reminisince

Another guy, another story.

this is when my heartahces begin.

to the guy who has successfully captivated me with his alluring smiles.
this is what i think.

tall and dark.
tanned to perfection.
with smiles of a thousand sunsets.
with a figure like non other.
sweats like honey droplets.
he dresses with haute couture.
his hazadrous smiles,
literally melts my heart.
he plays with flawless skills.
100 and 1 % sex appeal.
turns me on every moment.
leave me lingering in my thoughts.
so attractive and suave.
ohh. how i adore him.
how i wish he's my prized possession.
he smells like the pot-pourri on my study table.
the thought of his magnificent face,
his muscular arms,
his bewitching smiles,
his tangible body,
the way he plays his game.
oh i really do feel guilty,
for the way i gawk at him.
for the way i look at him lustfully.
for the way he enters my thoughts.
for the way he leaves my dreams.
for the way i picture him in my mind.
for the way he smiles at me.
please legalize my thoughts.
where do u find such a boy-next-door,
with familiar smiles of the decade.
when my life seems blur,
he unknowingly enters my world.
brightened up my everydays.
he can be so friendly at times,
and be totally a fiend at other times.
can someone tell me what he thinks.
is he even attached?
i have absolutely no idea.
his sophisticated self puzzles me.
all i can do,
is to pend for the day,
he'd say "i love u".
but i do know,
it is obviously ostensible.
i can only live in my dreams.
trying to avoid reality.
he resurrected my confidence,
and crushed my wishes.
being in his presence,
simply is bliss.

sighs. im overwhelmed with schizophrenia..
i'd like to be gone with the wind. sighs.


[this is my own words. i did not copy and paste. (:]