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so the boy was sitting there by the beach
it was nice and everything
he was with his friend
M
and she kept on complaining how she would rather have her boyfren there with her then him
and he said" shut up lah. u know i'd very much rather have someone else too"
"ooooh..new girl huh.. who who???"
"anyone is better then you lah pls"
so after she tried to strangle him n stuff sand into his mouth
he started to think
now
who would he like to have there with him
then the pictures started to roll through his head
first J.smart. cute.yet elegant
than C. carbon copy female version of him
than R.oooh.hot sexy.yet not ur average air-head.R
but that night
when he dreamt
he dreamt of her
tender.loving.girl
the one girl that he've ever loved
the one girl he'll never get

now,
they're like..
the wind
they can never see it
but they can always feel it

he has been trying, for six months, to extinguish that flame.
and so he thought she never did try.
and so he thinks she's naive and thinks it so easy.
little did he know, that she knows more than he thinks.
but still she'll try, because it doesnt belong to her anymore.

she knows its not gonna work out,
but she still loves like there is no tomorrow.
because she believes that this love mean everything to her.

and this story ended six days ago.
when she cried thru the night,
alone in despair.
so she realised, it no longer is true.
tho the story has ended,
she still cries.

yes, she hopes for one last night.

just like what he wanted.

but she cannot.

she's afraid she'll hug him so tight, she might decide never to let go again. she's afraid she might break down and cry. she's afraid she'll never see him again. she's afraid she'll forget how he used to look at her. she's afraid she'll forget their kisses. she's afraid.. to see him cry again.

because all these hugs and kisses doesnt belong to her anymore.

and so she decides to take these all alone. she'll cry alone. she'll reminise alone. she'll be alone. she'd rather she cry all her life to see his drop of tear. she'd rather get stab in her heart to see him heartbroken. she'd rather die to see him cry.

and it all comes to past. now,

it's someone else's night.

it's someone else's heart.

it's someone else's place.

it's someone else's rights.

it's someone else's HIM..

it's someone else's love..

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