antagonised.

i didnt mean to fall in love with you; im sleeping with the ghost of me and you.


hmm. sighs.. anyways. pictures.. =)

picture to be exact. i left my thumbdrive at my aunt's so i'll upload some other day. ((:


awww. i feel damn LOVED. hahaha. are you jealous? LOLS. =D wait. where's greg? HAHA.





anyways. ENGLAND! wooooot! hahahaha.
damn disappointing lar.
sighs..........









i get flashbacks all of a sudden.
and it totally sucks.
tho its really pleasant,
i dont think its time for flashbacks.
especially not all of a sudden.

especially not when imtrying really hard to let go.

especially not when i dont love him anymore.














or at least..




i think.












suddenly i feel out of place. i have no idea why.
like i dont fit in anymore.
i really have no idea why.



suddenly i feel damn sad. i have no idea why.
like i forgot how to smile.
i really have no idea why.



suddenly i feel like wanting to cry.
i know why.
do you?












i wanna know how's life without nic.
i wanna know how's he getting along.
i wanna know what made him upset.
i wanna know what made him smile.
i wanna know everything that happens every minute of his life.


i went to his blog.
it was d-e-a-d.
the last post was ancient.
sighs. yada. anyways.




jack is an ass. LOL.




cos jack said he's gonna study tmr.

den i say farmers are damn busy catching flying pigs.

den he said he thinks he saw me flying.

den i called him dodo bird. extinct liao.

and he said of cos. such a nice guy like him extinct liao.

and den i say i go on the fan.

den he ask hot right.

den i ask him to shut up.

den he say of cos hot cos i talking to hot guy.

den i say suddenly my kettle freezing.

den he say of cos cos he's going off.



tian shui says he's full of shit.
nada. i think he keeps em. =) LOLs.










i had maths remedial today. and then volley after that.
maths was OH SO BORing. haha. JACK and TIANSHUI didnt come.
and NIC is oh so nice. i helped them take notes and copied notes.
*prouds* =D


volleyball was OMGosh.
damn tired man.
coach is an ass.
HAHAHA.
but i like him. =)

well at least better than the previous one. hehehe.



wheeeeeeeeeeee.
ballack is smacking COOL.
HA HA. so is ronaldo.
and smith.
neuvile.
and hmm. figo. LOL.

and..

BECKS of cos.








































































oh shut up enqi.

lalalalalala~ =]