MY DEDICATIONS!!! (:

HARLOWS! haha.. can see right..? big enough right.. lols.. ok.. now i shall start. with my bestieS of cos. (:

ENQI! my bestie! haha.. thank you for being there for me all the time. thank you for like tolerating my absurd temper. thank you for all the "jing ji shi ke" lols.. asking u to bring pants and all. LOLS. ok. i shant elaborate. (: hmm.. thank you for ur listening ear. always there no matter what (even when i dont wanna say, she'll force it out somehow. lols.) i kno some times, my temper controls me and things start to go overboard,i kno we sometimes fight and argue over small small matter like ur chinese is better den mine and my english is better den urs and stuffs(its true tho. my english is the best! lols.) i kno sometimes, i get outta control and do things overboard, but im me.. and im sorry kays.. anyway!!! u kno, we can chat for hours! i wonder how possible is that. lols. we shop, eat, study, tuition, laze around, gossip, bad mouth, look at guys, laugh, cry and go mad together! lols. is that why your my bestie? lols. thank you thank you thank you. words cannot express my feelings i have. endless gratitude and thanks. i love u girl!! *muacks!* oi.. dont read until cry leh.. lols..

ok. now, yellow. guess who? lols. yes! HUIFEN!! My other bestie!! haha.. right.. this girl here is cute mans.. yes.. altho me and u are not as close as me and enqi.. but, still.. thank you for ur listening ear.. thank you for the happy happy times we had. thank you for the lame lame jokes.. haha.. yes.. we ALSO shop around together.. but, not as often.. yes, we olso gossip alot.. lols.. we laugh and cry, we talk crap and study together.. haha.. and we fail amaths together. lols. yes. we did. haha.. THANK YOU. and yes, i love u too. lols.. *MUACKS*

XUEHUI! lols. black. dunnoe if can see not.. cos my background is olso somewhat black in colour. anyways.. if cannot see then jus highlight this paragraph bahs! ok. thank you for the happy happy lame lame times we had together.. lols.. this girl here will suddenly ownself at there laugh one.. damn scary lor. haha.. but then she like business woman like dat.. everytime ask her go out then she will confirm have training one. lols.. so sao xing.. lols.. anyway.. yes.. thank you too. and i rufaf u! lols.. (my dog was barking so i went rufaf instead of love. lols. lame i kno. nvm.. -.-" )

NExt!the people closest to me other den my besties.

BENJAMIN LIM! lols.. dunnoe if u'll read this but.. yes.. thank you dear.. u've been a really nice friend. so nice dat u could tolerate my super bad temper.. thank you for being there. i kno its partly my fault we didnt work out.. im sorry ya.. sighs.. i dunnoe wat else to say.. thank you for all the lil' lil' things that u've done for me.. whether when we're together or not.. i can see and can definitely feel it. thank you. ((: god bless u.

MARK!! harlow dear.. thank you for ur perpetual company.. (: i really appreciate it ALOT. yes. im sorry we didnt work out either.. partly cos i value my friendship a lil' more then my love life. sighs.. stupid mistake i have to admit.. thank you for listening to my stupid and long and endless problems.. and despite ur own problems and stuffs around, u still came and listen to my problems and try and help me.. thank you thank you and stil thank you. (: and yes, UR TEMPER IS WORST DEN MINE. u must admit. lols. its true lor.. haha.. look at the way u scold ur sec 3s.. omg.. so scary.. lols.. hais.. we used to argue over small things and its u who always give in to me.. i olso have no idea why i always got angry with u.. sighs.. mayb i was too paranoid.. i cannot help it.. one's my friend, the other's the guy i love.. hard choice.. sighs.. anyway, THANK YOU!! i love u man! lols. (even named my dog chih wei. ((: )

next next next up is...

CHEN DA BIAN! lols. CHAN LIEN i mean. hehe. thank you too.. for being by me.. listening to me as i cry and stuffs.. haha.. so embarrassing lor.. haha.. omg. nvm.. hehe.. he always bully me one.. so bad hor.. anyway.. ur nice, very nice.. im sorry to make u sad and stuffs, i dont mean it.. i have a diff choice too.. sighs.. i hope u understand.. ur nice remember? (: thank you for ur BIG BIG POOH BEAR! altho its on the floor now (because the pooh is that big, i have almost no space to sleep on my QUEEN SIZE bed!) anyway.. thank you. its nice. very nice.. and the cake and all the lil' lil' things u did for me too. i might not show that i apprecaite it but i really do kays.. sorry for snapping at u at times.. sorry to make u angry at times.. sighs.. i cannot control myself.. sometimes i feel so stressed i feel like dying lar.. hais.. (ANYWAY, U CALLED ME A BITCH. )= ) haha. kks.. kidding.. didnt took that too hard even tho i remembered it. im not that petty lar!! haha.. thank you dear!! love ya loads~ eh.. no need to check here every day lar.. i happy only den blog de.. haha.. no need so loyal de lar.. haha. =P

hmm.. next.. who else..

gim yong! haha.. harlows.. thank you for listening to my problems.. thank you for showin care and concern for me.. i kno sometimes, or mayb most of the time i might vent my anger on u.. but i didnt do it on purpose kays.. sorry.. dont be sad.. im sure there is much much much better girls out there kays.. (saying to lien olso.. LIEN READ HERE!! lols. scared u cannot see so make big big.. biggest liao. hahas.) thank you thank you. (:

next! haha.. very long hors.. haha..

mary! lols.. this mo mo moronic moron! haha.. thank you too.. for listening to my problems olso.. haha.. and to give the stupid stupid advise.. haha. funny tho.. haha.. and we're the same remember?! haha.. yay! lols.. haha.. so funny.. lols.. and we laugh and tuition together.. haha.. and eat and erm.. wat else.. haha.. dunnoe wat else.. haha.. ok.. next..

BANANA! haha.. sabrina.. haha.. thank you for the times u accompany me at mac and going to tuition altho i kno that ur main intention is not to accompany me lar.. hahaha. yes.. dont be too sad.. break ups are compulsary to make ur heart more resistant to unhappiness. lols. wat rubbish. hehe. anyway.. dont be too sad lar.. (: oh ya.. i forgot! LAOGONG! lols..

NOEL NICOLE NG! lols. i remembered. see. how nice. haha. thank you too for being there.. and all ur comforting words.. really helped alot ya.. thank you.. (: im here too kkz.. (: yes. we belong "together".. lols.. noel nicole ng.. the name has been made nicer jus by adding nicole in it.. hmm.. interesting right.. how amazing.. ((: ok. anyway.. thank you and GOD BLESS ME. which olso means u. cos ur nicole.. and im noel. ok wateva.. haha.. (noel say that i should and must put my confirmation name as noel and he'll put his as nicole.. so ya.. haha..)

ok. boo. its getting late now.. its 10.41pm. i'll continue tmr. okies. i promise. those ppl i've left out today, i'll continue tmr kays.. i stil got paper tmr.. ): sighs.. ok. nights..! ((:

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HARLOWS! today's 17.. and yes.. im here to coontinue my dedications. and yes.. of cos i must save the BEST for the last.. right? (:

ok.. lemme see.. who else..

YEEHWEE! surprise surprise surprise! lols.. yes.. how can i forget u? like i think my longest crush or sth.. lol.. =X ok shant go in to details.. ((: haha.. very nice guy u kno.. haha.. very handsome olso.. but a bit short arhs.. and very dao. i kno lar, yan dao olso no need so dao right.. hehe.. nvm lar.. hot enough.. hehhs.. thank you for listening to my problems olso.. tho only a few times but yes, still thank you.. eh.. ppl.. u dont see he like dumb dumb like dat.. he quite expert in these stuffs one u kno. haha.. like very exprienced.. haha.. altho he denies it lar.. hehe.. how we all kno.. he's waiting for his princess to arrive.. hor hor hor? ok why princess? its cos he said he'll treat his gf like a princess and pamper her and be nice nice to her.. so sweet hor.. *aww* haha.. remember to tell me who hor.. lols.. good luck hunk.. im sure u'll find ur princess.. (:

GWEN! sighs.. i wonder why we end up like being total strangers.. but, yes.. im really really happy to have known u and stuffs.. thank you for being there when i needed some one and stuffs like dat.. sighs.. its a pity we ended up like dat.. we could have been best of best of friends.. we used to be the closest friends.. campcraft and stuffs.. sighs.. anyway.. im sorry if i'd caused those lil' misunderstandings between u and mark.. the truth is, the day i decided to let him go, i've absolutely no intention of wanting him back.. not that he's something to push around but.. yeaa.. but i must agree, getting over him was the hardest part, we're all girls and u should kno that letting go is not easy.. im sorry ya? best of luck! u should really trust him more. ((:


BOYFRIEND!! haha.. grace! PFF. lols.. grace.. u've been a wonderful friend, apart frm being an asshole at times.. haha.. she very nice u kno.. go to church with me.. (to see stephanie of cos) hahaha! well.. and god of cos.. and studies with me at mac.. haha.. ppl actually thot she's my bf lar.. haha.. but ya.. my honour to have such a handsome bf.. hahaha.. thank you too.. for everything u kno.. the irritating times and the laugh out loud times.. haha.. GOD BLESS ME. and a lil of u lar. hahaha. =P

yes yes.. and guo wei and joachim and kenneth leong and rong chang and hui min and mei yi and hui ping and aizhen and syaz and chee how and yeow ching and kenny and siva and mira and all every body!! ahh.. i cannot recall any more names.. im sorry if i left u out.. ya?

weehong! haha.. harlows. i doubt u'll read this but anyway here it goes.. thank you for being my friend too.. and erm.. tho we dont talk often, im sure its fine.. lols. so lame. ok.. he's a really nice guy u kno.. but then sometimes very dao.. haha.. hmm.. olso very yan dao hor.. but then too skinny liao.. haha.. i dunnoe wat else to say.. lols.. ok.. i enjoy ur company alot.. u kno.. go shop around and play pool and ice skate and stuffs.. oh ya. he's a liar!! haha.. he say he dunnoe how to skate.. but then end up skate better then me.. tho i olso dunnoe how to skate lar.. haha.. cannot tell right.. haha.. he can play like almost everything lar.. haha.. bball.. volleyball.. pool.. ice skate.. haha.. lame.. kkz.. done..

NOW! the BEST PART!! haha.. THIS IS THE BEST PART. NOT THE ONE BEFORE KKZ. i know wat u guys are thinking lor.. haha.. yes the best part is..

THANK YOU ALL. im so happy and honoured to have known u peeps! hehe.. will miss ya all loads and loads.. sighs.. time passes really really fast.. haha.. oh well.. see ya!


Graduation By Vitamin C
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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
Come whatever
We will still be friends forever

La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:

We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.