vision

a vision

yeah, i had a dream last night. and, it was quite scary laah. here it goes..

i have no idea where i was cos my vision was blurred. but as i try to make out the surrounding, i saw ben kor kor walking towards me. and he came up to me and said:

"here's my advice, once you have made up your mind, dont look back. because in a relationship, once things have been decided, no matter how many chances you give it, it'll still turn out the same way."

okays, so he disappeared. and i continued walking, and then i came upon this girl. and i tried to find her in my memory bank. and so, i realised. she's enqi. and she came up to me and said:

"since you made up your decision to let go, then dont dwell on the past anymore. and besides, you got your target now."

she smirked and walked away. then i decided to venture forward, and i wondered what else was installed for me. just as i took my turn, jack walked towards me. and he said:

"yup, life's simple. you make choices, and never look back."

then i realised it wasnt coincidence anymore. so i started to make sense of what they said to me. and i took my turn, and saw this garden with a fountain in the center. so i convinced myself of sitting there alone. i walked towards the side of the garden, and sat on the bench, as i sit down, i saw two silhouettes opposite where i was sitting. then i thought this girl resembled the girl i saw in the mirror for the past 17 years. it was me, myself. and this person beside me, is God. i tried to listen to what we were talking about. but, apparently i couldnt hear a thing. but, it was so peaceful, the sound of the water flowing from the fountain, the birds chirpping up on the trees, the gentle breeze brushing across our faces, the sweet smiles that was on my face all the while, the blue blue sky with birds soaring across, little children playing on the green green grass, the melody of nature. and then, i woke up. what a dream. phew.