on the journey home, i've thought about stuffs.
stuffs that happened and i remembered what i've learnt.
no you cannot serve with a selfish heart.
and no you dont judge other people's faith in God.
because a selfish heart will have no room for God.
and because its my faith and only God need to know.
plus, i believe my faith is stronger than a 9.0 earthquake.
its so much stronger than iron in fire, and bonds that you and i share.
although i know that sometimes i also do make such mistakes,
because we are only human. and as humans,
we tend to forget thus the need for others to constantly remind ourselves.
sometimes you judge without realising it,
i do admit that im guilty of that too.
and times like these, are times we'd prolly try and deny.
because reality is harsh when it comes in words.
certain times when people speak of themselves,
they tend to boast about their achievements.
or perhaps demanding you to do something.
prolly they wouldnt think its offensive,
because that is what they think, not we ourselves.
and oh, we all are proud of our better halves.
this im very sure, because i am too proud of my boyfriend.
but boasting and being proud are actually quite different.
you boast because your better half do all that you've told.
you boast because your better half is pleasing you so well.
you boast because your better half always gives in to you.
i admit that i am definitely boasting about Jack constantly.
but i dont get proud or high and mighty cos Jack's my boyfriend.
humans should be a lot more humble than we already are.
i do have an unbearable temper if i choose not to contain it.
and by speaking very nicely when im pissed,
might probably be the greatest achievement i can attain.
because obviously i dont usually do nice.
and i can get really bitchy if i choose to be.
because, i practice forgive and forget, live and let live.
that atones for my bitchiness i suppose.
despite me taking so much effort to do nice,
some people just have to turn me nasty.
then thats when all the painful words start to hurl out.
and we'll both feel like shit because i was mean.
i was mean cos you didnt want me to be nice.
and i mean, com'on lah.
we're all grown young adults now,
not in the i-dont-friend-you era anymore.
why not just practice live and let live, forgive and forget ya?
oh, i dont accuse and i dont pin point.
i dont make a remark just for the sake of making it.
if you think you really are mature and all,
you'd probably wont get so worked up over nothing.
maybe you and i need to think twice over this matter.
after all it takes two hands to clap.
wait, i dont remember me being the root of this problem at all.
arh, ya its not even my fault. and so now it seems like its all my fault.
nevertheless, forgive and forget. live and let live. =)
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