time, im gonna kill you.

friendlys every training is strenuous man. to intensify the situation, we're all injured. feelings and emotions do overwhelm me some times. [note: sometimes.] actually, it's no biggy at all ya. it's just the thought that makes it all so intriguing.

i'll share a lil secret here okay (:
im so ultra bored.
dont spread.
i've got nothing to do, and i refuse to do homework.
lol.

lmao, shoot me.

two hundred and fourteen days of happiness now. (:

im not crazy, or anything.

today is a happy rainy day.
nicole is exceptionally smiley today.
thus, nicole is a very happy girl.


p.s today's post is longer than yesterday's.

i'll kiss you like an angel.

(:

nicole is a happy girl.

you dont know how much i want to watch this.

what day is it?

sometimes, i try very hard to make sense of why other girls can shop and shop when i cant. and i try to understand that why i shouldnt do the same. although i get really frustrated sometimes because i think that it's not fair, cos afterall we're all girls of the same age and time. im just like any other girl, except that they have wealthier parents than me.

so i tell myself it's okay, i just have to save to get what i want. for me to get the same things as the other girls, i have to wait months after they have had it, before i can get mine. and i can get quite sad cos again, i dont think it's fair at all. i told myself on certain months, that i can go ahead and spend on what i like and what i feel like having. but i'll have to go easy on the food i eat and the places i go after spending. so i diet, and i deprive myself of fun which costs money. i try to enjoy the littlest things in life, prolly watching tv at home, or just sleep my days away.

the boyfriend just told me he spent 3000 bucks today, and i feel happy for him. cos he finally got what he wanted, although not exactly what he wanted. but simultaneously, i feel totally pathetic. cos i have to pay thru my pockets to get the exact same thing he got. i gotta perhaps save for 9 months before i can get what i want. that's as good as giving birth to an infant, and the funny thing is that the pain's almost there. i saved for 9 months, and then i would think. i went thru so much, just to save this 2000 odd plus bucks. would i even want to spend it all just like that on a lappy? what an irony eh?

on the lighter note, i learn to treasure the things i buy, cos i went thru so much to buy it. and i experienced the pain of saving and then to spend it all again. afterall, it's a vicious cycle so to speak. you save to spend. well, at least at my age. or maybe even only me and a few other poor girls.

so i keep telling myself, that i will make so much money when i grow up, i can buy whatever i want, whenever i feel like it. but every time i tell Jack this, he'll just laugh. mummy always tell me and nick, "money isn't everything, but without money, you're nothing." it's kinda realistic, but that's what kind of world we're living in. i would call it, the survival of the richest. if you think hard enough, everything has something to do with money. even what we learn in school, the direct ones will be principles of accounts, mathematics, and economics. the indirect ones will be the rest, preparing us for the working force. which, will in turn generate money for our livelihood. i dont know, that's how i feel. but how i feel will not make me money. heh, if only it could.

what are people without money?

Princess of my King.

today, is yet another oh-so-hot day. really is so hot. i could melt while walking okay. and i wore jeans again lah, how smart okay. went to church, and the whole morning and afternoon was like taking a stroll in the microwave please. everyone's complaining okay.

and whee, i finally attended session today. and everyone was like so happy cos they see nicole again after dont know how many eons. but, sad to say, today's session is a bit boring lah huh. but its okay! (:

holy week's coming, and i have a busy busy schedule ahead.
tmr, Mothership @ Val's
Maundy thursday, sedar meal after mass
Marion Pilgrimage
man, i cant remember anymore. still, im so excited. ohh, i cant wait.

see what sessions do to nicole, hahahaha. anyways,

Youth In The Spirit Seminar
14-17 Jun 2007
@ CSC

lol, this is what we've been waiting for. lalalala~

oh comon, look. our Team MI is getting stronger with every training okay. we're having quite a few more friendly matches next week. no doubt im excited about it, im actually quite discouraged. oh heck that fat thing, im gonna play so well the next time, she's gonna be shocked. like the rest would think, i dont wanna lose to her. neither would i wanna lose to her. in fact, we all know who's better ya.

oh my fatty cow, it's so hot. i cannot take it anymore. im gonna bathe. doodles!

cos it's you and me

Team MI


a.k.a The Bimbo Clan (HuiMin's dumb idea)


Lenice extra. LMAO.

i dont know why, i get irritated pretty easily these few days. i got so frustrated at jack cos he's sucha asshole, and i got so frustrated at blogskin cos there's no nice skins. then i got frustrated cos there was nothing to eat, and was frustrated cos FB's a bitch and three halfs. then i tell myself, its okay nic. and indeed it was okay.

i feel so mouth-itchy, i ate the whole birthday goodie bag which mummy brought home, and now that whole bag of super rings thats supposed to be for next week looks so tempting.

anyways,
enqi and i was talking as usual and..

enqi: my hand pain like hell.
nic: why?
enqi: no idea. finger pain.
nic: lol, you finger yourself?
enqi: ... =.=
nic: LMAO LMAO
enqi: type until finger pain la, you think until where?
nic: -went hysterical-

oh wells, kids nowadays.

anyways, just so you know. im pretty alright with negation now. and all the shits that come our way. on the lighter note, iloveyou. (:

208 days now, babyy. <3

i love volley, but..

see, it is certainly good to be humble. i mean self-conscious.

i decided not to go on, because then, i'll bring myself to her level.
but im still fucking pissed.
period.

two in love

as i was telling Thursday, that i had no mood for anything because jack's at camp. and, Friday that i had that little energy for a little something because i saw jack in the afternoon. so, hello Saturday, im running on full battery now. and im ready for anything. well, anything = sleep. so yah. lol.

today, today, today is so ultratonishingly hot i could melt while walking please. and i finally decided to wear my only pair of jeans, how smart arh nic. my sexy thighs were sweating like elephants okay.

people always say, the grass on the other side is always greener. so looking on the bright side, jack and i went out today. to the ever happening Causeway Point. so happening, jack and i had to walk aimlessly around and did nothing. you can ask him, he agrees its the most happening place ever. LMAO.

and oh, i must say that the friendly on Friday was duhs. i only got to play in the last set, but still i likee. oooh, my spike was such tycomaniac okay. i must say it was phenomenal, my foot. but it was nice, nicer than what i expect from me. we won, and we lost. fair enough. we've got quite a strong team now, honestly.
nuff said.

today is ultramazingly elating day. cos i finally get to see fattypork again! and fattypork's the best boyfriend ever, the best. like totally. oh, i love my fattypork. ((:


everyday, we grow stronger.

absence makes the heart grow fonder

so, my valentine is going away for camp. and im gonna miss him like madness redefined. oh man, i bet the next three days is gonna be like three eternity luhs. what will i do hur? hur? hur? see, i told you i never liked hockey.

and oh oh oh, fattypork and i went to take neos, and and and he wanted it on his own accord. HO HO HO. really, i'll have evidence soon enough. watch this space people.

fattypork just came up with this really retarded idea which require a sick person, me, to travel from school to his house and to school and o his house again. just so he can see me the whole three days.

im gonna figure how to spend my three eternity now. bahbye little boys and little girls.

it rains when im sad

suffocating.



There are moments when
I don't know if it's real or
if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

you know i'll be there at the end

i've got the best boyfriend, and
i've been the worst girlfriend.

im so protective and yet he's so understanding.
im so unreasonable, still he compromise.
im so hyperactive and he loves me all the same.
im so stubborn but he's been so patient.
im so peevish and he's always so tolerating.
im so whimsical with the things i do but he supports me.

oohhhh, what will i do without my fattypork?

hor, fattypork? ((:

poisoned by these fairytales

woohoooo!
hooooooooooooooooooolidays.

ya okay,
caught Music & Lyrics with jaaaack.
and i likee the movie, so.. sweet.

i've been fine and life was a blast.
at least, literally a blast.

although i seem to have lost my ability
to actually blog normally and sanely,
im still quite productive and i believe
that i will work hard to gain my goals.

go figure those yourselves. (:

people pass, and listen to us laugh. wishing that they had the same thing. and our friends they ask, how we made it last. i just smile and say the same thing.

im not sure how we got here, but babyy im just glad that we got here.

iloveyou.

the littlest things

JACK (:

i will never want you to go babyy

SO, this is SECOND DAY OF NEW YEAR.


nicoooooooLe


jaaaaaaaaaCk


i like this picture.


reflections always tell the truth.



SO, this is the THIRD DAY OF NEW YEAR.


My Superman and his Stripes.


jack's childish.


we went pariss, good fooooood. yums!


i wanna spend all my days with you, babyy.


this is Ash Wednesday.




SO, this was Grandpa's birthday, yesterday.

and this is the superultramegaohmyson cute SHAWN.








okay byebye.

what doesnt destroy me, makes me stronger.

yay, we're quarrelling everyday.