uncertainties, not.

uncertainties

this isnt me lah. im pretty sure.
something is wrong with me,
but i dont know what.
stop asking me,
im going crazy soon.

nope, no more uncertainties.
no more doubts.
just hatred. argh.
i dont like myself lah.
basket full of shitty cow.

this is not happening to me again.
i cried last night to bed. =/
thunder and lightning plus sleepless nights.
this is not happening again.
sighs. why lah why?
i just dont understand why lah.
i.. am.. afraid.
i dont know of what lah.
whoa. this sucks leh. howhowhow.

follow me, everything's alright.
i'll be the one who'll tuck you in at night.
and if you wanna leave, i'll guarantee.
you wont find nobody else like me.

hah. this song has been in my head since five plus.
yes, jan, hsianglin and i went kboxing just now.
it was madness i tell you.
oh my goodness gracious.
like 5 hours flat of singing. HAHA.
hsiang lin can sing lah. wahaha.
and jan sings damn well olso lah.
i feel inferior lah. HAHAHA.
was damn cold but, oh wells.

i cant wait for tomorrow! XD
my girlfriends and i are going to jan's house!
we're gonna make blue berry muffins! woots!
yayness! i cant waaaait!

while i get my mind occupied,
so as to not think about stuffs.
aye, fuck care lah.

shit, dont mind me.
this is so not happening.
^&%$#@!#@$&^%$#@!
why dont enqi, just take a gun,
or a knife and kill me.
so maybe i wont feel so terrible.

i miss being green lah.
this all sucks so much now. booo~


`- I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be evyting that u need; says:
dont tell me u nv wonder hw big ******* 1 is?
lols

oogling at small boys. TSK. says:
NO LOH
walan.

`- I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be evyting that u need; says:
shit. y sooo wrong ah me

oogling at small boys. TSK. says:
you dirty shit lah

walan eh, enqi. please lah.
oh my goodness gracious.
without me by your side,
be smarter lah. dont go absorb all the crap can.
whoa. buay tahan you lah.
tsktsk.

and when i said i was gonna blog bout it.
she started to panick,
and after telling her i would censor the name,

`- I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be evyting that u need; said:
PHEW.
=)

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
i am a super nice girl, my dear. =P



my life,
isnt getting any better i suppose.
HAH.

get use to it nic. =/

MUFFINS!

2301pm
5th Sept 2006