SUCH TORMENT!

Agony! Torture! Pain! sighs..

*cries!* omg.. im gonna break down soon.. stress man.. well.. i kno although i dont.. u kno.. study that much.. but stil!! all these pressures.. all these stress.. sighs.. when is it going to end? my goodness~! im like extremely pathetic now lar.. sighs..

having exams in the early morning and afternoon.. afterwhich i've to rush for tuition.. til very very late at night.. reach home at bout 10+ 11 alr.. no time to study for the next day's exam. sighs.. this has alr been going on for like the past 1 and the half weeks lor.. i think any further i'll break down mans! today was geog and poa paper 2.. was quite ok.. yes.. quite ok.. tmr'll be amaths and poa paper 1.. im not very worried bout poa paper 1.. but more worried for my amaths..

i cannot fail!! i cannot fail!! i cannot fail!!! I CANNOT FAIL!! I CANNOT FAIL!! I CANNOT FAIL!! sighs.. i dunnoe wat else i can do.. hais..

see lar.. before exam dont wan to work hard lar.. now den come and panick.. god olso cannot help u liao lar girl.. hais.. teacher eric ask u own self must work hard.. u tell him ya ya okok but in the end olso nvr do.. see lar.. obi!! tell urself wanna study but in the end olso nvr.. see lar.. lack of self control. serves u right man. u think ur maths very good so no need to study liao right.. think last minute work can help right. obi lar..!!

ok. pardon me. i was talkin bout myself in the previous paragraph. lols. i dunnoe lar.. hais.. its like hopeless liao.. now study olso wont do any good. hais.. shit lor.. early kno i'd study harder. damn.. sighs..

ok right.. being considered the last day of the O's tmr, me and enqi has decided to roam singapore! lols. kay. not singapore.. haha.. but i think bugis and town and stuffs lar.. where u kno, i can go walk around and spot my grad nite clothes. and den drag mummy there and u kno.. pay! lols.. smart right.. haha.. ok.. im jus going to see. and try and decide on wat to buy and wat to wear on grad nite. lols.. right.. not those dresses or gowns that'll steal the limelight.. (i kno being the prime person on that day for me is like impossible.. and i have absolutely NO intention of doing so. so ya.. thank you.. (: ) but those that are nice enough to bring out the other me.. haha.. the other me as in the more feminine side of me i guess.. or the more daring side of me.. or should i say the soft inside me. lols. i dunnoe wat im talking bout.. but anyway.. i'll be appearing on grad nite in another me! lols. a lil' more special mayb.. moreover, it's like the last last last time we're gonna gather and stuffs apart from next year when we get our result lar.. haha.. yepps.. thats bout all.. (: