dedicated to.. hmmm.. i think you should know. ((:
I'll remember you
it has been so long since we had talked, i hope that things are still the same. hoping that they will never change. cos what we had can never be replace. dont let our memories fade away. keep it in your heart for always. made me believe, i can do almost anything. stood right by me, from the tears to everything. i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true. you're the one that i'll always miss. never thought it would feel like this. i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru. in my heart you'll always be forever baby,i'll remember you. i'll promise you, i wont forget, the times we shared, the tears we cried. you'll always be the sun in my sky. it may be faint but brings us back to meet again someday. even tho we go seperate ways, made me believe, i can do almost anything. stood right by me, from the tears to everything. i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true. you're the one that i'll always miss. never thought it would feel like this. i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru. in my heart you'll always be forever baby,i'll remember you. if the day should come, you need some one, you know that i'llfollow,i'll be there. dont ever let there be a doubt in your mind, cos i'll remember you. i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true. you're the one that i'll always miss. never thought it would feel like this. i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru. in my heart you'll always be forever baby, i'll remember you. forever baby, i'll remember you.
i promise you. i'll be there for you. always. ((:
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
humphs.
I REFUSE TO SPEAK TO HIM.
i've yet to meet such a person like him. SO RUDE. thisk! he wasnt like that BEFORE. what the steaming butter sandwich! i refuse to speak to people like these. even things are no longer the same, have some manners PLEASe. yada. where're your manners boy?
today has been a retarded day.
my retarded love.
my retard.
my retarded hairy legs.
my retarded alien.
my retarded self.
HAHAHA.
my lappy hanged. and all i see was WELCOME TO THE RETARD CLUB~ in pink.
omg. dear lappy are you okay? dont get influenced by enqi.
and all of a sudden nicole feels obsolete. damn it. here comes that feeling again.
im fading away.
i've yet to meet such a person like him. SO RUDE. thisk! he wasnt like that BEFORE. what the steaming butter sandwich! i refuse to speak to people like these. even things are no longer the same, have some manners PLEASe. yada. where're your manners boy?
today has been a retarded day.
my retarded love.
my retard.
my retarded hairy legs.
my retarded alien.
my retarded self.
HAHAHA.
my lappy hanged. and all i see was WELCOME TO THE RETARD CLUB~ in pink.
omg. dear lappy are you okay? dont get influenced by enqi.
and all of a sudden nicole feels obsolete. damn it. here comes that feeling again.
im fading away.
Enqi says:
ENQI SAYS:
I just can't understand the ways
of guys and their mistakes.
you give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away..
You told me how much you loved me,
and how our love was meant to be
and I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free.
You should've just told me the truth
that i wasn't the girl for you.
still i didn't have a clue,
so my heart depended on you.
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I'm a girl
Been told a guy will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored.
I know thats no life
I gave my all, yet still I just cry.
Never again will i be fooled.
To give my all when nothing's true.
I won't be played again.
But I will fall in love again.
I loved you so,
Now you leave me in the cold.
How could this be
I thought you'd only love me.
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright.
You hurt me so,
I just can't let you go.
You took advantage of my willingness
to do anything for love.
Now i'm the only one in pain.
Will you please take it all away.
Never thought being born a girl
How can i love you and be burned.
Now i build a wall
to never get torn again.
I just can't understand the ways
of guys and their mistakes.
you give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away..
You told me how much you loved me,
and how our love was meant to be
and I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free.
You should've just told me the truth
that i wasn't the girl for you.
still i didn't have a clue,
so my heart depended on you.
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I'm a girl
Been told a guy will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored.
I know thats no life
I gave my all, yet still I just cry.
Never again will i be fooled.
To give my all when nothing's true.
I won't be played again.
But I will fall in love again.
I loved you so,
Now you leave me in the cold.
How could this be
I thought you'd only love me.
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright.
You hurt me so,
I just can't let you go.
You took advantage of my willingness
to do anything for love.
Now i'm the only one in pain.
Will you please take it all away.
Never thought being born a girl
How can i love you and be burned.
Now i build a wall
to never get torn again.
narcissim is kewl.
nniiccoollee hheeaarrttss bbeennjjaammiinn ttoo bbiittss aanndd ppiieecceess, ttiillll tthhee ssuunn ddoonntt sshhiinnee.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
wireless
cathy; me; adelia
they are my love!
SJConnectors.
retards.
RETARDS. lols.
wahahaha. im connected to some one else's wireless network. ((:
thus im lying on my bed now. hehehe.
and i think i did my homework. a lil mayb. lols.
truman doctrine
marshall plan
NATO
warsaw pact
berlin blockade
yupps. i did.
all from wikipedia. LOL. =X
next gotta write essay bout it. omg lar. i understand no shit can. lols.
argh. why am i so dumb?
help me somebody!
man, i really could use some help. problem is.. i think no one in class does understand a single shit either. chari.. nada. janessa.. nvm.. hsiang lin.. ermms.. jack.. HAHA. sam? nada.. slivester.. asshole.. nada. LOOK. see.. no one! argh...
did ben kor kor take history? hmm. YES. but he doesnt do cold war. i think. argh.....
maybe i should just shoot myself. *rolls eyes*
anyways.. i only started on history. ((:
and i haven handed in mdm za's lit essay. im sure no one has. or at least hsaing lin and jack. ((:
im outta stuffs to wirte.
why'd you have to go?
Monday, June 12, 2006
antagonised.
i didnt mean to fall in love with you; im sleeping with the ghost of me and you.
hmm. sighs.. anyways. pictures.. =)
picture to be exact. i left my thumbdrive at my aunt's so i'll upload some other day. ((:
awww. i feel damn LOVED. hahaha. are you jealous? LOLS. =D wait. where's greg? HAHA.
anyways. ENGLAND! wooooot! hahahaha.
damn disappointing lar.
sighs..........
i get flashbacks all of a sudden.
and it totally sucks.
tho its really pleasant,
i dont think its time for flashbacks.
especially not all of a sudden.
especially not when imtrying really hard to let go.
especially not when i dont love him anymore.
or at least..
i think.
suddenly i feel out of place. i have no idea why.
like i dont fit in anymore.
i really have no idea why.
suddenly i feel damn sad. i have no idea why.
like i forgot how to smile.
i really have no idea why.
suddenly i feel like wanting to cry.
i know why.
do you?
i wanna know how's life without nic.
i wanna know how's he getting along.
i wanna know what made him upset.
i wanna know what made him smile.
i wanna know everything that happens every minute of his life.
i went to his blog.
it was d-e-a-d.
the last post was ancient.
sighs. yada. anyways.
jack is an ass. LOL.
cos jack said he's gonna study tmr.
den i say farmers are damn busy catching flying pigs.
den he said he thinks he saw me flying.
den i called him dodo bird. extinct liao.
and he said of cos. such a nice guy like him extinct liao.
and den i say i go on the fan.
den he ask hot right.
den i ask him to shut up.
den he say of cos hot cos i talking to hot guy.
den i say suddenly my kettle freezing.
den he say of cos cos he's going off.
tian shui says he's full of shit.
nada. i think he keeps em. =) LOLs.
i had maths remedial today. and then volley after that.
maths was OH SO BORing. haha. JACK and TIANSHUI didnt come.
and NIC is oh so nice. i helped them take notes and copied notes.
*prouds* =D
volleyball was OMGosh.
damn tired man.
coach is an ass.
HAHAHA.
but i like him. =)
well at least better than the previous one. hehehe.
wheeeeeeeeeeee.
ballack is smacking COOL.
HA HA. so is ronaldo.
and smith.
neuvile.
and hmm. figo. LOL.
and..
BECKS of cos.
oh shut up enqi.
lalalalalala~ =]
Thursday, June 08, 2006
suicide notessssssssss.
OMG. so round.
THIS was uploaded quite unwillingly. cos some person forced me. ENQI's Mad bout HIM. some xiao long guy. wth right. okay lar. quite cute lars. HOHO.
i believe this was taken quite some time back. HAHA. look so spastic please.
HOHOHO. taken yesterday. and pizza hut's. was forced into taking. sighs.
ok. I LOOK DUMB. stop looking at this. next! lols.
okays. now. i've been violated. look at my face. it says it all. (:
HAHA. i look fat. ahhh.. i must go on diet..!
its only 11.34 and i feelmyself aging already. i cant believe that time really past so fast.
okay after uploading pictures. its now 12. happy birthday to myself. HAHA.
hmm.. joachim wished me.
so did yongquan.
and kennethleong.
and mark.
and gimyong.
and lien.
and xuehui.
maybe i.. should give up..
mayb i really should.
tears flows on the 9th june 2006. 12.09am.
why must he do this to me?
on my birthday.
and he never wish me.
it's better eh. than not recieving anything. mark.
sighs.
kenneth gave me an hour glass.
he said he's giving me deng dai.
it means wait with hope.
and i believe..
i'll wait for it to come.
i believe.
what an enjoyable birthday.
woot. im seventeen. (:
cant wait to grow up enqi? LOLS.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
when the sun finally sets (:
[ .ben;nic. ][ .sunrise;sunset-* ]
it maybe short but it sure is beautiful.
perhaps it's heaven's way of compensation
to the world before it turns into darkness.
if we're meant to be, love will find a way.
we shall leave it in God's hand.
i know He is here for us.me and you.
He will mend our broken hearts.
and i know that God loves Nicole. (((:
this is prolly the last time. i hope.
prolly be the last drop of tear.
many people might have already realise the smile on me isnt quite geniune.
it maybe short but it sure is beautiful.
perhaps it's heaven's way of compensation
to the world before it turns into darkness.
if we're meant to be, love will find a way.
we shall leave it in God's hand.
i know He is here for us.me and you.
He will mend our broken hearts.
and i know that God loves Nicole. (((:
this is prolly the last time. i hope.
prolly be the last drop of tear.
many people might have already realise the smile on me isnt quite geniune.
Monday, June 05, 2006
suicide note.
same time last year, i had my fair bit of fun. (:
this year, its a lil different i guess. i wonder why.
sighs. i know benjy's a nice guy. it is my fault this time and i admit it. maybe lets just leave it here and not mention bout it already okays? =)
hmmm. had volley training today. lols. coach is a big bully lar. omg. apparently only bully me. wth lar. the balls he smack to me damn hard lar. then all like so hard to recieve one. then say me. )): sad lar. hais. say i dont know how to recieve ball. den say i lazy. HAHA. OOPS. =X not exactly true lar. but.. HOHO. im nicole man! HAHA.
joining the pre u 2s on wednesday i think. if the rest going lar. HAHA. damn enthu right. LOL. aye. i wanna play lar. lols. so sians one. but training's cool. takes the load off my back. =D
ahhh.. i am going shopping again. hahas. with hazel. lols. again. was jus figuring out where we have yet to set foot in. LOLS. hazel says chinatown. WTH. hahas. and we go on thinking..
i found the reason for me. =))
i hope he has found his too.
his new reason. im happy for him. ((:
omg. no one is going for the syf thing tmr. HAHA. sad lar. everybody's using the same reason. lols. omg. wait kena detenion. LOLS. damn sad lar. HAHA. too bad. HAHA.
going shopping instead i think. hahahahas.
oooooh.. i got one of my presents already. HAHAHA. mickey mouse watch. HAHA. unclegary give one. HAHA. so nice lar. got crystal on it some more. must be damn ex. hahas. he gave me my adidas watch last xmas. wahahahas. heused to buy clothes for me ALL THE TIME. ahahas. now watches. LOLS.
i realise ive been bloggin for the past two hours plus. im lacking the substance to blog. omg. how can i. HAHA.
ok. lets see.. omg.its the secind week of the holidays and i haven started studying. HAHA. and i haven started doing my holiday homework. omg. so MUCH. hahhahs. okays. hazel and i have decided to go study tmr. HAHA. at the esplanade. HAHA. hmm confirm mahs? wait wonder off to some shopping center. HAHA. i must start! i must i must. hahas.
time i put down every other things and study. ((: i hope. hahas.
omg.paul's in singapore idol?! HAHA. dumb lar. lols. BUT they didnt win the last CHMA. =D HAHA. that brings me back to being a lil emo. hais. oh wells. oh CHMA stands for Catholic High Music Awards. ((: reminise.
OH. and the bad camp story. we're not gonna continue going on. cos our conscience spoke to us and made us realise we're being mean. HAHA. =D
im bored. its 12.26. im not slping. omg. lien and kenneth reads my blog. i know benjy reads too. omg. HAHA. lien said. "the whole world knows your sad" wth lar. i wonder who else is reading.
ok.i admit. the previous post was done out of a lil anger and all. but.. i dont entirely mean it. sighs.
i am oh so sad. ):
this year, its a lil different i guess. i wonder why.
sighs. i know benjy's a nice guy. it is my fault this time and i admit it. maybe lets just leave it here and not mention bout it already okays? =)
hmmm. had volley training today. lols. coach is a big bully lar. omg. apparently only bully me. wth lar. the balls he smack to me damn hard lar. then all like so hard to recieve one. then say me. )): sad lar. hais. say i dont know how to recieve ball. den say i lazy. HAHA. OOPS. =X not exactly true lar. but.. HOHO. im nicole man! HAHA.
joining the pre u 2s on wednesday i think. if the rest going lar. HAHA. damn enthu right. LOL. aye. i wanna play lar. lols. so sians one. but training's cool. takes the load off my back. =D
ahhh.. i am going shopping again. hahas. with hazel. lols. again. was jus figuring out where we have yet to set foot in. LOLS. hazel says chinatown. WTH. hahas. and we go on thinking..
i found the reason for me. =))
i hope he has found his too.
his new reason. im happy for him. ((:
omg. no one is going for the syf thing tmr. HAHA. sad lar. everybody's using the same reason. lols. omg. wait kena detenion. LOLS. damn sad lar. HAHA. too bad. HAHA.
going shopping instead i think. hahahahas.
oooooh.. i got one of my presents already. HAHAHA. mickey mouse watch. HAHA. unclegary give one. HAHA. so nice lar. got crystal on it some more. must be damn ex. hahas. he gave me my adidas watch last xmas. wahahahas. heused to buy clothes for me ALL THE TIME. ahahas. now watches. LOLS.
i realise ive been bloggin for the past two hours plus. im lacking the substance to blog. omg. how can i. HAHA.
ok. lets see.. omg.its the secind week of the holidays and i haven started studying. HAHA. and i haven started doing my holiday homework. omg. so MUCH. hahhahs. okays. hazel and i have decided to go study tmr. HAHA. at the esplanade. HAHA. hmm confirm mahs? wait wonder off to some shopping center. HAHA. i must start! i must i must. hahas.
time i put down every other things and study. ((: i hope. hahas.
omg.paul's in singapore idol?! HAHA. dumb lar. lols. BUT they didnt win the last CHMA. =D HAHA. that brings me back to being a lil emo. hais. oh wells. oh CHMA stands for Catholic High Music Awards. ((: reminise.
OH. and the bad camp story. we're not gonna continue going on. cos our conscience spoke to us and made us realise we're being mean. HAHA. =D
im bored. its 12.26. im not slping. omg. lien and kenneth reads my blog. i know benjy reads too. omg. HAHA. lien said. "the whole world knows your sad" wth lar. i wonder who else is reading.
ok.i admit. the previous post was done out of a lil anger and all. but.. i dont entirely mean it. sighs.
i am oh so sad. ):
Sunday, June 04, 2006
twist my life pls.
HAHA. some times i wonder is my life really so perfect?
what i dont know cannot hurt me.
sometimes, there're quite alot of things i'd rather not know.
and sometimes, i only wanna hear the truth. not some very nice reasons that make absolutely no sense at all.
nic tells herself. give him some time.
but time is all he needed to make nic cry over and over again.
nic also knows that it's quite hard on him too. nic tries to understand. nic waits. but little did she know that love's not coming back.
enqi says, the more pain you felt in love, the deeper you are into love.
nic cant help but to agree with this.
nicdontwantyourpromises.keepthemforsomeonebetter.nicdontneedyou.bethereforsomeonemoreworthy.
nic tried so hard to prevent history from repeating. but nic failed. nic may excel in every other aspects in life. but nic has fail terribly in love. i think nic will never dare to thread on love again. i dont know how to let someone else in. i dont know how to make them stay.
i thank you. for showing me what pretty love we've shared. and this love, like you've said, is more then some people have had in a lifetime. ((: i thank you for trying so hard to fight for us. if i should realise that our love was so difficult and such a pain, i wouldnt have accepted you. maybe then, we wouldnt get hurt so bad.
you know sometimes, when your trying to forget a girl and make her give up. just make it extreme, and not drag and hold on. maybe you think she'll feel better. but reality is you'll make her feel like she's unwanted and made used of. it makes her feel very redundant and useless. and to think she shed tears for him.
a part of nic is now perpetually missing. i'll try really hard to find it back. and only then, she'll will be nicole.
maybe nic's glad it finally ended. nic thank God.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] lo v e.id on twa nty ou r es im orp. *twosevenfive. says:
HAHA. im pretty sure. ((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
ERMS.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
alright if u say so.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. says:
hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
uhhh .. u stil hv me..((:
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
HAIS.he ask me for permission. what does he really want from me?hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
he dont want u to be sad.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
isnt he making me more sad? what i dont know cannot hurt me.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
he's makin u give up.tt's e obvious.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
and he said he cannot put what he wants in first place. and now he's telling me he likes jack? why dont he just tell me he dont like me anymore..? why does he still tell me all the thing he said?
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
it doesnt mean he dont like u anymore.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
more like he divert attn to another girl.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but at e same tym he cant let u go..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
tt's y he's bein dis cruel.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
dumbfuck guy.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
I DONT WANT. he's always making me cry. mark did this to me. now he's doing the same.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
relax... he's stupid to let u off. wasted.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
this so fucking sucks.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
e more pain u felt in love.. tt means hw deep u r in love.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
i dont understand. so many guys are there for me. why the crap do i hold on to this fucking one.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
enqi. im so sad. hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
MM..ya.. ((: try nt to think so much.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
if i could i would.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
im sad too.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lets drown in sadness tgt..dan get out of it.((:
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
im so fucking pissed. damn it. why am i even crying? for him?what the fuck.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
well..some ppl say if love hurts it aint love anymore.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
love shld b bliss n happy.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: forget bout benjy
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: n u wil b happy.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
love sucks.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
love that sucks aint love.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
dey are probably.illusions
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
yea. i think so. i prolly have had illusions all along. just that i didnt realise soon enough till it spank me hard.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
mmm.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lets just say..guy's dumb dumb nature.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
if love was this difficult, i prolly shouldnt have accepted him in the first place. first was his sweet nothings. then came his lil nonchalent side. finally the lethal move.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
if any1 kno e future..((: dan dere wont be any disasters.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
unpredictability. kinda sucks.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
well... fate has it works.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
why not say man dont treasure what they have.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
maybe u will be with a person u love n love u more..((: in e unpredictable future.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
well..tt's their nature.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: no 1 can change it.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
this im pretty sure. because nic has no lack of suitors! ((: HAHA. kidding.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((:hahas.im sure of tt too.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lols.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
HAHAHA. so rubbish. lols.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahas..ers..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: i share my xiaolong with u la
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
LOLS
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
tsk. I DONT WANT. haha. i want Benahem. LOL.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
wahahahahas.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
wth is benahem? e volleyball guy? hahahas. erms.i tink he looks a lil...gay.. well..((: just my opinion la.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
OEI. thanks arh. what a friend hmph.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahs.. i tink my andy low look like dumbfuck.. he looks like someone who ppl wil want to whack
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((;hahas
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
dont love you liaos. dont friend you liaos.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
i tink huifen's andy look tooo white..n too lame..((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
LOLs.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but ur benahem...
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
he looks a lil cute.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: a lil..((: n he knows hw to pose.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
HAHAHA. omg. STOP. nope dont even think bout it..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahas.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
stop wad?
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
LOLS
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but enqi's xiaolong cutee
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((:
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
TSK. dont pretend. my benahem better. HAHA. i think sr5 olso good looking can. but cannot find. HAHA. i think Jahem also not bad. least he makes nic smile ALL THE TIME. haha. ((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
no. i dont tink ben looks rili handsome.i think xiaolong looks bettter.((: ehs.jack.=.=no comments more.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahahas.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
sorry. ben xiao jie zhao dui xiang bu kan wai biao. shi kan nei xin de. ((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahas....xiaolong's nice.. he make me LAUGH. andy's nice..he entertain me oways..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
ahahahas.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
wai biao hao kan ke shi nei xin xiang da bian. omg. xieenqi. dont split heart. AHAHA.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
enqi wants to sleep . enqi's tired about evyting. tired of watchin soapy dramas whn life's alr dramatic..hahahas.so i wan to sleep le..((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
orhs.dont split ah
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but both looks cute n both makes me laugh..n both are rili nice
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
nic wanted to tell you i wanna slp too. HAHA. got volley tmr. omg. tireds. HAHA.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hw to chooosseee
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lols.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
alright.sleep..(((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
nighttsss LOVE~
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
slp sweet. ((: nic is sad. hais.
that's my enqi for you.
that's a very saded nic too.
*shrugs-
enqi says:
forget bout benjy and you'll e happy.
nic, do you think so?
love sucks.
oh and my laptop's working.
-drowns in her tears and sorrows.
what i dont know cannot hurt me.
sometimes, there're quite alot of things i'd rather not know.
and sometimes, i only wanna hear the truth. not some very nice reasons that make absolutely no sense at all.
nic tells herself. give him some time.
but time is all he needed to make nic cry over and over again.
nic also knows that it's quite hard on him too. nic tries to understand. nic waits. but little did she know that love's not coming back.
enqi says, the more pain you felt in love, the deeper you are into love.
nic cant help but to agree with this.
nicdontwantyourpromises.keepthemforsomeonebetter.nicdontneedyou.bethereforsomeonemoreworthy.
nic tried so hard to prevent history from repeating. but nic failed. nic may excel in every other aspects in life. but nic has fail terribly in love. i think nic will never dare to thread on love again. i dont know how to let someone else in. i dont know how to make them stay.
i thank you. for showing me what pretty love we've shared. and this love, like you've said, is more then some people have had in a lifetime. ((: i thank you for trying so hard to fight for us. if i should realise that our love was so difficult and such a pain, i wouldnt have accepted you. maybe then, we wouldnt get hurt so bad.
you know sometimes, when your trying to forget a girl and make her give up. just make it extreme, and not drag and hold on. maybe you think she'll feel better. but reality is you'll make her feel like she's unwanted and made used of. it makes her feel very redundant and useless. and to think she shed tears for him.
a part of nic is now perpetually missing. i'll try really hard to find it back. and only then, she'll will be nicole.
maybe nic's glad it finally ended. nic thank God.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] lo v e.id on twa nty ou r es im orp. *twosevenfive. says:
HAHA. im pretty sure. ((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
ERMS.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
alright if u say so.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. says:
hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
uhhh .. u stil hv me..((:
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
HAIS.he ask me for permission. what does he really want from me?hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
he dont want u to be sad.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
isnt he making me more sad? what i dont know cannot hurt me.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
he's makin u give up.tt's e obvious.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
and he said he cannot put what he wants in first place. and now he's telling me he likes jack? why dont he just tell me he dont like me anymore..? why does he still tell me all the thing he said?
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
it doesnt mean he dont like u anymore.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
more like he divert attn to another girl.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but at e same tym he cant let u go..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
tt's y he's bein dis cruel.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
dumbfuck guy.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] wheeeee.. i find nic retarded. LOLS. says:
I DONT WANT. he's always making me cry. mark did this to me. now he's doing the same.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
relax... he's stupid to let u off. wasted.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
this so fucking sucks.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
e more pain u felt in love.. tt means hw deep u r in love.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
i dont understand. so many guys are there for me. why the crap do i hold on to this fucking one.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
enqi. im so sad. hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
MM..ya.. ((: try nt to think so much.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
if i could i would.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hais.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
im sad too.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lets drown in sadness tgt..dan get out of it.((:
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
im so fucking pissed. damn it. why am i even crying? for him?what the fuck.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
well..some ppl say if love hurts it aint love anymore.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
love shld b bliss n happy.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: forget bout benjy
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: n u wil b happy.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
love sucks.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
love that sucks aint love.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
dey are probably.illusions
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
yea. i think so. i prolly have had illusions all along. just that i didnt realise soon enough till it spank me hard.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
mmm.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lets just say..guy's dumb dumb nature.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
if love was this difficult, i prolly shouldnt have accepted him in the first place. first was his sweet nothings. then came his lil nonchalent side. finally the lethal move.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
if any1 kno e future..((: dan dere wont be any disasters.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
unpredictability. kinda sucks.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
well... fate has it works.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
why not say man dont treasure what they have.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
maybe u will be with a person u love n love u more..((: in e unpredictable future.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
well..tt's their nature.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: no 1 can change it.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
this im pretty sure. because nic has no lack of suitors! ((: HAHA. kidding.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((:hahas.im sure of tt too.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lols.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
HAHAHA. so rubbish. lols.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahas..ers..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: i share my xiaolong with u la
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
LOLS
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
tsk. I DONT WANT. haha. i want Benahem. LOL.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
wahahahahas.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
wth is benahem? e volleyball guy? hahahas. erms.i tink he looks a lil...gay.. well..((: just my opinion la.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
OEI. thanks arh. what a friend hmph.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahs.. i tink my andy low look like dumbfuck.. he looks like someone who ppl wil want to whack
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((;hahas
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
dont love you liaos. dont friend you liaos.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
i tink huifen's andy look tooo white..n too lame..((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
LOLs.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but ur benahem...
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
he looks a lil cute.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((: a lil..((: n he knows hw to pose.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
HAHAHA. omg. STOP. nope dont even think bout it..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahas.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
stop wad?
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
LOLS
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but enqi's xiaolong cutee
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
((:
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
TSK. dont pretend. my benahem better. HAHA. i think sr5 olso good looking can. but cannot find. HAHA. i think Jahem also not bad. least he makes nic smile ALL THE TIME. haha. ((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
no. i dont tink ben looks rili handsome.i think xiaolong looks bettter.((: ehs.jack.=.=no comments more.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahahas.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
sorry. ben xiao jie zhao dui xiang bu kan wai biao. shi kan nei xin de. ((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hahahas....xiaolong's nice.. he make me LAUGH. andy's nice..he entertain me oways..
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
ahahahas.
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
wai biao hao kan ke shi nei xin xiang da bian. omg. xieenqi. dont split heart. AHAHA.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
enqi wants to sleep . enqi's tired about evyting. tired of watchin soapy dramas whn life's alr dramatic..hahahas.so i wan to sleep le..((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
orhs.dont split ah
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
but both looks cute n both makes me laugh..n both are rili nice
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
nic wanted to tell you i wanna slp too. HAHA. got volley tmr. omg. tireds. HAHA.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
hw to chooosseee
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
lols.
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
alright.sleep..(((:
`恩其- the never ending scandals. [..ah..misaki..ah..xiao long...hahahas.((: ][Lolita.] says:
nighttsss LOVE~
[ ..nniiccooooLe-* ]] and i tried so hard to prevent history from happening. says:
slp sweet. ((: nic is sad. hais.
that's my enqi for you.
that's a very saded nic too.
*shrugs-
enqi says:
forget bout benjy and you'll e happy.
nic, do you think so?
love sucks.
oh and my laptop's working.
-drowns in her tears and sorrows.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
The BAD camp.
main characters: MoJo
Ahaha
Rara
Dodo
and the BAD people.
scene: Mental Institute.
The starting of the BAD camp. (morning) <-- thats borings.
[let's jump to the night life.]
time: Evening.
atmosphere: dark and kinky.
MoJo's mood: i need a guy!
the games! its starting! quick quick quick!
name of the game: trust me.
instructions of the games: blindfold yourselves. put your hands on my shoulders and SIMPLY follow.
MoJo looking frantically for Ahaha under her blindfold. she panicks. cold sweat breaks out. she felt her boobs shrinking. her asshole enlarges. she recognises his leg hair and trails it to the back. there he is! Ahaha! you're here! she pretends to be pushed into his chest. and SQUEEZEs in front of him. "okay people! hands up!" she raises her arms, forests were revealed...
[tension feels the air, plus a lil of those smells.]
she realised that she's supposed to put it on the person infront of her. SUDDENLY she got turned on. she realises that there's a pair of dazzling and charming hands on her shoulder.
[the game proceeds.]
whilst the game is on, she had a strong desire to pretend to be petrified. she screams! she grabs! she squeezes! she caresses! she lets go of the person in front of her. and grabs Ahaha! "ahhhhhhhhh! i felt something on my butt!" screams MoJo.
"sit down everybody!"
they sat. the BAD people let go of the person infront of them. and sat at ease. MoJo and Ahaha continued to hold their hands affectionately.
[game proceeds and game ends.]
time: At night.
atmosphere: classroom romance.
MoJo's mood: gaga over Ahaha.
MoJo and Nutty are in the GIRLS' WARD.
[Ahaha enters]
they were sitting on the table, instead of the chair. <-- (that explains the MI part)
Ahaha starts flirting with MoJo. things are getting cold for Nutty.
[Ahaha and MoJo enters their OWN world.]
MoJo's mind is gets kinky. "grrr.." moans MoJo.
Nutty fells asleep while eavesdropping on the two scandalous couple.
their sweet nothings affected Nutty. Nutty felt disgusted and wakes up to find that Ahaha is still in the GIRLS' WARD at midnight!
"attention people! back to your wards!"
Ahaha left reluctantly. like their hands refuses to seperate. like there was glue on their hands. MoJo's eyes are filled with tears of depression. "noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo............." MoJo's voice faded.
time: morning PT.
atmosphere: dont let my hand go.
MoJo's mood: we're just getting started. *wolf whistles*
they had to run up and down staircase.
Nutty was running up. she saw MoJo and Ahaha in the opposite direction.
she catches a glimsp of MoJo's hand anchoring Ahaha's.
[some big commotion arises]
the BAD people were pointing and talking bout the scandal.
time: big breakfast!
atmosphere: sunlight breakfast(not = candlelight dinner)
MoJo's mood: getting to know you.
they talk.
time: sunsets
atmosphere: im gonna bbq you.
MoJo's mood: your tasty~
"come i feed you" MoJo holds a prawn in her hand.
"ahhh" Ahaha's mouth opens.
[awww.. so sweet~]
time: bbq fanetic
atmosphere: im getting tired of you
MoJo's mood: now, where's my main course?
suddenly RaRa enters the scene.
hi! im RaRa.
oh.. hello, my name is MoJo~ [flirts]
eating never stops...
time: bath time!
atmosphere: ooooo sexy.
MoJo's mood: im getting sleezy
she feels cold.
she looks at RaRa.
"can i borrow your jacket?"
"NO. NOT THIS ONE."
her heart breaks. and bleeds. and bleed and bleeds. she felt angered.
"no one rejects me!"
she vows to revenge....
[to be continued...]
Ahaha
Rara
Dodo
and the BAD people.
scene: Mental Institute.
The starting of the BAD camp. (morning) <-- thats borings.
[let's jump to the night life.]
time: Evening.
atmosphere: dark and kinky.
MoJo's mood: i need a guy!
the games! its starting! quick quick quick!
name of the game: trust me.
instructions of the games: blindfold yourselves. put your hands on my shoulders and SIMPLY follow.
MoJo looking frantically for Ahaha under her blindfold. she panicks. cold sweat breaks out. she felt her boobs shrinking. her asshole enlarges. she recognises his leg hair and trails it to the back. there he is! Ahaha! you're here! she pretends to be pushed into his chest. and SQUEEZEs in front of him. "okay people! hands up!" she raises her arms, forests were revealed...
[tension feels the air, plus a lil of those smells.]
she realised that she's supposed to put it on the person infront of her. SUDDENLY she got turned on. she realises that there's a pair of dazzling and charming hands on her shoulder.
[the game proceeds.]
whilst the game is on, she had a strong desire to pretend to be petrified. she screams! she grabs! she squeezes! she caresses! she lets go of the person in front of her. and grabs Ahaha! "ahhhhhhhhh! i felt something on my butt!" screams MoJo.
"sit down everybody!"
they sat. the BAD people let go of the person infront of them. and sat at ease. MoJo and Ahaha continued to hold their hands affectionately.
[game proceeds and game ends.]
time: At night.
atmosphere: classroom romance.
MoJo's mood: gaga over Ahaha.
MoJo and Nutty are in the GIRLS' WARD.
[Ahaha enters]
they were sitting on the table, instead of the chair. <-- (that explains the MI part)
Ahaha starts flirting with MoJo. things are getting cold for Nutty.
[Ahaha and MoJo enters their OWN world.]
MoJo's mind is gets kinky. "grrr.." moans MoJo.
Nutty fells asleep while eavesdropping on the two scandalous couple.
their sweet nothings affected Nutty. Nutty felt disgusted and wakes up to find that Ahaha is still in the GIRLS' WARD at midnight!
"attention people! back to your wards!"
Ahaha left reluctantly. like their hands refuses to seperate. like there was glue on their hands. MoJo's eyes are filled with tears of depression. "noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo............." MoJo's voice faded.
time: morning PT.
atmosphere: dont let my hand go.
MoJo's mood: we're just getting started. *wolf whistles*
they had to run up and down staircase.
Nutty was running up. she saw MoJo and Ahaha in the opposite direction.
she catches a glimsp of MoJo's hand anchoring Ahaha's.
[some big commotion arises]
the BAD people were pointing and talking bout the scandal.
time: big breakfast!
atmosphere: sunlight breakfast(not = candlelight dinner)
MoJo's mood: getting to know you.
they talk.
time: sunsets
atmosphere: im gonna bbq you.
MoJo's mood: your tasty~
"come i feed you" MoJo holds a prawn in her hand.
"ahhh" Ahaha's mouth opens.
[awww.. so sweet~]
time: bbq fanetic
atmosphere: im getting tired of you
MoJo's mood: now, where's my main course?
suddenly RaRa enters the scene.
hi! im RaRa.
oh.. hello, my name is MoJo~ [flirts]
eating never stops...
time: bath time!
atmosphere: ooooo sexy.
MoJo's mood: im getting sleezy
she feels cold.
she looks at RaRa.
"can i borrow your jacket?"
"NO. NOT THIS ONE."
her heart breaks. and bleeds. and bleed and bleeds. she felt angered.
"no one rejects me!"
she vows to revenge....
[to be continued...]
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I feel myself aging.
Yes. I feel IM aging horribly fast. I have no idea why. feel like a part of me is missing. and things I wanna remember doesnt stay as long as I want them to. omg. is it because the 9th is coming soon? salvation might do me some good. that was so random. =D
I bet.. I bet.. that on that day. i'll wake up, finding tears rolling down the surface of my face. then i'll ponder why. and i'll come to realise that because of the things that hast made me so weary and confused. i'll come to realise that a part of me is lost. i'll begin to know that sweet things doesnt last as long as you want them to. i'll realise that we've become like this because I am selfish.
then again, when some things fail, its not just about me. its not just bout that one person. some times I really wonder if he hast time for me. if he really loves me.
but all these dont quite matter now, do they? =)
cos I know that after that night. things has really changed. we've become acquaintance. merely acquaintance. that isnt really bad, is it?
i have people coming to me and asking me why do i actually bother to try so hard to salvage us, why do i try so hard to let go, and where has the genuine smile gone to. nicole doesnt seem quite nicole. and all she does recently is to appear so tired. tired in the sense of.. well. not physically tired, but.. yar.. (:
all nic can say is that she really is tired. and sick of all those lies. and she tries her very best to make do with what she has. and not to ponder so much bout things that she knows deep down inside that will not happen. she's trying so hard to let go of what has actually hurt her so much. she's trying to not hang on to something she thought might eventually work out.
nic is very sorry. not that we're drifting apart. but nic really feels very shag after school almost everyday. nic wanted to spend a few days of my holidays to go out shopping and have fun with you guys but, i gotta study and stuffs to attend to. but you know what enqi, i still love you all the same. ((: friendships of two years plus wont just fall apart cos we've been seeing less of each other and not spending our time like before. friendship like yours and mine wont fall apart because of some guys. or girls. or some lil argues. and nic knows that enqi's feeling very sad and depressed. but nic wants enqi to know that nic's hotline is still open 24/7. =D
enqi dont be sad. in life there're alot of unexpected events that'll happen. but because we're smart people, we'll overcome it despite it being very disheartening or heartbreaking. nic's feeling very sad too. but nic still has that smile on her face, because nic knows that there're alot of people except him that cares for nic. and if nic removes that smile on her face, the people around her will be worried and concerned. nic knows that enqi is trying very hard too.
and if enqi hasnt already overcome that freaking heartbreak earlier in the year. nic wants enqi to know that we can both help each other. because nic has decided to let go of what she thought might eventually become a very prettiful relationship. because nic now knows not the importance of herself in him. like he doesnt understand me enough and despite me giving him his present, he's still very nonchalent towards us.
anyways. enough of the not-so-happy things.
i think we're going to sentosa! on the 8th i think. kinda very not flow-ish. and smooth cos..
HSIANGLIN flying off on the 1st, coming back on the 8th. MARILYN flying off on the 8th, coming back on the 15th. CHARISSA leaving on the 10th, and i dont know when's she coming back. boo~ nic's leaving on the 19th. hohoho. do miss me. haha. cos i wont be back until erm.. 24 or 25th. tsktsk.
so i was intending the sentosa thing to be on the 8th. before marilyn's flight and after hsiainglin's touchdown. so saddening yah. sighs.
however, i havent exactly thought of where to go with enqi and huifen dear. HAHAHA. and mayb erm.. xh? =S
maybe on the 10th? hahas. and to erms.. i dont know! enqi if you read this, please think of where to go okay! hahas. as huifen olso. hahas. maybe go.. wild wild wet? GOOD IDEA. hahas. but i'll be going on the 11th with my uncle and darling joelle. =( but nevermind! hahas. i dont think i'll mind going twice. right? HAHA.
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hmm. i read mark's blog. and find that he isnt really very happy. what can i say.
hmm. he and gwen aint moving on. and haven been moving on since the very last time i spoke to him.
and he still holds something for me.. think bout me. talk bout me. -.-" according to leong mun fei! but..!! like whats the point. he didnt exactly cherish me when we were together, and now he wants so much for us to be together again. and like what they say. once bitten, twice shy. we broke so many times. i gave him so many chances. but, time and again, he played on me. i mean what does he want me to do? continue to stay by his side and let him hurt me more? of cos i didnt, which i was really glad i did not.
because if i did, i wouldnt have known how love really felt like.
all i can say to mark is that, you could give her more time, tho i know you gave her ALOT of time. but, if you really feel for her, then you shouldnt let her go. because love only comes once. and i know that so very well. people only cherish what they've lost. and that is the most heartbreaking fact. because i know so clearly how it can actually change my life.
anyways. you could accept her for who she is. maybe that is how she is. naive. love is about accepting all the weaknesses of the one you love. that is what love is about, isnt it?
or perhaps. when you have no other choice, you might wanna break up with her. and have some time to yourself, pondering bout what is it that you want in life. =)
omg. this is oh so long! HAHAs. oh wells. happy reading people.
you actually survived the long and boring post? HAHA. congrats! yay! well done!
i was just bored. hahas. =D
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
I bet.. I bet.. that on that day. i'll wake up, finding tears rolling down the surface of my face. then i'll ponder why. and i'll come to realise that because of the things that hast made me so weary and confused. i'll come to realise that a part of me is lost. i'll begin to know that sweet things doesnt last as long as you want them to. i'll realise that we've become like this because I am selfish.
then again, when some things fail, its not just about me. its not just bout that one person. some times I really wonder if he hast time for me. if he really loves me.
but all these dont quite matter now, do they? =)
cos I know that after that night. things has really changed. we've become acquaintance. merely acquaintance. that isnt really bad, is it?
i have people coming to me and asking me why do i actually bother to try so hard to salvage us, why do i try so hard to let go, and where has the genuine smile gone to. nicole doesnt seem quite nicole. and all she does recently is to appear so tired. tired in the sense of.. well. not physically tired, but.. yar.. (:
all nic can say is that she really is tired. and sick of all those lies. and she tries her very best to make do with what she has. and not to ponder so much bout things that she knows deep down inside that will not happen. she's trying so hard to let go of what has actually hurt her so much. she's trying to not hang on to something she thought might eventually work out.
nic is very sorry. not that we're drifting apart. but nic really feels very shag after school almost everyday. nic wanted to spend a few days of my holidays to go out shopping and have fun with you guys but, i gotta study and stuffs to attend to. but you know what enqi, i still love you all the same. ((: friendships of two years plus wont just fall apart cos we've been seeing less of each other and not spending our time like before. friendship like yours and mine wont fall apart because of some guys. or girls. or some lil argues. and nic knows that enqi's feeling very sad and depressed. but nic wants enqi to know that nic's hotline is still open 24/7. =D
enqi dont be sad. in life there're alot of unexpected events that'll happen. but because we're smart people, we'll overcome it despite it being very disheartening or heartbreaking. nic's feeling very sad too. but nic still has that smile on her face, because nic knows that there're alot of people except him that cares for nic. and if nic removes that smile on her face, the people around her will be worried and concerned. nic knows that enqi is trying very hard too.
and if enqi hasnt already overcome that freaking heartbreak earlier in the year. nic wants enqi to know that we can both help each other. because nic has decided to let go of what she thought might eventually become a very prettiful relationship. because nic now knows not the importance of herself in him. like he doesnt understand me enough and despite me giving him his present, he's still very nonchalent towards us.
anyways. enough of the not-so-happy things.
i think we're going to sentosa! on the 8th i think. kinda very not flow-ish. and smooth cos..
HSIANGLIN flying off on the 1st, coming back on the 8th. MARILYN flying off on the 8th, coming back on the 15th. CHARISSA leaving on the 10th, and i dont know when's she coming back. boo~ nic's leaving on the 19th. hohoho. do miss me. haha. cos i wont be back until erm.. 24 or 25th. tsktsk.
so i was intending the sentosa thing to be on the 8th. before marilyn's flight and after hsiainglin's touchdown. so saddening yah. sighs.
however, i havent exactly thought of where to go with enqi and huifen dear. HAHAHA. and mayb erm.. xh? =S
maybe on the 10th? hahas. and to erms.. i dont know! enqi if you read this, please think of where to go okay! hahas. as huifen olso. hahas. maybe go.. wild wild wet? GOOD IDEA. hahas. but i'll be going on the 11th with my uncle and darling joelle. =( but nevermind! hahas. i dont think i'll mind going twice. right? HAHA.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
hmm. i read mark's blog. and find that he isnt really very happy. what can i say.
hmm. he and gwen aint moving on. and haven been moving on since the very last time i spoke to him.
and he still holds something for me.. think bout me. talk bout me. -.-" according to leong mun fei! but..!! like whats the point. he didnt exactly cherish me when we were together, and now he wants so much for us to be together again. and like what they say. once bitten, twice shy. we broke so many times. i gave him so many chances. but, time and again, he played on me. i mean what does he want me to do? continue to stay by his side and let him hurt me more? of cos i didnt, which i was really glad i did not.
because if i did, i wouldnt have known how love really felt like.
all i can say to mark is that, you could give her more time, tho i know you gave her ALOT of time. but, if you really feel for her, then you shouldnt let her go. because love only comes once. and i know that so very well. people only cherish what they've lost. and that is the most heartbreaking fact. because i know so clearly how it can actually change my life.
anyways. you could accept her for who she is. maybe that is how she is. naive. love is about accepting all the weaknesses of the one you love. that is what love is about, isnt it?
or perhaps. when you have no other choice, you might wanna break up with her. and have some time to yourself, pondering bout what is it that you want in life. =)
omg. this is oh so long! HAHAs. oh wells. happy reading people.
you actually survived the long and boring post? HAHA. congrats! yay! well done!
i was just bored. hahas. =D
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
birthday sucks.
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