hais

its really when your down and depress, you'll see who your real friends are.
and most often than not, you'll realise there's actually no one at all.
and those who always said they'll be here, are often not here.
and those who says that they be here, are most of the time the cause of that sadness.


and it's really now, that i see my love has always been here.
and to think i keep on falling out with her cos of the slightest problems.
she's been there for me ever since i fell in love,
and she's still here when im outta love.
its really when you have no one to turn to,
you'll realise who's really always been by your side.
and she dont have to tell me.
because i know that no matter what,
she'll be here for me.
just like how i would be for her.
sometimes, when you are too into love,
you often neglect the precious advise.



and i think, i've neglected ALOT of em.
and almost all of them, came from her.
and to think i thought what she said were rubbish.
and thinks that she doesnt understand me.
and to alot of people too.
love got into me. and im sorry.
sometimes, its just that i was too sad.
okay, maybe i refuse to be happy.
i dont know.
its almost a year now,
perhaps its time i should let go.
i dont know how.
but i'll try again.



and for some people,
you dont have to bother okay.
nobody ask you to read my blog.
and nobody ask you to ask about me.
sometimes just ignoring me might do you good.
problems are a part of my life.
you dont have to interfere.























this is me.
and im nicole.