stubborn tears just keep falling

is there anybody who feels the way i feel?
nobody feels how i feel, especially the ones closest to me.

im so hungry, yet i skipped dinner so i can come home early.
least mummy wouldnt get so angry, but she's not even home.

no, i dont like to cry. so i shall forbid tears from falling.


dont feel like going home,
dont feel like going school,
dont feel like going trainings.
HOME, school, volley.
what screwed up life is this?