harlows!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY! ((:
"may the good lord bless you,
may the good lord bless you,
may the good lord bless JOEY,
may the good lord bless you." *sings*
study hard darling! ahaha. your one year older. wahahaha.
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Kiss Goodbye - Lee Hom
Baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次kiss you Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白
this song is so niiiice (:
but i prefer Forever Love. ((:
i also dont know why. but i just prefer forever love.
ai cuo also nice.
aiyee.. leehom song all very nice lar.
wahahahaha. (((:
i cannot stop you from what you want to do.
im really sorry.
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走.
cheerios!
NicoLe- (:
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Friday, January 13, 2006
Soft and Fragile.
Life, is so fragile. So soft, so unpredictable.
I was told by one of my friend that this friend** of mine, his* dad's blood vessel burst and was admitted in NUH. She urged all of us to pray for his* dad, pray that God will see his* dad thru this difficult process. When I received this sms, I was at work. So I thot in my mind, that I'll pray for his* dad. I had to look after the little children so I couldn't pray. So I thot I'll pray when my mind is free every now and then. So I did. I prayed. But I was curious, was it very serious? cos I haven encounter any incidents like this before, so I asked huifen and enqi. They said that it is very serious, and that most of the cases, the patients never make it alive. So I thot if I prayed harder, God will help his* dad more. But enqi also said that even if the patients made it, they'll become paralyzed. I guess there isn't a choice. At night, I smsed benjy and asked if my friend's
* dad was okay. But benjy said he left us and joined our father up there. Sighs, there was this pain in my heart, I didn't know why. Suddenly I felt that life is so unfair, so unpredictable. So fragile. Sighs. Then I realize, that God has greater plans for his* dad.
*I just hope that you'll be okay ya? I know it's hard, but you'll be fine. God loves you. (:
**for privacy's sake, I'll not name this friend of mine. For those who know, good for you. For those who don't, sorry I have to respect him. Pray for him and his family and his dad. Okay? Thank you. (:
talking about sms-ing, we chatted for quite a long time. Compared to the past few times we sms-ed lar. It was quite heart-breaking though. My nose was running, and my pillow was wet. Tough night yesterday. But at least he told me something I wanted to know, well, without me asking. But, he did ask me a question, I told him my answer. I so wanted to ask him back that question, but I didn't. I so wanted to know the answer to his question. But I didn't ask him. I didn't know why either. Sighs, perhaps I don't have to know and I don't really wish to know. Because what I don't know cannot hurt me. I was afraid that when I know the truth, my wound will expand. Perhaps that is why I didn't ask. Sighs.
today.
today is Friday the 13th. I never used to believe in this superstition. Not that I do now, but it was a terrifying experience.
first bad thing that happened did not happen on me, but on enqi. This little boy, crying non stop wants his kak kak. And just nice, when Miss Chew opened the door to let another girl come in, he ran out. And so coincidently, enqi stopped him. He cried and cried. And vomited on Enqi. enqi stinked.
second bad thing that happened was in the late morning, just before lunch time. I was teaching the kids BIG and small. So there was this BIG scissor and small scissor. Two girls snatch the SMALL scissor (luckily it was the SMALL scissor.) , and one got cut. Deep cut. She was bleeding profusely. the blood was dripping non stop. On the floor, on her hand, on the other teacher's hand, on my hand and on my jeans. sighs. She was crying non stop, we had difficulties getting her to stop wailing. She scared the crap outta me man. Eventually the bleeding stopped and her daddy brought her to the doctor's. her dad is so handsome. So young. So smart. Wearing what I believe to be the number one uniform or something, it is white in colour with loads of badges. And I think that he's with the SAF. He has plentiful of badges on his uniform. So handsome. lols.
what luck! Perhaps it's just a series of coincidences. I doubt that that superstition is true. (:
you guys watch love's concierge?
you know that rich hotel manager and that blur sotong?
they remind me of myself and someone else.
they got together but they broke because of some misunderstandings. the guy lied, and the girl cried. dragged for a long period of time. girl found a good guy-friend. good guy-friend is interested in blur sotong. guy-friend and sotong became close friends. but the rich guy mistaken that the girl likes that guy-friend so the rich guy backed away from her. rich guy saw how happy the girl was without him, so he let her be. the rich guy still loves the blur girl alot but he kept it to himself. left the poor girl alone to ponder bout when is he going to treat her good, when is he going to ignore her or ponder bout what the guy is thinking about. that sotong suffered crying herself to sleep everynight. rich guy stayed wishy-washy and never persist for what he want.
sounds familiar? sighs. fate. fate. fate.
i shall not cry. i shall not cry. i shall not cry!
*pouts* sighs.
NicoLe-
I was told by one of my friend that this friend** of mine, his* dad's blood vessel burst and was admitted in NUH. She urged all of us to pray for his* dad, pray that God will see his* dad thru this difficult process. When I received this sms, I was at work. So I thot in my mind, that I'll pray for his* dad. I had to look after the little children so I couldn't pray. So I thot I'll pray when my mind is free every now and then. So I did. I prayed. But I was curious, was it very serious? cos I haven encounter any incidents like this before, so I asked huifen and enqi. They said that it is very serious, and that most of the cases, the patients never make it alive. So I thot if I prayed harder, God will help his* dad more. But enqi also said that even if the patients made it, they'll become paralyzed. I guess there isn't a choice. At night, I smsed benjy and asked if my friend's
* dad was okay. But benjy said he left us and joined our father up there. Sighs, there was this pain in my heart, I didn't know why. Suddenly I felt that life is so unfair, so unpredictable. So fragile. Sighs. Then I realize, that God has greater plans for his* dad.
*I just hope that you'll be okay ya? I know it's hard, but you'll be fine. God loves you. (:
**for privacy's sake, I'll not name this friend of mine. For those who know, good for you. For those who don't, sorry I have to respect him. Pray for him and his family and his dad. Okay? Thank you. (:
talking about sms-ing, we chatted for quite a long time. Compared to the past few times we sms-ed lar. It was quite heart-breaking though. My nose was running, and my pillow was wet. Tough night yesterday. But at least he told me something I wanted to know, well, without me asking. But, he did ask me a question, I told him my answer. I so wanted to ask him back that question, but I didn't. I so wanted to know the answer to his question. But I didn't ask him. I didn't know why either. Sighs, perhaps I don't have to know and I don't really wish to know. Because what I don't know cannot hurt me. I was afraid that when I know the truth, my wound will expand. Perhaps that is why I didn't ask. Sighs.
today.
today is Friday the 13th. I never used to believe in this superstition. Not that I do now, but it was a terrifying experience.
first bad thing that happened did not happen on me, but on enqi. This little boy, crying non stop wants his kak kak. And just nice, when Miss Chew opened the door to let another girl come in, he ran out. And so coincidently, enqi stopped him. He cried and cried. And vomited on Enqi. enqi stinked.
second bad thing that happened was in the late morning, just before lunch time. I was teaching the kids BIG and small. So there was this BIG scissor and small scissor. Two girls snatch the SMALL scissor (luckily it was the SMALL scissor.) , and one got cut. Deep cut. She was bleeding profusely. the blood was dripping non stop. On the floor, on her hand, on the other teacher's hand, on my hand and on my jeans. sighs. She was crying non stop, we had difficulties getting her to stop wailing. She scared the crap outta me man. Eventually the bleeding stopped and her daddy brought her to the doctor's. her dad is so handsome. So young. So smart. Wearing what I believe to be the number one uniform or something, it is white in colour with loads of badges. And I think that he's with the SAF. He has plentiful of badges on his uniform. So handsome. lols.
what luck! Perhaps it's just a series of coincidences. I doubt that that superstition is true. (:
you guys watch love's concierge?
you know that rich hotel manager and that blur sotong?
they remind me of myself and someone else.
they got together but they broke because of some misunderstandings. the guy lied, and the girl cried. dragged for a long period of time. girl found a good guy-friend. good guy-friend is interested in blur sotong. guy-friend and sotong became close friends. but the rich guy mistaken that the girl likes that guy-friend so the rich guy backed away from her. rich guy saw how happy the girl was without him, so he let her be. the rich guy still loves the blur girl alot but he kept it to himself. left the poor girl alone to ponder bout when is he going to treat her good, when is he going to ignore her or ponder bout what the guy is thinking about. that sotong suffered crying herself to sleep everynight. rich guy stayed wishy-washy and never persist for what he want.
sounds familiar? sighs. fate. fate. fate.
i shall not cry. i shall not cry. i shall not cry!
*pouts* sighs.
NicoLe-
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Thursday, January 05, 2006
new start!
it's a new start!
yupp! indeed! new start! it's da` 5th of January! and it's olso my 2nd day at work! hahaha! they are sooo irrisistable and super adorable! but olso very poor thing. its like they keep on crying and crying. sighs. poor children..
but they're stil cute!
sometimes, when things become history, its no use pondering. (:
its like wat they all say, no use saving a flickering flame if the man aint worth ur efforts. sighs, love is so fragile. what makes love between two person strong is trust. since there was no trust, no point being together. am i right? (:
i love children! hahaha. so cute! hahaha. there's this lil` alicia, she's so super cute! she calls EVERYBODY auntie! and everything olso mine! mine one! telephone ring only she'll go orh! tehphone! hahaha.. other ppl sneeze only she'll go orh! ahhhchoo! ppl cough she'll cough cough! hahaha. so cute right. other toddlers if they want their mummies, they'll start crying and screaming, but alicia will go, ma-my! ma-my! she's so super adorable! she doesnt cry. so she's good girl. lols.
huifen's in love with abraham. hahaha. i love ting yao! hahaha. so small built. and den he got asthma. so poor thing hor. everytime go ka kak! ka kak! ka kak is his maid. ahaha. his maid leave the class only he'll come and hold my hand and den pull me to the door, ka kak! ka kak zai na li? lols. so cute. haha. den today he kiss me! hahaha. and huifen.. lols.. aiyoooo! soooo cute! hahaha. den hor got the ah neh neh one. black black one. i dont like. huifen olso dont like.. dunnoe wat raj and the atoshi. hahaha. den got the dou ji yan one. i think is amelia, she very ba dao one. keep on shouting den everytime i tell her not to shout she doesnt listen. hahaha. and den huifen dont like that tiffanie girl she very naughty one. den the mummy always come in for little little reaasons. so irritating. this week is orientation so parents can come in and accompany the kids. but frm next week onwards cannot alr. den huifen so bad.. she say next week parents bu ke yi jing lai le, gei ta ku dao si! hahaha. i agree with her man! hahaha.
ok. i can name each and everyone of them but i'll go on til tmr morning! hahaha. my class is N1, huifen one is N2, den after lunch, both of us will assist the other 2 teachers with N3 and N4. my N1 very good de, they nvr cry de. hahaha. huifen de N2 olso. hahaha but den N3 and N4 keep on crying de. den is a FEW cry at the same time lor. erm not cry is wail. so super noisy. den the other teacher say tmr bring radio once come in the class den blast the music. hahaha. den finish! den knock off! home sweet home! yay! hahaha.
yupp! indeed! new start! it's da` 5th of January! and it's olso my 2nd day at work! hahaha! they are sooo irrisistable and super adorable! but olso very poor thing. its like they keep on crying and crying. sighs. poor children..
but they're stil cute!
sometimes, when things become history, its no use pondering. (:
its like wat they all say, no use saving a flickering flame if the man aint worth ur efforts. sighs, love is so fragile. what makes love between two person strong is trust. since there was no trust, no point being together. am i right? (:
i love children! hahaha. so cute! hahaha. there's this lil` alicia, she's so super cute! she calls EVERYBODY auntie! and everything olso mine! mine one! telephone ring only she'll go orh! tehphone! hahaha.. other ppl sneeze only she'll go orh! ahhhchoo! ppl cough she'll cough cough! hahaha. so cute right. other toddlers if they want their mummies, they'll start crying and screaming, but alicia will go, ma-my! ma-my! she's so super adorable! she doesnt cry. so she's good girl. lols.
huifen's in love with abraham. hahaha. i love ting yao! hahaha. so small built. and den he got asthma. so poor thing hor. everytime go ka kak! ka kak! ka kak is his maid. ahaha. his maid leave the class only he'll come and hold my hand and den pull me to the door, ka kak! ka kak zai na li? lols. so cute. haha. den today he kiss me! hahaha. and huifen.. lols.. aiyoooo! soooo cute! hahaha. den hor got the ah neh neh one. black black one. i dont like. huifen olso dont like.. dunnoe wat raj and the atoshi. hahaha. den got the dou ji yan one. i think is amelia, she very ba dao one. keep on shouting den everytime i tell her not to shout she doesnt listen. hahaha. and den huifen dont like that tiffanie girl she very naughty one. den the mummy always come in for little little reaasons. so irritating. this week is orientation so parents can come in and accompany the kids. but frm next week onwards cannot alr. den huifen so bad.. she say next week parents bu ke yi jing lai le, gei ta ku dao si! hahaha. i agree with her man! hahaha.
ok. i can name each and everyone of them but i'll go on til tmr morning! hahaha. my class is N1, huifen one is N2, den after lunch, both of us will assist the other 2 teachers with N3 and N4. my N1 very good de, they nvr cry de. hahaha. huifen de N2 olso. hahaha but den N3 and N4 keep on crying de. den is a FEW cry at the same time lor. erm not cry is wail. so super noisy. den the other teacher say tmr bring radio once come in the class den blast the music. hahaha. den finish! den knock off! home sweet home! yay! hahaha.
Monday, January 02, 2006
twenty o six
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said... no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever... and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away... I'd die...
this is a very meaningful lil "story". once, i had this boy in my life. i was foolish enough to let him go.
ya kno, life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned, That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
I've learned, That money doesn't buy class.
I've learned, That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned, That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned, That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?
I've learned, That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned, That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.
I've learned, That love, not time, heals all wounds.
I've learned, That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.
I've learned, That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.
I've learned, That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
I've learned, That life is tough, but I'm tougher.
I've learned, That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.
I've learned, That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.
I've learned, That I wish I could have told those I cared about that I love them one more time before they passed away.
I've learned, That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.
I've learned, That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.
I've learned, That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.
I've learned, That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness, and growth happen while you're climbing it.
I've learned, That the less time I have to work, the more things I get done.
this is a short passage i found in some email sent to me. i ignored it without reading a lot of times, but it just comes back to me without fail. until i read it, i didnt kno god was trying to tell me all these. (:
Sunday, January 01, 2006
funtastic
It's 2006! yay!
ok, so whats so yay bout 2006? haha. oh well..
yesterday was awesome! had brother's birthday bbq at yiyi's house and den went for mass. AND then, uncle patrick brought us UP mt faber to watch fireworks. woohoo! it was FAN-TAS-TIC. so fabulous. so awesome, so magnificent. so woah and so gorgeous. it really was great! it was the first time in my entire life, i've seen soooo much fireworks. they were b-e-a-utiful. mmhmm!
great! its the new year! yay! and i've gotta job! yes again. hahaha. this time, my job's gonna shock u. wahaha. kindergarten relief teacher. yay! i so cant wait for the 3rd to come. hehe. yay yay yay!
new year, new start. fresh start i mean. yes fresh. fresh and clean. decided to put those stuffs down. if we're meant to be, love will find a way. no? yupps!
uncle patrick told us, we must have dreams and beliefs in order to suceed. he told us that, when he was younger, at an uncle's house, he once had a quarrel with an uncle, and that uncle told him to get outta his house. (it was a private property.) so uncle patrick told himself that when he grow up, he'll have a bigger house then that uncle's. and so he did. his house he's staying in cost 1.2 million. it's at mt faber lodge. (where christopher micheal lee is staying.) and another one at signature's park which he rented out. he is R-I-C-H. i repeat, rich. yes. he bets 50,000 bucks at football matches. buy each child of his an ipod mini. and has i-dunnoe-how-many cars. brings his family overseas like dunnoe-how-many-times a year. brings US all over the place every now and den. gives each and every aunt and uncle of his a few hundred bucks everytime he sees em. gives us 50+ bucks jus for reward. plays the "quiet game" and gives the winner a few ten bucks. *quiet game is: the person who can keep quiet throughout the whole car journey wins. and other funny funny weird weird games. yupp yupp!
im telling myself dat i can do wat others think i cant. ppl always tell me, money cant buy EVERY thing. but, i WILL have everything money cant buy, and things u cant buy i can with money. (:
will try and blog when i have time.
til then!
however beautiful i may seem,
whatever fun i may enjoy,
however happy i may be,
whatver friends i may have made,
however much money i may earn,
whatever luxuries i may own,
however i may enjoy myself,
whatever joyful memories i may have,
however much time i may squender away,
whatever things i may do,
still does not satisfy me,
because i dont have you by my side.
you'd surely kno who you are when your reading this.
cos i kno u kno. (:
happy 2006! partehhh people~!
ok, so whats so yay bout 2006? haha. oh well..
yesterday was awesome! had brother's birthday bbq at yiyi's house and den went for mass. AND then, uncle patrick brought us UP mt faber to watch fireworks. woohoo! it was FAN-TAS-TIC. so fabulous. so awesome, so magnificent. so woah and so gorgeous. it really was great! it was the first time in my entire life, i've seen soooo much fireworks. they were b-e-a-utiful. mmhmm!
great! its the new year! yay! and i've gotta job! yes again. hahaha. this time, my job's gonna shock u. wahaha. kindergarten relief teacher. yay! i so cant wait for the 3rd to come. hehe. yay yay yay!
new year, new start. fresh start i mean. yes fresh. fresh and clean. decided to put those stuffs down. if we're meant to be, love will find a way. no? yupps!
uncle patrick told us, we must have dreams and beliefs in order to suceed. he told us that, when he was younger, at an uncle's house, he once had a quarrel with an uncle, and that uncle told him to get outta his house. (it was a private property.) so uncle patrick told himself that when he grow up, he'll have a bigger house then that uncle's. and so he did. his house he's staying in cost 1.2 million. it's at mt faber lodge. (where christopher micheal lee is staying.) and another one at signature's park which he rented out. he is R-I-C-H. i repeat, rich. yes. he bets 50,000 bucks at football matches. buy each child of his an ipod mini. and has i-dunnoe-how-many cars. brings his family overseas like dunnoe-how-many-times a year. brings US all over the place every now and den. gives each and every aunt and uncle of his a few hundred bucks everytime he sees em. gives us 50+ bucks jus for reward. plays the "quiet game" and gives the winner a few ten bucks. *quiet game is: the person who can keep quiet throughout the whole car journey wins. and other funny funny weird weird games. yupp yupp!
im telling myself dat i can do wat others think i cant. ppl always tell me, money cant buy EVERY thing. but, i WILL have everything money cant buy, and things u cant buy i can with money. (:
will try and blog when i have time.
til then!
however beautiful i may seem,
whatever fun i may enjoy,
however happy i may be,
whatver friends i may have made,
however much money i may earn,
whatever luxuries i may own,
however i may enjoy myself,
whatever joyful memories i may have,
however much time i may squender away,
whatever things i may do,
still does not satisfy me,
because i dont have you by my side.
you'd surely kno who you are when your reading this.
cos i kno u kno. (:
happy 2006! partehhh people~!
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