease to existence even)
Faster than you expect it to be.

iSight-whore

Hello, it's fun having a Macbook. Byebye. (:

P.S My F21 loots are here! Wheee! :D
P.P.S 19 more days to 1000 days together!