today is supposed to be a very happy day, but then things just have to happen to spoil it.
-i've got a forgetful boyfriend
-i've got a jealous heart
-i get pissed like abc
-my heart is oh so soft
-i feel threatened tho i know it will not happen
-im always the fucking tenderloving gf who make her bfs cry
-imma loser girlfriend
but im quite thankful for friends God sent. they talk to me, they comfort me, they set my heart at ease. and i know i can count on them whenever i need them. i love my friends! =D
sometimes, my jealous heart takes control. and i cannot do anything, because my heart is very dominant when its jealous. and i become very withdrawn. sighs, it's hard for the heart and the mind to really co-exist in harmony.
you know, i have a very soft heart. and if you keep probing about the past with honey words and all, you'll make me flutter cos i'll end up in a dilemma. which will often spoil everything that i have. and then i'll get scared because i am very happy with what i have now, and i dont wanna change things. or rather i dont want things to change at all.
now i dont know what to do. i always end up pissed, cos of what happened. and then jack'll always be the one receiving all my shits. i feel pain, yet i cannot refrain myself from venting it on him. and i always make my honey cry. i feel like a bloody loser luh.
i dont like this jealous heart. not at all.
or maybe its just me luh har, cos i survive better on my own.
happy day my ass luh. fucking emo luh. so emo i could cry myself to bed.
LOOK, its not our fault she dont wanna sit with us or talk to us or things are simply not the same anymore okay. stop accusing us luh huh. get your facts right before you judge okay. you dont piss me off like cos you want to luh. such a bitch luh you. you spoilt my day today. thanks arh.
this is just so absurd luh. i get so pissed i could cry out loud okay.. =(
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