Poor Thing

This is why Mr Aircon hasn't been friendly to me these days. Mr Aircon is sick, he's got a cold! Now now Mr Aircon, get well soon, we can be friends again! (:

Get well soon Mr Aircon!

Pop Rings & Vanilla Coke ♥

Some people can just amazingly unfriend some of their friends who accompanied them through their worst days, in and out of school. Oh, and without telling you why. And they go on and on about stuff on their websites, so coincidently, those stuff, are stuff that are somehow or rather related to you. And they totally pretend that you needed them, when it was actually the other way round. They needed us more than we needed them, if you get what I mean.

Honestly, Jack and I didn't have to befriend such people, and just let _____ be alone. I'm not looking for a fight or anything, I just thought that you know, you cannot just unfriend someone like that. Especially when we sincerely treated you as a friend.

*If you think I'm talking about you, come and fucking confront me in my face. Stop your chicken-y antics. If you cared enough while you were still my friend, you prolly should know better, I love confrontations more than chicken-y stunts. It really didn't mean that we are oblivious to it, just because we don't react. Get real. (:

Anyways, there's this rocker girl that I know of, she's don't look very friendly, and yes she is an extremely angry kid. She has this the-whole-world-owes-me-a-living face, and she doesn't like people very much. I secretly wish that she would rock to her death with her mat boyfriend. (:

I've been very whiney these days, must be the lack of sleep. Seriously. Heh.

On a lighter note, there are two crazy assed movies that I want to watch. It's cartoon, but I love it anyways, more than spooky horror films.

Please get over the fact that I once dated your boyfriend.

No, I'm not in a bitchy mood or anything at all. Really, I just want to prove my point. I don't really know what I'm proving here, but here goes nothing...

Below is a print screen of my EX-Boyfriend's Facebook page. I've actually blurred their names and faces to protect whatever privacy they have left. Not to mention that only doofus won't know who my Ex-Boyfriend is.

It reads:

xxxx xxx i really should be sleeping.

July 20 at 12:53am · Comment · Like

Nicole Sze

Go to bed you doofus!

July 20 at 12:54am · Delete

xxxx xxx sorry only xxxxxx can call me doofus.

about an hour ago

Here's the thing, I commented on his facebook status. And if there was/is ever this rule to not post anything at all on your Ex-Boyfriend's facebook wall, I'm so sorry I unknowingly broke the rule. For the record, this isn't happening for the first time.

The last time, he had to come and tell me to get over him because I commented about what we used to be in a random note. What a joke.

So, as always, in my defense, here's my reply:

Oh yes, I still don't want to lose a friend like him. Please get used to the fact that I'll always be around, until he decides to un-friend me, again.

Yay, we're all going prawning on Monday together! Awesomeness much, no?

I'm feeling normal, even after this entry. I don't hate you, not like you're gonna read this anyways. Please, just get over the fact that once upon a time dated your boyfriend, 5 years ago. TYVM.

Okay bye.

Me and Mr Darcy

What else can I do on a lonely Sunday afternoon?

What is wrong with Blogger?

☠ I have a guitar, idling at the corner of my room, collecting as much dust as it possibly can.

☠ I need to make money. Please help fund Jacole's bank account. Desperate need for kaachiiings.

☠ Something is seriously wrong with blogger. I'm typing in this tiny box at the bottom corner of my screen. Something is seriously wrong.

☠ Swimming with YAYA in about 11 hours time. Shoo fats, shoo!

☠ My floor is miraculously clean. Thanks to BF♥ (:

☠ Jack and I have officially ran outta places to go together. Singapore is just too small.

☠ I cannot wait for Prawning Monday! (: With M&G, Benach, Annabellaaron(?) and Jacole. Awesomeness!

☠ I dislike blogging in such tiny box. I might develop claustrophobia, speaking of which, I feel breathless and sweaty and anxious and faint-y and ....

There is something wrong with Blogger, right this moment. Not conducive to blog at all.

Things we sometimes forget.

I think that this post-it note is awesome. (:

Until next time.

Hello.

Please pardon me for the lack of updates, I am, apparently down with severe blogger's block. This update is to inform my readers of several insignificant things as listed below:

• I have been nothing but elated these past few days. It must be the fact that my fuckingmenses is ending/has ended.
• I am feeling happy because I bought myself apparels as well, and will continue to buy some more because it obviously makes me happy.
• Jack sleeps like a log.
• I passed GP with a less than fulfilling grade.
• I need to get back my History paper, even though it's done shittily because I did only 2/4 essays for both papers.
• I hate my new time table, 4 blocks of 40 mins lesson every day.
• When I pee, I count the number of seconds I take to finish peeing.
• I like to wear oversized tees to sleep.
• I am the fattest woman on earth, anyone who is or appears to be fatter than I am is not counted.
• I like eating spring onions, I steal them from the kitchen to munch all the time.
• This month's ice cream flavour is Venezia Gelateria's Chocolate Mint, all thanks to Jack's little sister, Josey.

That's about all of my insignificant updates, goodbye.

Whatever happened to Never Say Never?

Smile tho' your heart is aching
smile even tho' it's breaking
when there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by if you
smile through your fear and sorrow

smile and maybe tomorrow
you'll see the sun come shining thru' for you.
Light up your face with gladness
hide ev'ry trace of sadness
altho' a tear maybe ever so near
that's the time you must keep on trying

smile what's the use of crying
you'll find that life is still worth while
if you'll just smile.

Listening to her makes me feel all better again.

All's well.

☮ So, I sat through my last paper for Prelim 1. For what it's worth, I mugged the whole night, caught about an hour's of sleep before dragging my ass to school and regurgitated every thing out. It was alright, just that I didn't study enough to finish the paper. Will not MC often anymore, MC-ing makes me miss classes and that sucks because I always return to school clueless. ):

☮ Lots of people didn't turn up for papers, looks like Jack and I aren't the only one. History's top scorers missed History paper. I think our teachers are gonna be so disappointed. But, it makes no sense sitting for the paper if one feels totally unprepared. It's 3 hours, and I'd rather spend it sleeping, who wouldn't right? If you're a teacher, and you're reading this, wait. What are you doing here? Don't you have papers to mark? Heh.

☮ And the flea is about 24 hours away. I'm so excited I hope I earn money from all my nonsense at home. Kachiiing! I need to dig all my rubbish out soon, so people can buy them off me. (:

☮ Jack is coming over in about an hour's time. It's super cold in here, I'm not gonna share my blanky. Hence, the picture.

☮ All of a sudden, I miss playing volleyball. Ah wells, I guess I'm not the only one. =/

☮ I want to paint my room white, it's sherbet green now, and it looks gross. I hate my room, it's too small. No matter how I reposition my Queen size bed, there's always no space to walk. I'm gonna get beanbags too. I'm so sexcited. :D

☮ I'm gonna catch the zzz monster now, see y'all. (:

Bad Stomach

Okay, i went to the doctor today for __ because I decided to ____ _____. And the doctor diagnosed and warned me that I'm prone/or might already have Helicobacter Pylori. I need to go to Mount E. to do gastroscope and urea breath test. Sounds scary, I'll pass. (:

I wonder if this has anything to do with my monthly killer menses cramps.
Anyhow, I'm looking forward to Nasi Lemak at Chong Pang for dinner.
Okay, good night/morning people.

P.S Good luck to all you taking your papers tomorrow. :P

To my wonderful man:

When i picked you up

for our first date baby

well your pretty blue eyes

they were drivin me crazy

and the tiny little thought

that was so amazing is

they were lookin at me

i held open the car door for you

then you climbed inside and

slid on over to the other side

i thought my oh my

sweet thing

the moon is high

and the night is young

come on and meet me

in the backyard under the cotton wood tree

it's a good thing

am i wishing?

oh come on sweet thing

won't you climb on out of your window

while the world's sleepin

you know i need you and there's

no way i'll be leavin

till we're kissin on the porch swing

oh my little sweet thing

yea

i know i'm gonna see you first thing tomorrow

but i just couldn't wait

so i had to borrow uncle jake's mustang

it's his favorite car

so i can't stay long

standin here feelin like a

love-struck romeo

oh all i wanna do is hold you close

steal a little more time

is that such a crime?

Sweet thing

the moon is high and the night is young

come on and meet me

in the backyard under the cotton wood tree

it's a good thing

am i wishin?

oh come on sweet thing

won't you climb on out of your window

while the world's sleepin

cause you know i need you and

there's no way i'll be leavin

till we're kissin on the porch swing

oh my sweet thing

Oh my

sweet thing

sweet thing

sweet thing

sweet thing

oh my sweet thing

the moon is high and the night is young

come on and meet me

in the backyard

under the cotton wood tree

it's a good thing

tell me i'm not dreamin'

oh sweet thing

won't you climb on out of your window

while the world's sleepin

cause you know i need you and

there's no way i'll be leavin

till we're kissin on the porch swing

oh my little sweet thing

oh come on

sweet thing

sweet thing

sweet thing

sweet thing

oh my little sweet thing

yes you are!

All's well at twilight

Would you believed that I took these shots in our boring sunny island?
With my crappy old 10.0 mega pixels camera?
How would these shots look like if I shot it with my DSLR?
Where do you think this place is?
A picture speaks a thousand words?

These shots are so breath-taking.
It would have been more awesome if you saw it yourself.
Goodnight you beautiful. (:

What I wanna say is that they don't really care about us.

I have two papers tomorrow, economics paper 2 and literature paper 5. Pray for my survival please thank you (I don't know a single peeweeshit about anything related at all)

Sometimes, you are so good at something, you get complacent. Like how I used to be so awesome in Math, but I got complacent, stopped practicing as hard, and then all the "knots" started forming, until I gave up on it because there's simply too much to untie and it gets really frustrating. So today, I came to a conclusion, if you're good at something, don't stop doing it. Else you'll be forced to quit.

So, I've finally finished One Tree Hill seasons 1 to 6. I'm glad I watched it, because I liked it. (: That sets me thinking, what show should I watch next? :D

These 6 days, or so. Supposedly for me to MUG like a cow, but I've been late-night blading, catching up with FRIENDS, and SLEEPing much. Serves me right, I deserve to fail, everyone, please fail with me. Thanks. Lol.

I'm so looking forward to my flea, I need money. I'm gonna sell all my nonsense at home. Please buy them off me. Thanks. Bye.

I'm crying every night.

Well, I'm not taking that feisty post back, because I felt what I felt. But I suppose he made it up to me in the end, like he always does, and I love him for that, really. Although he can be a shit face of a boyfriend most of the time, I do know that he never meant to do all those things he did, or not do, on purpose. Because if he did, we won't be 2 years going on 3. But, that does not give him the rights to keep doing every thing he did, or not doing anything at all.

Now, people, albeit all the horrible things he does. Jack is not the reason why I cry every night. THIS, is.

Good night y'all, while I return to sobbing on my bed.

I HATE THIS MAN.

I WANT TO EAT...

I'd run away with the one who'd bring me to eat these for dinner.