it's been a long time since i put pictures here.


isnt this, cute? hahaha


this is super nice, aunt joanne made it for me. =D


jack cannot remember he took this picture. =/


why does he look like small kid everywhere? ((:


jaaaaaaaaaaaack <3

Mummy's Birthday @ grandma's

super cute cousins.


this is what was left..


mummy and her cake =]


look at nigel, aint he super cute? hahaha.


FORTY FOUR years old. tsktsk, she insisted for me to put only TWO big candles and four small candles. sigh, denial. *shakes my head*

<3>
just so suddenly, it set me thinking.
i dont know what set me thinking, but..
i thought emo and nic dont go together anymore.
shit lah, i dont what is wrong with me lah.
just what the hell is wrong inside??

i feel like shitting.
anyway,
and,
dont even think bout questioning me.
i dont know what happened either.
and,
if you decide to not understand what i typed,
and come and ask me what happened,
i might snap and explode and go crazy.
trust me. dont ask. =DD
i'll be freaking fine in a while. yes,
i know myself. sighs. oh wells.
this feeling kinda suck,
i dont understand why lah.
wah, i feel like shooting myself in the head.

and shit lah,
it's 0045 and i gotta wake up at nine tmr lah.

on second thoughts,
maybe i dont know myself.
i wanna know what the crap is going on inside this wth self.
i want to make this go away,
but i dont know how to do it.
no one's here. =/
dammit. i feel like crying.
ooooh, shitty tears.
i forbid you to fall.



i am so useless.
urgh!



argh!
save me~


5th Sept 2006
0050am