cookies

look like koala bear. LOLS.

princess! so C-U-T-E!

jovina(janessa's sister) made this just for me! aww, im so touched!

pre-baked cookies. mmhmm!

watching tv? muahahas.

baking...

so nice to watch? television. baking channel. HAHA.





cookies of love
special ingredient: LOVE

hsiang lin, janessa and me!

yessss! i baked cookies! muahahahas. so nice lar. soo sweet. teehee! taste not bad too! muahahahas.


sighs i wanted to bake some for him too. but i figured he might not even wanna talk to me. sighs. subra says, he'll come back for me. i dont want him to come back for me, i just want him to be my friend. ): like how we used to be. like what we used to be. sighs. every single time i see him, i'll hate myself. argh!


anyways, the cookies are for tmr. ((: i made marilyn guessed what we did today. and she started guessing like a retard. LOL. i enjoy that actually. muahahahas.


tomorrow is gonna be so fun! teehees! 9am at JE mrt station. muaahahahahas. the only camera i have is my phone. lols. oh wells. im gonna save up and get myself a digi cam! 500 bucks plus. im sure i'll come to that sum. LOLS.


while i was baking, VALERIE msged me. and asked me sth. lols. some retard qns thingy. HAHA. I LOVE VAL! muahahahahahas. charles, i love val. =D


i so cannot wait for tomorrow.


dear lord,
please do not let it rain tomorrow.
i pray.
amen.





i'm not a perfect person.
there're many things i wish i didnt do.
but i continue learning.
i never meant to do those things to you.

i'm sorry that i hurt you.
its something i must live with every day.
and all the pain i've put you through
i wish that i could take it all away.
and be the one who catches all your tears.

and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know
i found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new


a reason for all that i do.






and the reason is y.o.u



you know i never meant to do those things i did. people tell me that im deprived of my chance, but for a start, i dont even deserve a chance. so where did the word deserve come from? maybe ruining bliss is all i know how to do. come one day, if bliss is able to survive my temper, that, is love. chance is something i will never get. to hell with chance, i just want to be his friend. sighs. subra says, how come you all become like that? well, i dont have a clue at all. lien says, i think you all piss each other off purposely. you know that's all i can do to make him talk to me. =/


you know i feel,
like the sunset in my heart is.
missing.



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you'll always be the sun in my sky.