maturity

this pharse in my life, plays a significant part in my days on earth. this, is my turning point. a point where i break from my comfort zone. hopefully, i'll change to a girl, with that maturity of thought. with that controlled temper. with that determination. with that smile no matter what.

chinese teachers sucks. i never liked any one of them. and neither do i like chinese at all. dont ask me what happened. im super fished up. the anger is still inside me. not that im petty or unforgiving. JUST LOOK AT HER ATTITUDE. baah. what the blue blue baraccuda.

and, these people, i must say, are the best people who's crossed my paths.

Enqi
Charissa
Hsiang Lin
Janessa
Hazel
Marilyn
Jack
Sam
Grace
Rachel
my da jie. LENIS
my er jie. STEPH
my san jie. HUIMIN
HAHA.

made me smile thru this sucky period of my life. thanks lah. =D

esp sam and jack. haha. tho they dont lemme emo.
and chari, i know God cares.
enqi, sighs. my identity crisis.
grace, lols. i know i very crappy lah.
da jie and er jie. hahaha. she wanted to pia zhui cos the chinese teacher bully me.
aye. and so many many people lah. =D

you people are Godsent lah. i love you to bits! muahs! hurhurhur.

i've been reflecting quite a lot for the past few days. and i search deep within me for an answer to my doubts and frustrations.

and. my answer's quite heart-wrenching: i am quite confused. sighs.

what to do? =/