He loves you as you are.

Loving and Forgiving are You, O Lord.
Slow to Anger, Rich in Kindness.
Loving and Forgiving are You.

`church
`lunch
`home

hurhur, why's this weekend so boring eh?
hockey's depriving me of my boyfriend.
the boyfriend has hockey yesterday and today.
the boyfriend's asking me to his Godma's,
butbutbut im home already. =/

everyone handed in their 1st draft of EOM, and i haven't started on mine yet.
Written Report's gonna be due soon and we've not started.
Promo's in 5 weeks, 5 ohmyhair weeks.
which means, H1 Math A's coming too.
im glad i started mugging, even tho it's kinda late.

suddenly, i feel the urge to serve. with all the fun people, but it seems like all the fun people are either too preoccupied with work or have since left the parish. it feels good, to just reminisce about those times, when we're happy and serving PapaGod. oo, yay! confirmation camp's coming like soooon. :DD

*sings-
Don't worry about food, or what you are to wear. Is life not more precious by far?


/edited.
`met Sweets after Hockey and went to his Godma's
`had dinner and watch some HK show
`Jack's DaddyMummy sent me home
`gonna do EOM
`life was good, until EOM came into the picture.

*cracks. and im off.

SPIDERPIG, SPIDERPIG!

look, my fringe, so pretty. argh!


OMG, look MY PRETTY HAIR. i miss my hair. so a lot a lot. ):
look, so straight, so nice. oh the colour, oh the length. OH MY HAIR! )):

Today's a boring DAY.
Jajajajack had hockey soo early in the morning til late afternoon,
thus i slept til late afternoon too. hurhur. i loikkee!

`caught Simpsons and dame, it wasn't even good. xxx.
`and went home.

bah, this is the most boring Saturday ever. OHMYHAIR!




That's a Pot Filled With Love Honey. ((:

UTTER BULLSHIT.

im not even locking this thing, even if i could. im not minding my words either cos i choose not to.

Some group of people in my class are really disgusting people. it's not like they are nice people, neither do i like them a lot. But, i thought it'd be nice to go to the play as a class. So, I ordered tickets for them for the Othello play, and they backed out at the very last minute. Oh, not to mention that they took their money back and probably went for the movie they had planned earlier on.

So, when we arrived to collect the tickets, we were told that we have to pay for all 11 tickets even though we only needed three. so Chari had to forked out 40 bucks, plus the 70 i had left to pay the $110. So, when Chari texted them to inform them that they still had to pay for the tickets cos RJ required us to do so, and we had paid for them in advance. (since they took back they money) They said, WTF? RJ's Management is screwed lah. and refused to pay for the tickets and demanded for RJ's number to lodge a complaint. So, Jack decided to be very nice and pay for them since Jack and I were a little late, allowing them to claim that they don't wanna enter a play 10 mins late (Oh, the play have yet started when we reached the gates of RI. and THEY were discussing whether or not to stay for the play, WHICH, made the rest of us late when they decided to back out.)

Oh, you'd probably didn't think that Slivester, Yasmin, Janessa and Hsiang Lin were the ill mannered and really irresponsible people who BACKED OUT last minute. then again, it could be only some people with BIG influence who made the rest decide to be very irresponsible. Everyone with common sense would know that you cannot get refunds for tickets you booked. Hey, and i thought those people were the very intellectual people who win debates, argues and whatnots? HAHA, maybe not. oh yes, go get your 50 cents change at the movies. maybe that's all you're worth. tsk.

yes yes, i admit that Jack and i were late and we're wrong for that. BUT, the play have yet started and YOU PEOPLE had to dilly-dally about whether or not you want to be irresponsible and back out. So, there weren't any reason for you to say that you don't wanna enter a play late; cos the play have not started when we were at the GATE.

jack had to take pocket money in advance to pay for THEIR tickets, and the both of us will have to survive on bread for lunch and dinner for the whole of next week. :(

then again, it's just a group of them, cos the rest who couldn't make it INFORMED ME WAY BEFORE THE PLAY. and these nice people either asked me to keep the money or sell the tickets. these people with manners are namely Farah, Eunice, Nas and Zhira. Of cos, two tickets were cancelled in time and the other two asked me to sell the tickets. oh, maybe that explains why i love these girls more than i even wanna be acquaintance with those horrible people whose names are in RED.

oh, i decided that Jack will not pay for their tickets. they'll pay for THEIR own tickets, and Jack and I can feast on something that's more worthy than their dumb tickets. (:

Im not gonna eat bread for lunch and dinner because you are irresponsible. i deserve much more, for being nice and ordered tickets for yall. phtsk. PAY FOR YOUR OWN STUPID TICKETS. Period.

oh, oh! you can pay me 10 bucks for the tickets and i'll give you your TICKET STUDS. how bout that hur? =D

Now, i feel good. =D bahbye.

i do cherish you.

the colours that make up my life.

imma flibbertigibbet. honestly, i clinged on to hopes that i thought never existed. i held tight, and we walked through. i suppose there're many fibbertigibbets out there, not just me and me alone. im glad imma fibbertigibbet.

all the recent tittle-tattle makes me wonder if friends still exist. it makes me wonder if everybody is hypocritical, including me. yes me, and of cos you. we never know right? whether or not a person is true to you. oh, but i do know, some friends are friends i'll keep for life.

i've been mugging quite a bit this week so there aint much fun and photos to show yall. night study programme is fun, with milo and biscuits and good company. honestly, i think it's kinda short for mugging, it's only 3 hours which aint exactly of much help, but still, we were able to mug. and drink milo. tsk.

the fact the im sick and i still mug tells a lot. or maybe, not. tsktsk.

heh, babyy and i bought a new studious file which is suppose to help us be more organised and start revising. we'll see if the file works in the long run. tsk.

that aside, i seriously need to buy these:

this is expensive, and i cant get it cheap. dame.

this, is expensive too, but i can get it for like 300 bucks. HOHO!

so, i needa give tuitions and click on ads. tsk.

imma go to bed now, or maybe not. bahbye.

Bad..

She's sick. ):

My new found Love

i gotta confess, it's been in my heart for a shit long time now.


I've had set my eyes on you since the first time i saw you, you made my heart pump so fast that my whole face was red when i look at you. you got the style, the hotness, the charm, the charisma, the aura and the oh so handsome looks. and day and night, i've been dreaming of you, picturing you in my embrace and me holding you. i really want you to be mine, if only i have you. my days would be filled with glee and happiness.





Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you








okay, i'll be generous and show yall a picture of the love i wished i had. just take a tiny peek, cos everything related belongs to me, and me only!









A small peek only okay..

OH, totally hotter than SEX.

Fun's Up ):

Innocence is really cute. Like, little kids and all their whatnots.

They dress like princesses and pretend that they are part of the fairytale, and they'll attempt to spell to impress you. they'll go on and on about the dream they had weeks ago, and attempt to make you believe that dinosaurs are still around. they'll tell you that they have been to CentrePoint and make you feel like you havent been there all your life. they'll memorise the cartoons on the Dvd and prove to you that they are smart and can recite the whole show out. they'll keep singing songs of yesterdays, making it sound as if it's still trendy.

And go on about how their cousins and sisters or brothers who are in love; saying that the guy is the Papa and the girl is the Mama. they'll form their own imaginary families, with the Mummy, elder sister and youngest sister; taking the fact that they have no Father cos there's no boy with them. Little girls will tell their older cousins and friends that they have a boyfriend, who's actually in their lala land.

It's really funny how every little kid will cover their eyes when the tv shows kissing scenes, and how they eeeee at half-naked man, and when couples hugs and pecks the cheeks. but look, how horny all these little kids can probably turn into when they're all grown and matured. Just look at Nas, Farah and Eunice. Cynthia, Enqi and yadayadayada. Oh and, Jack and Nicole. =D

hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

ohoh, i was really shocked when i saw Aaron Cheng in church with his Girlfriend. cos, that was really.. Unlikely, lols. It's really nice to have someone accompanying you in Mass, just to know that He and he's right beside you. (:

Harry Potter wasnt as nice as i thought it would be, this could prolly be the not so nicest espisode of Harry Potter. =/ and, dame. there goes my short and sweet nice long week. it'll be long night study days and staying till late in school, but then again, it's all with the Sweets. ((:

Nicole's like the happiest girl alive now, with her new dress bought online and two new Little Miss tees. i swear shopping makes a girl really happy, even happier when she walks down the aisle.

we're really gonna study this time, no procrastinating nor playing a fool. the A's coming quick and furious, and the urgent feel draws upon me.
naw, bullshit. not that dramatic.
But, im still gonna start mugging. For real.
Here comes the Nerdy side of Nicole nobody knew existed.

i feel like a bastard now. HAHAHA.
Well, to myself.

Parrteeeh!

Here are some really funny videos taken at the party, oh they're mainly Cassandra ((:

The theme was Mismatch, and it's quite funny how mismatch Kanektas can be. heh!

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This was yesterday's:

The Pizza Place with Sweets before the Play.

After the Play, Sweets and i walked around until his daddy came to pick us up.

and, these are the pretty places. <33s

Many Loves,

nicole ((:

Good Friday, HAHA.

i like Friday. not just any other Fridays, but only this Friday. (:

Babyy and i walked the whole of Boat Quay, Esplanade Park and the Bridges and Tunnels and whatnots. we took ultra alot of pictures too, and will be uploaded soon enough i guess.

im kinda late for Kanektas 3rd, but Babyy's still getting ready. so i dont think i have time to finish uploading all 54 pictures. HOHO! i've been enjoying Babyy's company like this entire week, with no hockey nor school till late and all. i likeeee~ =D

Mismatch is the theme, and i got troubles thinking of what to wear. what a weird theme this year. spare me, lmao. more pictures, definitely. watch this space people, watch this space.

Bahbye =))

[that man went China again- we dont really give a shit this time.]

HAHAHA

Imma Emo Kid. Weeeh! ):

Photos!

This, is LATER (:


This, is NEXT WEEK.


GC can draw love <3


Rainbow is everywhere (:


The Boyfriend is Love.




I love Gerlaine ((:


Despite the distance =D

this week is

i like this week. it's short, and sweet. (:
monday was like short, tuesday was like shorter, today is like short too.
tomorrow is a long day, but friday got no school!

ohoh, plus friday's King Lear's play. yay, i so love this week.

and damn, my whole entire full body is aching from top to bottom, left to right, head to toe and diagonally. LOL, seriously aching. and my poor pointing finger is now screaming in pain, only to let it's voice go in vain. i shall start studying, for all my subjects. promise. and if any other promises go to waste, this will stand. =)

but right now, i think, i need a good night's sleep.
good night muscles, rest well. it'll be anothe exciting day tomorrow. ((:

hey sugar, you know i love you like chocolates and pretty dresses. or maybe more than that. we have so many more joy ahead, and i want you by me come what may. <33s

smile like you mean it, babyy. ((:

children, heh.

some people just want to go all out to irritate me, from spamming tagboards to anon miss calls.
oh trust me, it's not working lah hur. try harder maybe? hehs.

oh, here are some really cool anon people:
1) 90522943
2) 92481999
go ahead and have fun (:
call them in the middle of the night or something.

How realistic can the world get?

A woman worries until she gets a husband
A man never worries until he gets a wife
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can ever spend
A successful woman is one who can find such a man

I love it when we get together

That's the boyfriend and the cousins i love.

and when the boyfriend leave for hockey, we continue to take pictures.

Shopping has never been so fun, even when i can't buy anything.

The Love and I.

`Met Jack and went Vivo after church.

`Met Aunt and Cousins

`Ate at Food Republic

`Had Joelle's Bear Created.

`ate Ben&Jerry's

`Walked around and took pictures

`Jack left for hockey

`walked around some more and took more pictures

`left Vivo

`drove around to find Depot Rd

`ate Botak Jones, MMHMMM!

aside, read this. it's really entertaining (:

Dear Tech Support,

a while ago i upgraded GIRLFRIEND 7.0 to WIFE 1.0.1. i soon noticed that the new program began unexpected organizational and renovation processing that took up a lot of time and valuable resources. In addition, WIFE 1.0.1 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as SURFING 10.3, CLUBBING 7.5 and RACQUETBALL 3.6.
i cant seem to keep WIFE 1.0.1 in the background while attempting to run my other favourite applications. im think about going back to GIRLFRIEND 7.0 but the uninstall doesnt work on WIFE 1.0.1.

Please Help!
Troubled User...

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Dear Troubled User:

this is a very common problem that men often complain about.
many people upgraded from GIRLFRIEND 7.0 to WIFE 1.0.1 thinking that it is just a utilities and entertainment program. WIFE 1.0.1 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING. it is also impossible to delete WIFE 1.0.1 and return to GIRLFRIEND 7.0. it is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program files from the system once installed.
you cannot go back to GIRLFRIEND 7.0 because WIFE 1.0.1 is designed not to allow this. look in your WIFE 1.0.1 manual under WARNINGS: ALIMONY AND COMMUNITY PROPERTY. i recommend that you just keep WIFE 1.0.1 and work on improving the situation. i suggest installing the background application YES DEAR 2.7 to alleviate your program problems.
the best course of action is to enter command C:/Apologise because ultimately you will have togive the Apologise command before the system will return to normal anyway.
WIFE 1.0.1 is a great program but it tends to be very high maintenance. WIFE 1.0.1 does come with several support programs such as CLEAN AND SWEEP 3.0, COOK IT 1.5, and SEX 4.2, however be very careful how you use these programs. improper use will cause the system to launch the program NAG NAG 9.5. Once this happens, the only way to improve the performance of WIFE 1.0.1 is to purchase additional software. i recommend FLOWERS 2.1 and DIAMONDS 5.0.
WARNING!! Do not under any circumstances install SECRETARY WITH SHORT SKIRTS 3.3. This application is not supported by WIFE 1.0.1 and will cause irreversible damage to the operating system.

Best of Luck
Tech Support.

okay bahbye(:

Toodles! <3

you could touch my soul

my attempt to be a better student is going fairly well. i hope. damn it, i seriously need help for history.

Say what you mean, or dont say it at all.

i got a bad feeling about this Midyears, altho i know i dont usually do really well. but the least i could do was to secure my A for math. but i didnt, i guess i spent too much time fooling around. too much time spent with him, too much time sacrificed for him. training, studying, rest, and all the other possible times i can give up just to keep him company. i dont know why am i thinking this way. nope, no period, no moodswings, no weird cravings. im perfectly fine right this moment. i know he's gonna read this, but im still posting it.

what am i doing? =/
yes, im sad.

Czechoslovakia, you stupid.

School's starting, and it sucks.

on a lighter note,
Click HERE ((:

God closed one door, to open another.

i made history today. (:

my THREE hour history paper started at 2.30pm. and i walk outta that paper at 3.40pm sharp. how cool was that hur? and then many other cannot make it history kakis (named by Eunice) follwed suit. it's not me you know, it's US like 06a1. oh wells.

that aside, now that exams are over, i feel a lil less burdened. for now at least. with MYE gone, means that Promos is in two months time. now, that's something worth fretting over. damn. im looking forward to many things in July. there's the:

`13th July - not so awaited CHINESE A'levels Oral Examinations
`14th July - Joelle's 9th Birthday/ Lien's 18th Birthday
`19th July - King Lear play
`30th July - Eleven Months ((:

what else did i miss out? bahs.

oh, the chinese oral sucks. damn, that came out wrong. LOL. and jack had to remind me that the Chinese Oral is on the 13th July, a friday. which means, it's a fucking bad omen.

jack's at hockey. hockey's mean. hockey's making jack wake up at 5 tmr. hockey made me not able to watch my Die Hard 4.0 but imma watch it anyway. hehs.

it just occurred to me that tmr's the 070707. was once an important date to me, but now, as i look at it, it looks disturbing. like, 060606. lmao. -shakes my head- bad omen, bad omen.
HAHA, bullshit.

okay hockey, i want my Jack, now.
bahbyes.

God Blessed The Broken Road((:

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wipped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[ Chorus: ]
Every long lost dream
Lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That lead me straight to you.

I think about the years I spent
just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost
and give it back to you
And you just smile and take my hand
You been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan
And that is coming true.

[ Chorus ]

Now I'm just rolling home
into your loving arms
this much i know is true
that God blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you

That god blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you

yes, God Blessed The Broken Road.

lalala~

so, the boyfriend and i went to chill around. and occassionally, we were reminded of our history paper tomorrow, but we only shug it off lightly.

and when we were walking back from IMM, jack pulled me away from an on-coming Indian fella. and then i said, "whoa, hero saved the damsel." and then we laughed. and i said, "COMON, I NOT SCARED, Indian! come again! i got hero to save me." and then the next moment after the car passed, one whole group of indians came our way. and we LMAO literally. like, all the way til now on the phone.

blah blah blah, jack and i are gonna pray so hard that our prayers will come true. cos, good things come in pairs. =D

im history. No, no

go on, click on those links under Millennia Intistute. you'd prolly drown in all the history shit.

honestly, i dont give a damn to all the history and whatnots, but surely i know i must clear that mofo piece of shit to get my ass into the Unis. it must have been a serious abomination when i decided to make myself sit thru all the backdated lessons. history's dead, aint it?

i always tell myself before exams, "comon man, i bloody need to mug" and i always end up ranting here cos i hadnt. so now, fuck off luh. heh. hey Nic, nice screwing this mid-years yo.
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backtrack.

Transformers was Sexy. i wasnt even interested, but Jack had to make me watch it with him. superultramazingly nice i'd say. Hot babe and Fast car. like, the movie of the year. lols.

i wanna watch Harry Potter still.
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that aside.

4th of July, Independence Day. hey qi, remember how we walked a thousand miles to get that Aston Martin and sent it over the the US? eh, 4th of July, rights, Hot Drummer's Day.

Happy Birthday Hot Sex Hans! ((:
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know,

Jack found a sex place damn right my craving now. Sushi DimSum Buffet. now tell me, what beats that hur, what beats that? imma go eat when i get my money. hurhurs.
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everything feels like sex to me now. hothothot. =D

im feeling so random now, i feel like going on and on and on.
but, bullshit. imma go have sex game right this minute. bahs.

oms, smelly like woots.

this should be a note, a note to all woman. to not raise your arms above 45 degrees on public transport, it's not very glamourous. ((: