anguish feely.

all you who've been thru smiles and shits with me,
for all these long and arduous years of my life.

tell me, when have i put BRG before friendships?
tell me, when have i falsely accuse my friend before?
tell me, have i gotten pissed for no reason at all before?

know i think, i've always put friendships
before everything else. even myself.
everything has been about friends.

i've never met someone, who's so strong headed
and refuse to compromise even when i gave in.
tell me enqi, how many times have i gave in,
in circumstances where by i think im right?

even if i was selfish, it's always being selfish to myself.
even if i were to get pissed, it's only at myself.
see i dont understand why is this so hard to solve.
i've stepped back and gave in already you know.

i think, enqi you know me, and you know me best.
tmd i miss you lah. i miss hongkah. i miss huifen.
i miss the times when we're not as childish as
this dumb quarrel. so effing childish please. =/