Tired. Voiceless. Exercised. Sore throat.

Will upload all the photos tomorrow in the evening. Wait for it.

Surprise ♥

When I came to my computer side, I saw this unidentified skimpy looking box sitting beside my table. I asked J what that is, and all he said was: Your christmas present.

I opened it up immediately. All I saw was this tiny Apple logo at the front. I never thought that a RED NANO was sitting in there. The little box was so tiny! I opened up the small envelope, and it says: You're all I want for each and every Christmas.

Then I ripped open the white package to find the Red Nano inside! Happy like a silly goon! Engraved with ♥


I ♥ you J. (:

Mad ♥

Finally met up with the girls after so long. Some things never change, we ate, played, gossiped, bitched, cam-whore and slept with each other (hahaha).

I MERELY PLAYED VOLLEYBALL FOR 15-20MINS AND MY ARMS ARE ACHING LIKE I'VE BEEN PLAYING VOLLEYBALL FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE WEEKS WITHOUT REST.

I'm dying. Really, when I take off my clothes, I literally heard my arms yell vulgarities at me. I'm not shitting you.

Volleyball/girls/team always makes me happy. They are like my pick-me-ups. I felt so much better when I saw them, despite not having my of days and not getting enough sleep. (: ♥


Okay, photos have been imported. Now to convert, resize, edit and upload. Kthxbye.

Hi, my Boyfriend suffers from autism.

Jack is singing.

"Somebody save me." from Smallville if I'm not wrong.

Because he doesn't wanna go to Ion. Then he added: "life suck cock"

And now he cannot stop saying: "I don't wanna go back to Ion, don't wanna go back."

TO HIMSELF.

Is that retarded or what?

Find your names.

Pameljit Kaur needs to:

1. start blogging again because I need perk-me-ups when I get home from work.
2. go facial with me.
3. drive on Tuesday so we can go Butter together.

Lim Xinya needs to:

1. know that I'm on AM shift on 21st, off on 22nd.
2. talk to me about the chalet.
3. go swimming and running with me.

Tan Jack Long needs to:

1. stop camping on macrumours.com/hwz/macusers.whatever.
2. give me a big hug because I want it.
3. buy me my PF casing.
4. KIV
5. KIV
6. KIV

Melissa Ng needs to:

1. tell me in advance about our never-gonna-happen prawning trip.
2. tell me about the next diving sessions.
3. meet me at church at X'mas mass.

Xie Enqi needs to:

1. find HF.
2. find XH.
3. meet me.

crazily tired but happy

Hello, I'm on the train home with J. I can't wait to drink my egg soup, eat my Maggie with luncheon meat. I'm mad tired, I think I might have lost all abilities to post a proper entry. My nails were blue and yellow, now its red and green, clearly anticipating X'mas. (:

There are some weird people who came into this world just so they can be nosey and annoying, these people should fuck off. They keep reading your blogs even though they think that you're stupid. Cyber stalker, yes you, the one reading. Annoying bitch, fuck off.

The people at work are damn fun, I must be crazy, because its mad tired to stand from 11 to 10 everyday. But offsetting it with the best teh peng I've ever drank, CnG malay food, crazy colleagues and awesome manager. Life is good.

Only at Yio Chu Kang. J's toppling over right down, need to wake him. Kthxbye.

This is my off day.

Waking up in Jack's bed at 1pm, realised that cousins wont be home and friends wont be meeting today, snacking on strawberries dipped in sugar, while youtubing. This is my off day.

First day on the sales floor and Grandfather's Birthday

First day is not too bad. I hope every other day will be like today, if not better. (: I'll be stationed at Wheelock's Epicentre. Please come and buy something from me thank you. Lol.

Photos from Grandfather's birthday is over here and here. He likes singing and dancing. This is the second year he's had his birthday like that. I prefer the traditional way of celebrating his birthday, the restaurant and family get together, instead of all his singing buddies and teachers, and old chinese/hokkien songs. But I guess it makes him happy, and it's good to see him happy. (:

Okay, I desperately need to get off the virtual world and enter the dream world. Bye.

I've been changing the colour on my nails every week thanks to the cheeeaap deals I found at JB's Faceshop. I bought 4 new colours, which makes it 9 in total for me, excluding base coat and top coat. I need a bigger container to put all these pretty colourings. (:

I took up the job in the end, I hope I can meet the sales target every month. Jack and I decided to go to HongKong instead of Europe because then we don't have to spend all our salaries. I'll get to buy my MBA and he'll be able to buy RockBand2 on PS3 and other stuffs he wants.

I've always hated retail jobs, but I guess at this stage, it's not easy to get a decent job. Anyways, I'm a Mac Evangelist/Consultant, that's the lame name they give to their salesperson, want to buy iPods, MacBooks or accessories for your stuff, pleaseeee come to me, I'll be grateful forever and love you long time. I might be able to get discounts for all of you. I hope that there's no Jimmy Fong or any other AFOR Ltd personnel reading my blog. Why should they anyway, so much time send me a few MBAs. Thanks.

I'm waiting for my base coat to dry. Why does drying take sucha long time? I can't wait to put on the blue and yellow that's sitting on my desk. They look so happy. :D

I HATE/DISLIKE/LOATHE/FEAR the sound of the funeral thingy downstairs. It's so loud that when I try to drown the sounds of the rituals with my iTunes playing on maximum volume, I can still hear it. Argh. I hate it. ):

Mensuration fucks my life left and right and upside down. Okay bye.

I JUST WENT TO MELISSA'S WORDPRESS AND LEARNT THAT...

YOU CAN TYPE www.googlegooglegooglegoogle.com IN YOUR BROWSER (WELL, YOU CAN JUST CLICK THE LINK ON THERE) AND FOUR GOOGLE PAGES WILL OPEN IN ONE WEBPAGE, AND THEY ALL RUN INDEPENDENTLY.

HOW SHIT COOL IS THAT?

My brother is a funny man.

I was holding my Scrump at my Grandma's, when we were going back, in the lift. Brother asked me:

Brother: How come your Scrump getting bigger and bigger? Can grow up one ah?
Me: No la, this is another new Scrump la!
Mom and Jack laughs.

I never thought that it's possible...

to catch soft toys through the UFO machine thing. I've always thought that it's a scam, so that they'll earn all your $1. But Jimmy proved me wrong. He caught two of these Pooh Bears, in 3 tries. Which means my Scrump is only $1, and Esther's Pooh Bear is $2! See...!

In the machine...

3 Scrumps in total for me.

I am a happy girl. (:

Out of the machine! Jimmy has awesome skills.

He's gonna please his girlfriend easily. Lol!

Esther's Pooh Bear (:

My Scrump! :D

Oh, and not to forget, Gavin's girlfriend, Jiawei also caught a Stitch for herself. And Eugene bought his girlfriend a $70 Chip. So everybody was a winner that night! It was mad awesome fun! :D

I haven't ate a thing today, I sorta just woke up, I'm waiting for 7pm so I can accompany Pam to facial. I am going to watch D.I.E Again now. Bye!

Shall blog about yesterday with picture later on in the day.

Meanwhile, I can't wait...

1. For Jack to get some girly games so that we can play it on his PS3.
2. For Wednesday, I'm so scared too.
3. To get a job, so that I have money.
4. For suntanning, swimming and running.
5. Posting the photos up.
6. Bring J out! (:

Nothing interesting to tell the world about my life yet.

If you feel sad and disappointed because you came to this page in hope for a new entry, don't be.

Just hop over to:

www.szekaryin.tumblr.com

You'll be entertained and amused a hundred times over.

Nothing personal though,

I enjoy reblogging and spamming.

See y'all.

The right way to love.

Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.

– 1 Corinthians 13:4

Sometimes its wiser to ignore.

Attempted to fix the lightbulb, got electricuted, hurting damn bad right now.

Tipping point.

“A relationship is like a house. When a lightbulb burns out, you do not go and buy a new house, you fix the lightbulb.”

— Laura Gibson

I think Melissa's quote on facebook might just save 1172 days worth of relationship.

Term of the day.

Enqi thinks that waffack is a not so crude term for what the fuck.

Race against time.

Hello y'all.

I desperately need to shed some fats and clear my complexion, more than that, I need to get rid of the 2 scars I have on my wrist and finger. I need to know how to smile properly, how to bun my hideous hair neatly and get those executive clothes! I need to get all these done in about 11 days. I don't know how am I going to do it, but I'm gonna give it my best shot. It's an opportunity too good to be wasted. I am so bloody excited, nervous, and every other thing. It's been my dream since I was 5.

I want y'all to see my new Scrumps. They are so cute, I love the colour combination on them. So much cuter than Stitch. The big guy is called Scrumpo, and little one is Scrumpy. Aren't they cute? :)

Sometimes the berry takes awesome pictures like the second photo, but other times, the berry just fucks me up and produces pictures like the first one. I think it's the lighting. I need a digital camera! Ah, wells.

I hope Pam gets a new Blackberry soon, I have no idea how to contact her at all.

Do you think there's anyone else who reads this space other than yourself?

♥

You know I love you when you're loving me
Sometimes it's better when it's publicly
I'm not ashamed, I don't care who sees
Us hugging & kissing our love exhibition all

We'll rendezvous out on the fire escape
I'd like to set off an alarm today
The love emergency don't make me wait
Just follow I'll lead you
I urgently need you

History's history.

So, GP is over, History's history. Having said that, 2 more subjects to mug for, 4 more papers to tackle. And I'm done. Over and done with A' levels. Life will be awesome.

Jack, Pam and I had lunch+dinner at Long John's. I hate long johns, pam had a shock of her life when she heard that. Anyways, we finished our meal, Jack went back. Pam and I took a bus back home.

You must be thinking why I'm blogging like an idiot, who blogs about their day. WAIT and see lah, coming to the good part.

So I walked Pam back, and she drove me home. In her car! The one that was damaged beyond recognition. Good as new now. Anyways, Pam drove me home and she drove back.

P.S: Pam and I live about 2 minutes away. I have to keep reinterating that for people who don't know. Lol.

I'm blogging on my BB while shitting.
Okay bye.

If I fail to do okay for A levels...

I'm going to pack my stuff and set off to Vietnam, and become a farmer. I'm gonna farm about 500 football fields of saffron crocus flower.

Don't ask me why, use a little bit of your brains. If brain fails, google saffron.

10 more days to go.

Curve 8520 with BBIS.
Made me happy like mad.
Cures all exams fatigue.

Jack dropped it today. Fuck.

One down, six to go.

SEA was better than I've expected. I don't know what to expect for the rest of my papers.

Jack refuses to wake up, mugging is screwed for today. Sighs...

Mad happy.

Hello, I'm happy. :D

SEA History...

in 5 hours.

From giving up...

to giving the best of my abilities at this point in time.

I'm proud of myself.

Ungrateful Boyfriend.

In the middle of a phone conversation with Jack:

Nic: DOTA-ing?
Jack: Yah.
Nic: I knew you would DOTA to keep awake. Lol.
Jack: Lol.
Nic: Okay, see you in about 1 and a half hours time!
Jack: So can hang up now?
Nic: I hope you die this minute, like NOW. *Hangs phone.

Just look at this ungrateful boyfriend. Not even an I-Love-You or See you later. Stupid groin face.

Wow, I actually knew.

Back from mugging downstairs with Pam. I tell you, we can mug at the weirdest places. Some time back, we mugged at this weird stone table at the void decks. And today, we mugged on a table-tennis table at the void deck. I think we're quite innovative and flexible.

Anyways, other than the clean table and those stackable chairs, everything else was a turn off. Cockroaches everywhere, and the lizard's call sends shivers down my spine.

So, while Pam and I were trashing everything we know about SEA History out, we actually found out that we know quite a lot. Just need to piece them together and we're good to go. I suppose, I hope.

I hate Jack, he makes me so predictable. And I hate that. I like to be... mysterious.

P.S: 6 hours to more mugging. 6 hours to the start of endless mugging. I want Adam Sandler's remote control now. NOW!

Today Sarah Chu Mun made me realised that I'm quite hardcore youtubber.

Some people are just born to be annoying.

jack: lollll
nicole: DO NOT COPY JIALONG'S LOLLL it's very annoying
jack: ok llllllol

So...

Jialong: lollllllllll is really funny mah
nicole: so it's roll on floor laughing laughing laughing is it?
Jialong: dragging the L doesnt mean laughing laughing laughing. is like laugh longer?
nicole: roll on floor laaaauuuuuggggghhhhiiiinnnnnggggg :D

P.S: Damn it, now laughing looks weird to me.

/edited:
Pardon me, lol = laugh out loud, not roll on floor laughing. So substitute the Roll on floor laughing joke with the laugh out loud joke. So it's:

Jialong: lollllllllll is really funny mah

nicole: so it's laugh out loud loud loud loud loud is it?

Jialong: dragging the L doesnt mean loud loud loud loud. is like laugh louder?

nicole: that's a very loud laugh...

I know it's not funny anymore, who cares.

We can hardly stand the wait, please Christmas, don't be late!

I bought this pack of bluetack (whatever you call it) from the Indian mamashop (who am I kidding, mamashop all own by Indians what) near Pam's place. I bought it at $2.80. I didn't really think it was expensive at that point in time, because I didn't have other shops to compare prices with.

But, the next couple of days, I went to the central near my place, and Jurong Point. AND I KEPT SEEING BLUETACKS BEING SOLD EVERYWHERE. And the prices are like $2.40 or $2.20 or thereabouts.

So, JACK being an ASS, had to keep repeating "Haha Mamashop cheat your money!" every time we see a bluetack that's cheaper than $2.80, which is all the time because it only costs $2.40 or $2.20.

I hate that mamashop, and I hate Jackass.

To-Do-List after 20th Nov' 09

1. Find a job paying more than $1.2k
2. MPH Warehouse Sale
3. Sitex Show 2009
4. Pack all 4 years worth of notes into the-shove-away-box.
5. Start saving at least $500 a month for 1.5-2 years.

I'm sorry hunny, I don't have interesting Mac stuff to talk to you about.

I can still have fun...

without a camera!

Pictures; shit quality from i_____

Up: Studying at Mac's last night.

Down: Random pictures of me and Jack.

Nicole

• wants to eat.
• wants to mug after eating.
• wants to sleep after eating and mugging.

Mystery call.

I did not have a peaceful sleep today. I was woken up by smses and calls. The call that totally woke me up was the call from Mrs Tan.

I'm fucked.

She called to check my progress, reason being the fact that SEA History paper is on Monday. And she wants to see me tomorrow. I'm fucked.

Before being fucked, I'm gonna have lunch. Bye.

/edited
Apparently only Jack thinks that Naruto is awesome. Pam's reaction: Eww. Hayl's reaction: What's the world coming to? See Jack, you're one weird chinky chong.

/edited again
And apparently Jack got really upset because I said I didn't want to look at his face again because he's beginning to look like a cheena man.

WTF, I BROUGHT HOME THE WRONG GUY.

Jack and I came back from mugging at McD's with Pam.


So I glanced over his screen to see what he was doing. And then I see, on the screen in bold and really huge: NarutoGet.com - Watch Naruto Shippuden Episode 133. 


Nic: Wtf, what are you doing?
Jack: Gonna watch Naruto, why? -gives puzzled face-
Nic: WTF, are you kidding me?
Jack gives stern face.
Nic: Please lah baby, please don't. Omg.
Jack: Why?!
Nic: Wtf is wrong with you, omg.
Jack: But this episode has my favourite character in it!
Nic gave -.- face.
Jack: Please please just let me watch oneeee episode.
Nic: WTF, I can't believe you just said that.
Jack: Why? Cute right?
Nic: ........

I think I brought the wrong guy home.
Shit, I must have left Jack at McD's all alone.
Omg, ya, must be.
Definitely.

Now he pretends that he knows the Japanese they are talking about. And he's gonna defend himself saying that there are english subtitles. How do you even know if the subtitles are accurate, what if they decided to screw your ass? Huh? Every single word I hear, coming from his laptop sounds like a vulgarity. This is why Japanese are the angriest people on earth.

Gonna study now.

Okay, bye.

Needs new photos to make this place alive.

I need a new camera.

My camera was lost/stolen/spoilt/confiscated/died, whatever you can think of. I just don't have it anymore. Grrr...

Justin Bieber only has nice voice.

Justin Bieber is only hot for his voice. He doesn't look hot, at least he is hot only for now. Look at what happened to Aaron Carter. Look changes, voice doesn't. One apt example of this is Michael Jackson. Whatever.

Okay, I spent about the last hour or slightly more than an hour, watching Othello. Despite that loyal one hour I've dedicated to it, I'm not even halfway through the bloody play. Okay maybe I'm halfway because Othello is going mad already. After watching the play, I realised that the first part is prolly what I only know about Othello. I need to be more disciplined to finish the whole play as soon as possible. Tonight is not a good time.

Tonight, Jack and I, and Pam of course. We're gonna spend our night at McD's, focusing on Economics. I really need to be disciplined and start studying of some sort.

I must not disappoint people around me by giving up. Which I thought I already have, but when Ms Choo texted me, I felt like I've let her down. So I've decided to pick myself up from where I've given up from.

Come hither, we must make haste.

What or who is a Nicole?

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The night is still young.

Like the above title, the night is still young. It's only 0120hrs, let's start partying.

I must be crazy.

No, Jack is crazy. He's been at my place, DOTAing both nights. Well, we were supposed to study overnight. But now that we've clarified our doubts about stuff, A levels is actually quite useless now.

5 more days from now. 16 more days to it ending.

I need discipline to study just that little bit, just so I won't sit at my table and look like an idiot. Urgh. Cannot fail Literature please, please, please.

I want to go downstairs to eat like prata and drink milk tea. Yums!

Okay, I'm distracted. Bye.

Dear Agony,

Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

-Breaking Benjamin

what an apt name.

Southeast Asian History

So, what, the, fuck, is the GCBA, and who the fuck are the pongyis, and what alien regime are they talking about? Omg, how am I going to study if I don't even know what these shit are? =(

Sunny day, rainy day, sunny day.

I cancelled out word below because it suddenly occurred to me that I'm scolding myself. It's not funny, so please don't laugh. Thank you.

Don't you think that weather is just weird? I'm sure that 3 minutes ago it was pouring like mad. Oh wells, no wonder I'm sick. I wanna be well again, I hate sleeping with a blocked nose and bad throat.

Jack is listening to The Mr Brown Show, about the forth university. Lame like shit, he's laughing like a mad idiot. I think Mr Brown is just dumb, whoever he is. Trying to act all Russell Peters, but failing damn hard. Whatever I just said, it's a mouthful that I didn't understand. Not like I care.

Anyways, I've sent out emails, received back some. And pretty much clarified my doubts about stuff. Will update when everything is confirmed and settled and whatnot. All I have to say is that I can't wait! (:

Yes, I should be studying, but I'm not. Hmm..

Oh, my dreams.

Fuck NS.

So I finally talked to mom about University. (:

Little things make big things

Very in favor of this rule. Have always been saving coins, not enough to get me a anything yet. I only save shiny gold coins. (:


Now now people, please divert your attention to the completed coined heel. Notice the center portion of the heel, now think, how in the world is that gonna hold it's place? It'll topple for sure, but nonetheless, nice heel.

Ah, the suspension of disbelief.

Big Girl

Jack and I just had a huge fight, over who we are, who we will become, and mostly A levels and further studies.

I can't help it if everything that I planned has us in it, that's because that's how I want my future to be, you and I, both. Don't blame me for weighing so much on US instead of myself, because every time I count my blessings, I count you twice. And because if my future doesn't have US, then why am I fighting so hard and holding on so tight onto us now?

The man I fell in love with isn't who he is anymore, and he's making me feel like I don't know how to continue wanting him. He's always wanting me to be independent, yes of course I can be independent, I have always been until I met him, I chose not to. Because sometimes, it just feels good to have someone to depend on, you know.

So stop asking me to go over myself first, stop asking me to do things on my own. Because I want to do it with you, because then everything feels right, and apt.

So he left me alone, crying on my bed, like always. And I'd used to pretend to think that he didn't go, that he'll walk back into my room and give me a hug and wipe my tears. But after so long, I've stopped hallucinating. I've stopped believing in the better man I thought he was. So I'm ranting, and tearing, like a crazy, childish girl and I'll feel better in a while so that I can start, although very reluctantly, to be independent once more. It's not gonna feel very right anymore, and I'm gonna need to get use to it. Things are gonna change.

I hate hospitals

So i had this maddest fever in my entire 20 years of life yesterday. It was sudden. It was unexpected. And thank god Jack stayed by my side all the while.

After history lesson yesterday I felt like i was dying cos I was feeling really warm so Jack accompanied me home and put me to bed, watched me sleep until my mom came back. At about 7pm, I was burning like an inferno. So my mom and Jack took me to the clinic at the central, and that doctor took my temperature and referred me to SGH. Useless doctor, did nothing at all. Had the feeling like he's bloody afraid to touch me lest he gets infected with my deadly disease. Noob shit. So we cabbed to SGH, and the whole journey there I was praying so damn hard that I won't get any injections, and I cried like a motherfucking baby. I have perceived trypanophobia, and I'd like to keep believing so. So when the nurse did some weird stuff on me, taking my blood pressure, I swear I thought there was a needle so I retracted my hand so fast, she thought it came alive.

There after the nurse did some weird ACT thing on me, I couldn't stop crying because I thought it involved needles and it was gonna be painful like fuck, she had to keep telling me it's painless, like about 100000 times, and I still didn't believe her. So, she told me not to move, and I listened to her, I didn't move no inch. And true enough, it didn't hurt a single bit, just felt like there were mild electric currents running through me.

Then I had to wait like forever, and my head's burning and it's heavy and painful, i rested on Jack's shoulder and fell in and out of sleep. So when the doctor called to see him, I went inside and I declared that I refuse anything that involves needles. He said it wasn't really going to hurt, then I told him that everybody's threshold of pain is different, then he had this WOWED face. Fuck you, I'm 20 years old. And I'm not Ris Low. Of course I knew that, dumb face. So he respected my decision, aye, he's actually very nice.

Okay, so he said that there are 3 reasons for fevers like these. The lungs, the blood and the urine. He said it shouldn't be the lungs because I can breathe and talk properly, so he figured that it's the urine or blood. And since I refused to be poked, he asked me to take the urine test. And it being my first time doing the urine test, I filled the 3/4 of the cup, and when I came out, stupid annoying fuckface Jack was laughing at me. He said they only need a SAMPLE, which is like 1/4 the cup. So I said, my pee just came out because I needed to pee damn urgently, so i filled the cup anyways, don't waste my pee. ROFLMAO.

They tested my urine to be clean, so it's my fucking blood. ):

The doctor asked me to look out for any signs of rashes on the 4th day, because if it appears, I'll need to take a blood test. So now, my whole body is itching like a bitch and I'm refusing to scratch it at all. I'm taking the pills like a good girl despite having all the difficulties in the world swallowing it because if I don't I'd have to take the blood test.

Doc said it's most prolly viral fever, but it could be dengey, however you spell it. Okay bye.

P.S: I'm so damn bloody hungry, and Jack's not even here yet. ):

I'm so proud of myself, because I made this up.

I hate Albert Tan.

He thinks he's the smartest fuck, and he's self-absorbed and proud. He pretends to know you like you've been friends with him for like ever. He's so superficial and fake, more a hypocrite than an acquaintance. He can go to hell and suck Satan's cock for all I care, just stay away from my boyfriend. Bloody annoying and irritating. He prolly already noticed how hostile I am to him, but he still pretends like I like him, and treats him like a friend, the way Jack does.

I fucking swear, if you talk to him again, or meet him, I'm gonna be fucking annoyed, I'll refuse to talk to you or see you for as long as I remember you spoke  or saw him. Because it annoys me this much, really. Fuck off.

So, read this, and remember it, really badly.

So that's end.

So that was Grad Tea, the rest are on Facebook.

There are 195 photos, have fun looking. (:

Saving Grace

"I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."

–Marilyn Monroe

Trips to Starbucks makes me happy.

The Craziest Thing Today

I walked down Orchard Road barefooted.

Killer heels, kills my feet.

How about a Chuck Bass or an Edward Cullen in my life, please?

Song of my day.

I'm so in love with this song right now, it's like playing in my head every second. Amy Belle is hot and her voice is awesome. (:

It's not my decision to make.

He's officially lost my respect.

Please don't ask me what you should do.

Please don't cry in front of me cos I don't know what to do.

Please just let me mug and be over and done with it.

Please just talk to somebody who can help, I beg of you.

Please make your own decision, it's not my place.

Because if you ask me,

I don't give a fuck about him.

Because if I were to make the decision,

I would emancipate myself if I could.

Because if I had a choice,

I would like to feel nothing.

And because, this person whom I really care about misses his father so god, damn, much, I feel very disappointed, utterly ashamed and extremely disgruntled with mine.

And I cannot help but to cry,

and I don't even know why.

God watches over babies.

If I hadn't read the title of this video I would have thought the baby died.

W.T.F. Really.

Make love, not war.

When I saw this little girl, holding on to daddy's hand so tightly, the whole gut-wrenching feeling just gushed through me. I never thought the whole war thing would have an impact on me other than the fact that I have to study it and people die because of it. I never would have felt so heart-wrenching until I saw this picture, and indeed, a picture speaks a thousand words. ):

I just made my Twitter gadget really huge, with 10 updates, so that people like you would notice it and join Twitter and we can tweet together.

God's work? I'm sure.

Why would anyone be so horrible to even have the thought of kidnapping a 70 odd years old, sickly priest? I'm sure these Islamic militants will burn in hell, Allah will be very disappointed in their actions because I'm sure as hell that Allah didn't ask them to kidnap a 70 odd years old sickly man. What is wrong with these people?

Ships Ahoy!

Last Sunday, Jack and I went to Vivocity with my parents, brother and his girlfriend. We had lunch and then we came across this cool ass dope shit International Book Fair, ON A SHIP. Okay, so we queued to go onboard the ship because we're in Singapore, we have to queue no matter what. So the ship's crew were all caucasians and they actually, really have books on board. Cool or what? And because on days as interesting as this, I had to forget to bring my camera. So photos are artificially made nicer as I used my noob shit phone camera to snap all these. Okay, now look:

Okay Bye.