a saviour has been born

Merry Christmas!
christmas was okay, a lil less presents and
a lil less merrier than previous years, thats all.

Christmas Eve
went out in the afternoon to get all the last minutes stuffs, alone. and then came home did my hair and all, got ready and went to grandaunt's house for curry. and was rushing my christmas cards like a total retard. and then went over to jo's house for durian log cake and off to Christmas Mass. was really.. hmm, all i can say is i think apart from the dressing ups and the Christmas decorations, there's this prominent lack of Christmas Spirit. i dont know it just feels that way, but that's on the outside, but on my inside, i know that this Christmas Spirit in me never dies, because i love christmas and i love Jesus. (: after midnight mass, went over to grandma's for curry. again, yeah. then went home and slept.

Christmas Day
morning was bullshit lah, mmhmm. then ben kor kor came and fetch us to his house for lunch, and then i realised that cathy and him patched. lols, okays =/ had curry and lots of other food then stayed to four plus and cabbed to uncle gary's house. chill around and ate chocolate fondue, then we went out to Great World City for movie at 10. caught Night At The Museum, good show good show, very funny. very funny. i likee.. then ate at Macs and came home.

know what, i didnt spend my Christmas with my honey at all. and im sorry. sighs. but but but, honey, you know Christmas lasts twelve days. so i get to spend the other NINE days with you. (:
i miss you oh so much lah.

i think, i've been so occupied with stuffs that i've neglected Jack this chistmas. and like neglecting Jack is not enough, i still argued with him on the eve of Christmas. sighs, i dont know. i dont mean to, i dont even like arguing cos i love him and it hurts so much each time we quarrel.

then i tried asking mummy for permission to go out, but mummy wants me to stay at home all the time. its not that i didnt try honey, but you know my mum. she can be such a argh sometimes, maybe most of the time. you know how much i miss you and how much i wanna see you too, but i cannot because mummy's such a urgh. sighs.

fun's over girl, it's time to get down to work now.

# you're the apple of my eye (: