When Eveything Comes Crashing Down

when i needed someone to be there for me,
when i needed someone i could talk to,
when i needed to vent my frustrations out,
when i needed you, honey.

you find me unreasonable,
you think im stubborn,
you say i dont wanna confide in you.

you'll never know,
what's going on in my heart.
when everything else goes wrong,
you're the very first person
that my confused mind will think of.

i called you, and you were busy.
i waited for your call, and you never called.
when you called, that desire to vent,
it already distinguished. gone away.

because i know i can whine to you,
because i know i can vent on you,
because i dont want you to be worried.

and because of some boy, kid or whatever,
you decided to walk out on me.
left me alone with no one to turn to.

where's trust?
where's iloveyou?
where's understanding?

daddy dont want me anymore,
mummy refuses to come home,
and you walk out on me just like that.
you ever thought how i would feel?
only saying you're always like that.
then off you go, no goodbyes.

this is when everything comes crashing down,
and i have no more tears to shed anymore.
right now, i. feel. scared. i dont know why.
this lonesome feeling just aint going away.

oh God, why aint you helping me yet?

you know what?
i hate daddy.
i hate this man.