fly, higher than the mountains

B and i have been mugging, honestly.


B's 19 @ Wild Rockets on Mt Emily


My Medium Well Striploin. Yums!


B's Crabmeat Linguine. mmhmm!


I like it all red and bloody, B thinks otherwise.


Our white wine, seductively bitter.


Swenson's Strawberry Ice Cream cake.

Well, the day started out not too bad after GP paper. but we kinda had a roll just before meeting up. we were late and we missed the front part of Ratatoullie. and the rest of the day was greeeaaaat. thank you loves. <33s
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Biggest Part of Me - Ambrosia

Sunrise, there's a new sun arising
In your eyes I can see a new horizon
Realize, that will keep me realizing
You're the biggest part of me

Stay the night, need your loving here beside me
Shine the light, need you close enough to guide me
All my life I've been hoping you would find me
You're the biggest part of me

Well, make a wish baby
Well and I will make it come true
Make a list baby
Of the things I'll do for you
Ain't no risk now
In lettin' my love rain down on you
So we can wash away the past
So that we may start anew

Rainbow, rising up on my shoulders
Love flows, getting better as we're older
All I know, all I wanna do is hold her
She's the life that breathes in me

Forever, got a feelin' that forever
Together, we are gonna stay together
For better, for me there's nothing better
You're the biggest part of me

More than an easy feeling
She brings joy to me
How can I tell you what it means to me?
Flows like a lazy river
For an eternity
I've finally found someone who believes in me
And I'll never leave

it's songs like these that makes me feel that, you and i,
it's just.simply.so.beautifully apt. ((:

so pretty, loves

Im as gay as these colours can be.

Will be back later, oooh i can't wait! (:

Just take my hands, Hold it Tight

As tomorrow draws closer, this weird reflective mood urges me to post an entry, even though tomorrow's the GP Paper.

364 Days 22 Hours 15 Minutes 42 Seconds

And as these minutes pass, flashbacks constantly appear in my head. the good, the bad and the ugly. we've been through so much, done so many things, spoke much affections, overcame all the trials that came our way.

/inserts 60 minutes, went to do something special.

and Nic wishes Baby a really superultramega nice Happy Birthday, and our Happy First. (:

You'll be in My Heart - Phil Collins
You'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They'll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
They'll see in time, I know

I Love You Hun, deeper than the Pacifics.

Words cannot express the amount of gratitude i have for you, neither can these words show you how deep our love runs. We gotta feel baby, feel and keep believing. <33s

we'll be together baby

Nigel with his Chocolate Brownie Cupcake (:


the girls, guess which's jack's favourite? hahahaa!


babyy's fitting in like one big family. (except for some certain some Chor)


Chocolate Brownie Cupcakes with no Icing =/

first meek attempt, we all laughed it away.
but still, it was nice. let's try something else next week. ((:

mugmugmug, i must.

so tired of tears

Hun and i havent walked town in eons, and we decided to do it today. ((:

what's fun without pictures?

Ernie baked these for Eunice, and she shared it with us!

oh, look what i found at cineleisure. Korean Chocolates! how cool (:

just look at him, this is why i love him.

Hun and i caught Hairspray today, it's funny.

`went JE to buy cupcake ingredients for tmr

`walked town

`bought shades

`bought Hun two tees

`ate, ate and ate.

we spent quite a whole lotsa money today yo, i liikkeee!

We'll be together - Ashley Tisdale

I'm not alone
Even when we're apart
I feel you in the air
I'm not afraid
I know what you're thinkin'
I can hear you everywhere

Some people say it'll never happen
And we're just wasting time
But good things come when you least expect them
So I don't really mind

We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cause I can't turn mine up

I can't pretend
This is a rehearsal for the real thing
Because it's not
And I know we're young
I can't help feeling what I'm feeling
And I won't stop

Some things are meant to be and will be there
When the time is right
Even though I know that
I swear I wish you were tonight

I like what's happening to me
Nothing else to say
Somebody finally got to me
Carry me away

I'm not alone
Even when we're apart I feel you

Babyy, i found the song that speaks my heart. and you know, this much it's true. IloveYou. <33s

ask enqi why im doing this

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
- A Level Cert with all A's
- hot sleek DB9
- sexy Sony T100
- huge cosy yatch
- big nice house by the sea

Answer the following questions:

- The person who tagged you is: XIE ENQI
/ Your relationship with her is: GAY PARTNERS
/ Your 5 impressions of her: skillful in bed, sexy body, big lustful appetite, fast fingers and big fat ass.
/ The most memorable thing she had done for you: i cant count
/ The most memorable words she had said to you: harder baby harder
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, you will: we'll improve on the whole bed issue
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on: lose some fats, you're squashing me
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will: still go thru the whole bed issue thing, without looking at her.
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: too big a fat ass.
/ The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is: to satisfy her
/ Your overall impression of him/ her is: she's really good in bed.
/ How do you think people around you will feel about you? they think im waay too hot.
/ The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are: i cant count
/ On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are: NOTHING
/ The most ideal person you want to be is: ME
/ For people that care and like you, say something to them: I KNOW YOU LOVE ME.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1) ENQI
2) huifen
3) JACK
4) EUNICE
5) NAS
6) FARAH
7) JOSEY
8) TOM
9) DICK
10) HARRY

-Who is No. 6 having a relationship with? ME
-Is No. 9 a female or male? I DONT KNOW
If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? JOSEY, WHO'S HARRY?
-How about No. 8 and 5? NAS, DO YOU KNOW ANY TOM?
-What is No.2 studying about? BODY PARTS
-When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3? i dont know, when i die?
-What kind of music band does No. 8 like? TOMMY BAND
-Does No. 1 has any siblings? 1 brother
-Will you woo No. 3? YES, WITH ALL MY HEART.
-How about No. 7? NO, SHE'S TOO NOISY.
-Is No. 4 single? YOU WISH.
-What's the surname of No. 5? MINAH
-What's the name of No. 10? HARRY, are you blind?
-What's the hobby of No. 4? BEING HORNY
-Do No.5 and 9 get along well? NAS, you got weird guy friends.
-Where is No. 2 studying at? Republic Poly
-Talk something casually about No. 1? something casually
-Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8? NO it's hard, he only appears when you go crazy.
-Where does No. 9 live at? LALALAND
-What colour does No. 4 likes? EROTIC COLOURS
-Are No. 5 and 1 best friends? why dont you ask them?
-Does No. 7 likes No. 2? WHY DONT YOU ASK HER?
-How do you get to know No. 2? IM NOT TELLING YOU
-Does No. 1 have any pets? ya, her pet carrot
-Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world? ZOMG. HOT. tsk.

such sweet surrender

ooh, pretty pictures, i likeeee!



look, those guys behind, they are waiting for their chance to take photos with us. HAHAHAHA.














that's Daniel in orange. =)










this is waay better than clubbing.

Hun and i spent the evening at Liquids and had naughty drinks. i likeeee!

`went to church
`ate at MadJack's
`went to Liquids. <33s

And I know this much is true

i must say, my life's quite bull. but i'm living it, so i can see it change.

many a times, i never understood why it happened to me, neither do i want to know the reason why.
cos ignorance is bliss.

for all my 18 years alive, this is how you made me feel.
you watched me grow, i thank you.
you doted and loved me, i thank you.
you gave me your all, i thank you.
you favoured me over him, i felt loved.
you protected me from her, i felt loved.
you slaved your ass for me, i felt loved.
you never laid your hands on me, i felt loved.
you cooked for me, i felt loved.
you shouted at me, i hated you.
you laid your hands on me for the first time, i hated you.
you made me feel so disappointed, i hated you.
you let her down so terribly, i hated you.
you disappointed her again and again, i hated you.
you left us your load of burden, i hated you.

you appeared so helpless, i felt for you.
you cried and blamed yourself, i teared.
you disappeared, i lost hopes on you.
you never came back, i started worrying.

why? because you're my dad, no matter what happens.
it's prolly the most heart-wrenching emotions that overwhelms my heart.
sadness engulfs the whole of me, causing tears to fall so uncontrollably. i hate it.

through it all, Jack stood by me.
supported me, compromised, and loved me.
im glad i have you, cos there aint another who'll sacrifice what you've had.

judging by the fact that i've spent almost close to one year with you and we're good and counting, you know i love you so much, waay further than places like heaven and hell.

Neyo - Because of You

you're the sweetest drug yo.

i have issues

i have issues with the people i used to like. well, not that i don't like them now, it's just that I'm beginning to feel and think that they are somewhat intolerable. so i reckon it's just my hormones acting up to yet another bloody week. suck my blood, somebody?

i have issues at home, where everything was supposed to be the peaceful-ous. but what the hell, who the fuck hasnt got issues at home? heh, mine's quite bull compared to the others but mine's quite pitiable too. maybe it'll be better to do without family, everyone will be just friends (friends betray) so, dame we should just be loners and live our individual lives. so, we should just do away with the stupid project work shit.

i have issues with some certain teacher we know, we just hate that teacher don't we? i haven't seen such seriously lazy and honestly crappy teacher.oh, some certain person from some certain class told me, we should open some anti-_ _ _ _ _ _ association or something. maybe on some random day, some random bangla will randomly rape that random teacher.

i have issues with not being able to faithfully sit and fattily do my crappy revision. when i finally sit and want to do those donkey piles of revision, something some where's gotta dongdongly spoil it. i know i need to heavily sit down and do those oily revision, i need a push factor so i won't plumply roll off the Everest and squash everyone else so i can focus on my revision to drag myself through Pre U 2.

i have issues with Zoey, that incorrigible P2 kid who refuses to pay attention when i teach her all the smart stuffs. she demands sweets and incentives so she'll continue doing her work. i spend the money i haven't already gotten. and i think i might squash her dumb pea brains some day, tie her hands and legs to the chair and tie her hair to the ceiling and whip her if she looks somewhere else.

somebody? just pluck my brains, it's burning. please?

exams are not

i like every 30th of the month, and i should like this coming 30th more.
but NO, I HATE IT. [just the morning]


the boyfriend's a mofo badass, he loves making me cry.

Eunice made me bitchy.

List the things you want to say to people but you never will.
(Don't say who they are)

1. i think you're the ugliest person around, and your mean whole self. maybe you need a fashion check. oh and some serious dieting to do. many times, i choose to shut up, else you'd prolly be having super ultra low self-esteem. oh, i dont think he'll like you, in fact, i think i should warn you: pick somebody of your own size!

2. we may be friends, but keep your irritating proud self to yourself, and stop flirting lah hur. its not like you're very pretty. yes, your skills are better than all of us, so what? and stop calling me bimbo. cos i think you're far worst than i am.

3. stop trying to be what you're not, you're fat and ugly and no guy likes you. stop throwing yourself at them, and stop being so bossy, i hate it. i might poke you and let your oil drown you.

4. lets get this message clear. yes, you did do your part, gave your all and taught me quite a lot of stuffs. but no, i dont need you, anymore. stop reminding me of the yesterdays cos im really happy now. really, honestly, happy. dont worry, we can still be friends. ((:

5. i dislike you not because of your colour. but because you're like an asshole, who take things too seriously. in other words, a fucking loser.

6. i think you're fucking CHINKYCHONG (thanks to Eunice, tsk.), so stop trying to speak like you're not. dont act like you dont know chinese, cos i know you speak chinese at home. ohoh, try to learn how to take jokes, and stop defending your fat friend when i put her down, cos you know im right.

7. it's been inside me for quite some time now. cos i thought you were my BFF. but, i guess not. you took that fugly and hot-tempered shit away, i thank you. you two didnt have a good time, i feel sorry for you. know, snatching boyfriends aint healthy, it makes you a bitch. but it's okay, i fell and i learnt. not all BFFs are like enqi. without you, i'd prolly wouldnt have met benjamin and broke up. and if i hadnt done that, i wouldnt have experience magic. BFFs, bullshit.

8. i hate bitchy superiors, especially those who have extreme mood swings. fuck all of them, go to hell. and YOU, i hate you cos youre fat and ugly and you got ugly teeth and eyebrow and your whole self is ugly.

9. see, my whole life does revolve around jack. and of cos my girlfriends and BFFs and churchies and cousins and everyone else. oh least i dont make use of friends in school. stop being so bossy, jack and i didnt ditch you, you left yourself. other cliques rejected you proves that it aint our fault. i pity your bf, dont be sad if he leaves you okay. you deserve it!

10. SEE, YOU ARE SO IRRITATING WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO MAKE ME CRY. I HATE YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU. RARR. <3

What hurts the most is being so close,
Having so much to say and watching you walk away.

pretty pictures hanging on the wall

Ikea Feast (:


this is the old school "mai ya tang". i loikee!



this is nas and me when we go crazy.


mugging makes one mad.


camwhoring kills boredom.


chari's phone can do wonders. =D


National Day, SteamBoat, Fun, Pictures, Honey.

Toodles. ((:

rewind please

this is a forum, and you should join it.
VOLLEYBALL [[:

days off from school is good, but that means i get to see Hun lesser. stupid irony, this sucks.
Hun and i wanted to go to Marina for steamboat, but i gotta give tuition tonight. this sucks.
i wanted to go to Hun's house, but then i'll have to travel back to give tuition soon. this sucks.
i wanted to spend the day with Hun tmr before watching the fireworks, but i can't. this sucks.
and i can't spend time with Hun again on Friday, cos i gotta give tuition. again. this sucks.
then Saturday and Sunday, Hun's got premier. we can't spend time together again.this sucks.

i like it better, when everything was happy and good. )):

We'll have the life we knew we would

i wasted my Saturday and Sunday. totally.
prolly cos babyy's too busy, butbut i could have studied alone, i didnt. =/

i think i've got cancer. throat cancer. ):
there's this humongermous lump of i-dont-know-what in my throat,
and it hurts just to swallow my saliva, what more eat and drink.

Nicole is a very happy girl. ((:
i bought a cute ruler, and 10 pretty paper clips.
i paid for my top and my skirt which will be arriving in a month's time.
i bought the picture frame i wanted from ikea, along with a pretty flora box.
andandand, this brown bear that has yet gotten a name. i liiikkeeeee! =DD
ooh, what more can i ask for?
i lack a camera and a psp. tsk!

oh yes,
when you only have $2 to spare and you happen to have bus concession.
you should go to Ikea and have the hotdog bun set. it's perfect!

and,
when you have enough to eat Pastamania, you should go to Ikea.
and eat the Swedish Meatballs, Chicken Wings, Spaghetti and the Soup.
it's Heavenly.

babyy and i went to church together in the morning and then we went for his match at delta.
hayl was there too, but she was pissed with Ian so she left immediatly after the game. lols.

now, i feel lazy and will stop here. So...

up your's. heh.

we know every kid has that jeez of innocence. but beneath that innocence, is an evolution of species which the society has carefully yet unknowingly crafted.

Jack was waiting for my 174 with me opposite the school after lunch, and there was this Malay kid, prolly around 4 to 5 years old. he was quite restless and moves all around. and when i looked at him, he smiled. and after a moment, he smiled with a hint of mischief. Jack and I looked at him, and we got a shock of our lives. he smiled, and point his short little middle finger at us behind his father's back. and then, he went on to grab Jack's arm and tried getting our attention. whenever we looked at him, he pointed his middle finger and smiled. and when we decided not to bother about him, he rubbed his palms on the floor and attempted to smudge it on Jack. but Jack used his hockey stick to point at that kid and went, arh, arh, arh! so the kid backed away. Jack and I forsee him, as a Mat who's wasting his life away. he could change, if the society changes. heh. there aren't much chances.

what has the society done to the Masters of Tomorrow? to that kid who'll serve NS soon enough, perhaps to many other innocent kid too. we'll never know. we'll never know.

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on a lighter note, Happy Eleven's Hun. =DD oh, i've started tutoring, and i think it wouldn't be easy. and woohoo, i ordered stuffs from the spree at Golcondaspree has ended, i need to pay, which means i'll get my top and skirt soonsoon! imma happy girl ((: go take a look, it's quite cheap. 15 bucks for a top and skirt. woots! =DDD

Hun's sick, really sick. =/ take care babyy.

iloveyou. <33s