all was well today (minus crazy weather)

Mum decided to use last year's banner, so she set me free today. So i had picnic with Jackjack, everything went as planned except that the weather wasn't cooperating. Pictures up, i'm rather tired. Pictures shall then feed your eyes, with random captions when i feel like it.

The view of the sky above where we sat.

Look Apple Cranberry such a big bottle for $2.10. Our school's selling it at $1 for that small pathetic bottle! >=(

What a strong tree that is?

The view of the surroundings of the trees and plains where we sat.

Picnic is love, so lovely. (Minus the Crazy weather of course.)

cowly hot

Unreaonable weather makes everybody pissed. I get pissed at eveything else when the weather decides to be unreasonably crazy. It just kills the mood for everything. I hate being sticky and warm and all. rawrr! The weather is SO HOT, that even the block of Ice-Cream Jack and I bought melted in the freezer. What in the world is happening?! Totally madness, I tell you.

We'll play HCI tomorrow, win or lose, we'll come back stronger next year. Watch us, anticipate us, wait and see. (:

Now that Hun bought his Viewty, he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. All he touches is his Viewty, his Viewty is all he lays his eyes on. I hate his Viewty, I can't wait to get MINE.

Period came, and I'm having major cravings, moodswings, outbreaks and backaches. I don't see no particular reason why anyone would love Periods.

P&P at SRT (:

The play wasn't that bad i suppose. Just that it lacked Pemberly. Anyways, thereafter Hun and I went to eat BKT opposite Central Mall. As delicious as ever! mmhmm!

So there. BKT for your eyes (Hayl) hahaha!

Then we craved for Muddy MudPie. And so we went and satisfied our cravings.

Yummy like Honey.
Even though I know i might die from cramps, I still ate half of it. It's like what they described as, too good to resist.

US.

Alright, I'm done for today. Bahbye.

being a little politically right

It's rather wrong to start blogfights, or whatever you might think it to be.

I started to feel the pinch after JJ's match. We all know we could have put up a fight with them, and who know's we might win. I started to feel the pinch, i started to want to cry. I started to question why did it turn out to be like that. And of all the reasons i tried to find, there was only one apparent reason. We all know what it is.

You could say you are disappointed at my words, and you trusted me. The feeling is rather mutual. I am disappointed too, and i trusted you too. I feel like im being played by you. The whole team was being played by you, we were scammed. If you'd want to know how badly we wanted to win, you could read Apple and Ger's previous posts from last year.

I dont know if it's my irrational emotions that spurred on this entry, or whatever else. But it's quite heart-wrenching to know that things have to turn out this a way. We paid for your silly mistakes. Like what people always say: "If you don't mean to stay, please don't cross my path"

TGIF

Finally, a good weekend to look forward to.

I like today, cos i spent half the day with Hunny. Hun's Mummy cooked porridge for me and I slept at Hun's. I like doing nothing together. It's cost-effective. hurhur.

Grocery Shopping tomorrow, PICNIC on Sunday!
Imma happy girl. (:

P.S oh yes, my wrist is better after the match just now. Weird wrist, throwing temper i guess. haha!

P.P.S I dont know if i should feel angry or resentful towards her but i do know and clearly understand if all these didnt happen, we'ld have been better together at our best. I feel upset, I gave my all even when my wrist gave way. But to know that she just came and go whenever she pleased, makes me more upset. We could have won TJ, we wouldnt have been trashed by JJ. This is not what we should get in exchange of our fucking hard trainings and all. and it's not like we are not capable of putting up a fight with them, we had the players, we had the trainings. we expected all the spikings and everything else, what we never have expected was a leaver. and it was just last year, we promised ourselves that we would get into the second round at least. we had hopes initially, then it was shattered. far worst than a heart break i believe. it's prolly not her fault, yeah sure. I think it's better not to think about it, it makes me happier.

=(

loml & i

The LOML and I went to eat after our futile matches. =(

Coronation Plaza, 2nd Floor

Prince Restaurant

$6.50 Student Meal

Incl. Soup of the Day, Drink, Garlic Bread
Choice of Chicken Chop/ Pork Chop/ Fish and Chips

LOML and I say, FOUR THUMBS UP. =))

Oh yes, we're definitely going to return there for the super delicious food.

Picnic with LOML this Sunday. How egggggciting!

I am so looking forward to it, I can't wait! =DDD

Picnic, Picnic, Picnic, Picnic, Picnic, Picnic!

I twisted my right wrist.

Purple Dinosaur, please make it go away.

By Friday, Thank You. =((

Hello HAYLEY TP.

I know you're watching this space.

There, I have it updated especially for you in London.

I hope you're having the time of your life there. Stupid woman.

Hello Bed, Goodnight World.

heart flustering feeling ):

hey hunny, please know that when all else fails, i take comfort in you.

please be there, because you know I'll falter without your support.

Brother, Boyfriend and I spent the day at MindCafe since grandma and aunt were not at home. had a thrilling good time, and stupid brother got so excited over the last game and knocked himself on the table and suffered wounds. How dumb.

With A Divs starting this coming Tuesday, I feel flustered enough already. Now that there are more problems coming up, I have no idea how am I going to calm myself down in the court. I really don't wanna be a burden to the team, gaaah. I hate this. =(

Oh yes, I reinstalled Sims 2 yesterday. I know its like the lamest thing anyone can do, but I think it's fuun. tsk.

I HOPE TUESDAY DON'T COME SOON.

=D

I miss Jack. =((

By the looks of today, i don't think i'll be meeting him.

Jack's having fun at somebody's house.

No Jack today. =((

lunch will be maggi mee,

and wait for good dinner with dad and mom and nick.

fucked up

Allow me to add a little barbaric words to portray my anger.

MY SCHOOL IS A FUCKED UP SCHOOL, SERIOUSLY. NOT THAT MANY DON'T ALREADY KNOW. BUT WHAT THE FUCK, ITS FUCKIER THAN EVER NOW.

THE NEW STUPID LATE COMING RULE IS TOTALLY NONSENSICAL, THAT NOOB VICE-PRINCIPAL SAYS WE MUST PREDICT THE WEATHER AND TRAFFIC. WE MUST PREPARE FOR ACCIDENTS THAT MAY PROLLY HAPPEN ALONG THE WAY TO SCHOOL.

MIGHT AS WELL ASK US TO TELEPORT TO SCHOOL. ZZZ.

HIS NEW STUPID RULE IS MAKING MORE PEOPLE LATE, I SERIOUSLY THINK HE IS NOOBSHITS. LOOKS LIKE SOME BANGLA WORKER, TOTALLY CANNOT MAKE IT.

I BOARD 174 AT JURONG POINT AT 7.20, THE FUCKING BUS TOOK 40 MINS TO REACH THE STUPID SCHOOL. THE EARLIER BUS IS LIKE HALF AN HOUR EARLIER, SO I WILL REACH SCHOOL HALF AND HOUR EARLIER. WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANNA REACH SCHOOL SO FUCKING EARLY. SO FUCKING ABSURD. ITS NOT LIKE THAT STUPID SCHOOL IS MY FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE IN. I DON'T SEE THE POINT OF COMING TO SCHOOL SO FUCKING EARLY, MAYBE 5 OR 10 MINUTES. BUT WHAT THE FUCK? HALF AN HOUR? YOU MUST BE OUTTA YOUR FUCKING PEA BRAINS.

AND THE FUCKING TEACHERS CLOSED THE BLOODY GATE AT 7.55AM, WHEN WE'RE SUPPOSED TO REACH SCHOOL AT 8AM FOR ASSEMBLY. SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE, AND YET BLAME US FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO PREDICT THE WEATHER AND TRAFFIC. ARE THEY FUCKING STUPID, OR FUCKING STUPID?

STUPID RULES, STUPID TEACHERS.

STUPID MOTHER OF MINE, LECTURE ME FOR NO FUCKING APPARENT REASONS. DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, YET WANNA LECTURE ME FOR EVERYTHING SHE THINKS THAT I DID WRONG. WHY THE FUCK MUST STUDENTS COMPLY TO THE STUPID UNREASONABLE SCHOOL RULES.

IN THAT SCHOOL,

ONLY TEACHERS CAN BE RUDE TO STUDENTS
ONLY TEACHERS CAN BE LATE
ONLY TEACHERS CAN DO EVERYTHING
TEACHERS, MY FUCKING COW.
JUST A BUNCH OF STUPID PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T KNOW WHAT JOB THEY WANTED.

MAYBE MOE SHOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS TYRANT JAILHOUSE. CHANGE THE VP OR SOMETHING, ADVICE HIM TO SWITCH HIS JOB TO A PRISON WARDEN OR SOMETHING.

NOW MY ANGER IS BURSTING INSIDE ME, IMMA SNAP AT THE NEXT PERSON WHO'S GONNA TALK TO ME. SO FUCKING ANGRY, TEARS STARTS FORMING IN MY EYES.

BANGLAS SHOULD FUCK THE SCHOOL UPSIDE DOWN.

wa wa wa!

The day crept by and drained all my brain juice. Thursdays are the hardest to disappear. I hate Thursdays, I wish there could be lesser lessons on that day. Thursdays have the most content based lessons, both histories, econs, gp. So taxing on my body, long lessons makes me listless and it allows my soul to wander off to dumbdumbland.

Boyfriend and I are having our A Div's, and we can hardly spend proper time together, it's been a while since we sat and chill, laze and cook together. I miss days like that. =( Part of me wants A Div's to end faster, but that will mean that we wont be achieving anything. That's not i want. =( So, until A Div's are entirely over. I shall wait.

and finally,

Boy, is he handsome or what? Oh yes, this extreme sport is my favourite pet's favourite sport. Frisbee.

HELLO TO IRELAND.

HELLO HAYLEY!

ANITA TEO YING YING blames me for teaching her all the gibberish that she thinks she picked up from me. what an accusation she makes, totally nonsensical. i shall beat her at DJ Max or Bomberman tomorrow.

I think that lessons are boring, and i ought to pay due attention even if it is so. teach me how?

boyfriend's team drew with SAJC. a match they should have won. oh wells, fear not, better days to come. (:

A divs starts next Tuesday for us. I feel it impending very quick suddenly. I want us to do our best, and go where beyond our limits.

you me happy lala crazy lovely madness gibberish love. (:

Yours, mine, ours.

She is His Girlfriend. (:

With much pride and love.

go figure

It's this kinda feeling I'm feeling right now. (:

like oreo cheese cake ice cream

It's probably hard to imagine that time has passed so fast and in two weeks time, we'll be faced with what we've been preparing for all year long. I believe we'll do good with all that we have, or even more than what we have. (:

I love my crazy girls. ❤

fully captivated

Take me away to Pemberly, will you please Darl?
I'll have no regrets living my life at Pemberly,
For Pemberly is a place too beautiful for complaints.
Pemberly, Pemberly, such a fine scenery.
Of the skies and lakes, the trees and flowers too.
What more can a lady ask for,
With the man of her dreams,
And a place too pretty to deny.

Pemberly has totally captivated me, just watching it in Pride & Prejudice, it took my breath away. It's probably one of the few reasons why Eliza changed her views of that mean Darcy she thought she knew. The love of Elizabeth Bennet and William Darcy makes me wanna tear. The whole scene at Pemberly aroused that warm fuzzy feeling in me. It made me smile from ear to ear as i watched Eliza and Darcy stare at each other. I think it's called Bliss.

that warm fuzzy feeling (:

(Ripped from Apple's blog)

"A" division is coming, no matter we win or lose, I always believe that as long as WE TRY OUR VERY BEST & PUSH OURSELF TO OUR VERY BEST, we r the winner, champion, soldier girl, fighter!! Yeah man:)

From my heart to the girls.

those crazy bitchy girls, ❤.

My Love(:

FEEL THE LOVE YO.

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I honestly do not know what is wrong with taking a long time to get over broken relationships. It's like having chicken pocks, different people have different systems and that makes the recovering time differ. I seriously don't get it. Crazy people with too much time to spare, criticizing people about this matter.

I am gonna get ready and meet my Love. I can't wait! =D How i wish i can have him beside me all the time, so i can pinch and bite. hahaha!

p.s I secretly wanna hide you under my bed.

heavy heart

With A divs impending, I really am determined to receive quality balls. But whenever i tell myself i must receive it properly, I tend to falter more. :( I suck at receiving balls, like totally. It makes me feel sad, and like a humongumous burden to the team. :( I know it, and I guess I should work doubly hard at spiking good balls to make it up. It's not like I'm good at it, but I'll give it my all. :/

With lousy results like mine, I ought to study harder and promptly hand in assignments. My mind keeps telling me to prepare for the battle, but my weak self surrenders all to distractions and whatnot. It's quite heart-wrenching, to know what I should do and what I am actually doing differs like polar poles. Maybe I should buy some discipline, can anyone tell me where I can get those? :/

Dad said when he gets back from Thailand, we'll be looking for houses in the East. He'll buy two cars, one for dad and mom, and one for me. He said, when he get back, we'll have better lives with more than enough money. If he meant what he said, I should be happy, shouldn't I? Jack and I assumed that he said the truth, and we talked about life after my family becomes rich. It wasn't very pleasant, it wasn't very happy. In fact, Jack and I teared. :/ Oh wells, if what he said is real, then we can decide again.

On a lighter note, Jack will be coming over to have dinner with me later. PMS broke up with Jack today, it made me sad. I don't like PMS, I hope she goes away soon. Its making me moody and very sad. So now I feel happy because Jack is coming over later. How exciting! I think we're town-ing tomorrow.

What a lenghty entry, I must have stood infront of the mirror too long. Generated so many reflections. Hmm. :/

You are my baby love, baby love.

yet another trip to ikea

i didnt know Donkeys enjoyed Ikea food as much as Jacole do. =X

I must say, this week is rather fulfilling, with Meatballs and Poached Salmons.

Ikea was fun with Slivita, with all the oily jokes and stuff.

I doodled, and I Bomberman-ed.

Hun walked Queensway a hundred and one times,

and finally found his orange turf shoe.

I took rough paper from Ikea, again. =X

I feel random, I just type what's on my mind.

Hun and I bus-ed all the way back to JP.

We played Bomberman through out the journey.

Anita, look, i doodle on photos too! hahahahahah!

I had fun today, and imma attempt to finish math before i head to bed.

I love math.

p.s have i told you i love you lately?

I love you Mr Boyfriend.

Lying close to you

Feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together

And I just wanna stay with you

In this moment forever, forever and ever.

updates, downdates, whatever.

Met CGW, Leong, Joa, Lien and KRC yesterday for prata and pool. It's been a long time since we last met, and things never changed. (:

These are overdued, but not too long ago. (:

I love the trips to Ikea, it's always more than satisfying, with the man i love.

(and i'll always come home with a new packet of Ikea markers =X)

I used to have a pact with my Ex, to watch the sun set and rise.
But, i realised that there is no need to look for the sunset because now, the sunset comes to Jack and I. (:

p.s the sunset view from MI is magnificent, totally breath-taking.

(*&^%$#@

today is an unfateful day.

the following content may be too violent for children under 19.

NUMBER ONE:-

LIEN SAID I LOOK LIKE THAT STUPID MOUTHLESS CARTOON CAT FROM JAPAN. AND THEN I COMPLAIN TO GUOWEI:

nicole says:
stupid lien say i look like hello kitty in my dp

nicole says:
zzzzzz )(*&^%$#$%^&*(

+[ DarkenEx™ ]+ +[ FrozenEx™ ]+ says:
btw u do look like hello kitty =X

nicole says:
OMG WTF

NUMBER TWO:-

I HAD TO HAVE CRAZY CRAMPS ON WEDNESDAY, THAT MEANS IM GONNA MISS TRAINING. NEVERMIND THAT, STUPID SCHOOL SYSTEM IS SO FUCKED UP HAD TO LET ME HANG IN PAIN TIL I GO THROUGH ALL THE STUPID PROCEDURES.

nicole says:

by the time they finish all the stupid procedures, i already died of pain.

SO I DECIDED TO SWALLOW THE PAINKILLERS MORE THAN HALF THE SIZE OF MY THUMB NAIL, AND GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR TRAINING, that is if the painkillers dont knock me out in half and hours time.

NUMBER THREE)
i left Hun in school alone. =(

MELLY <3

and and and i can't wait for trip to bintan next year with greg! nicole!!!!!! let's go together!!! ask ben too!! and aaron too! and all your other halves too!!! (((((:let's revive the old days. hahahaha. (((:

AHH! i want i want! but i'll let you know again soon okay. next year is like A levels for me. =(

super amazing love

today is just so wonderfully amazing.

(except for the mother being sucha effing bitch.)

let's start my day with the best.

met Hun and had DimSum with Aunts and Uncles. I would be really glad to put up the photos here, but unfortunately i was too preoccupied with eating that I accidentally forgot to snap the food. I wished I could, but sitting with me, were monsters who gobbled up all the food before the plate touch the table. (Brother, Cousin and Jack. Plus, 3 girls.) It was a traumatic experience, i hardly had my fair share of indulgence. I had my favourite desert! Omg I Love! The food was quite mouth-watering. BUT, I must say that Neptune's was a hundred times better, with the decor and view and food of cos.

and then cuz and bro and Hun and i walked a hundred miles to Peninsular to get Hun's hockey bag, like finally after so long. and crossed the street to get my earphones, well headphone. i really wanted a red earphone you know, but i got this red headphone because the three guys said it was nice. (BOYFRIEND, should one day i detest the red headphones, i demand another one!) after which, we trained to cuz's house.

i was so bored, had to find something to kill stupid boredom who didn't want to go away. so i decided that we should make cupcakes, and so we did. pictures are as shown above, it doesn't look as appealing in the pictures but it's yummy. Joelle and Emma helped too! No frosting cos i was too lazy to figure how to create frosting out of nothing. the cupcakes would look nicer given a PROPER oven. =X had dinner and came home.

Crazy 19th Crazy Love Crazy Boyfriend!

Imma happy girl.
Bahbye. (:

super duper stupid idiot!

morning; friendly with RJC.

won all three sets.

afternoon; stupid idiot came to my house.

and sleep while i took my one hour bath. roflmao.

evening; buy volka.

bought 2, Bridgitte brought one from home. didnt manage to drink a lot. =/

night; xinya's chalet.

i shall not bitch, i shall not rant. =X

present; home.

dead-beat.

p.s photos will come soon when gerlaine uploads. =)

no entry today.

the lizard incident is crazy. totally grossed out.

video calls <3

Now i feel better. LOL.

i hate today. today is sucks. =(

one full stop

I came home from school afer KFC with Jack and fell straight to bed until now which is like 2240 isnt that cool when i wake up I cant find Jack and that is sad Im just glad that there isnt any homework that is to be dued tomorrow else i would die so bad I want more JellyBeanies but can i just have the ones I like Why isnt Jack picking up calls Im so gonna kick his balls Oh he's calling hahaha I just ate maggi mee now i think Imma return to bed. bahbye

omg now im fucking sad cos VS is having major spree and i cant buy anything bloody fuck ROAR

the sugar rushy feel

School;

Was super fun with all the JellyBeanies and Doodles Girls. =D

Boyfriend;

Baby and I walked in the rain in Ponchos! How fun, we spent the day at my house, attempting to do History. We ate and ate and laughed and talked. Although it was quite unproductive of us, I liked how we ended the day. With love and silly smiles. I love you Sugar Roll ❤

Soccer;

THREE NIL TO YOU LoseriverPOOL. =)

sugar rolls & french toast

Can you believe it? 'Cos I can't!

School;

There's school tomorrow. Oms, just shoot me. I haven't even touch the homework that I was supposed to do. I was having so much fun, I thought it was June already. Damn!

Volleyball;

Training on Wednesday, Friday. And and and, friendly with RJC on Saturday. How exciting, Volleyball is what makes me look forward to every school day. With those girls, and those latest juicy gossips. I absolutely love! =)

Boyfriend;

I am now uber 1337 at playing DJ Max, beware.

Sleep;

I think I lack sleep, although I don't have eye bags, I can feel that my eyes are sagging. Yes you read it right, my eyes are sagging. I'm not even kidding. So, bye bye.

Easter Eggs!

Had training, with these girls. (:

All the vainpots! lol.

Went for Easter Vigil with Hunny, lasted for like 3 hours! oms, so tired please. and then Hun went off to Jialong's house, and i went to eat! HOHOHO. okay, bahbye.

coming back to the heart of worship

He died for the kingdom, to redeem the hearts of men.

Maundy Thursday yesterday.
Good Friday today.

Easter Vigil tomorrow.
Easter on Sunday.

P.S It hurts most, when i lie in bed having nothing to do.

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Training tomorrow. =D

P.S Although you make mistakes, you'll never break my heart.

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Qoutes Gerlaine.

Lots have been drawn and we'd be up against HCJC ( who were
last year's champions) , TJC ( alot of DSA jokers, whom I think who has gotten 4th position last year ) , JJC ( with lots of DSA jokers as well) and YJC.

Damn! GG please. But we've been training hard, honest.
Be scared, be very scared of us!
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destined to redeem the world

Until i learn how to control my heart.

It'll be tough, it'll be really rough.

But I'm strong, I'll survive. (:

Meanwhile, I'll ignore all calls and msges.

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OMG, i saw Greg and Mel today. Greg kept smiling and his reason was, very happy to finally see you back in church. Boy, do i miss them much. and Benjamin too. Indeed, finally feels good to be back at church, after so long. WO AI NI Melly, Greggy, Benny. lol! =D
P.S Just so you know, i still love you very much. ):
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imy):

Friendly with the Japs.

This is long overdue, but i don't really care, you see.

And today is very sad, it rained cows and chickens and we had to cancel Friendly with JJC. very sad, not good at all. Tomorrow is very dread-y, i wish Bird Flu would find me tonight cos i think it'll be valid enough to stay away from the old fishy smell in those homes. And i can't believe that they are combining two of the world's most scariest things together tomorrow. Old people and Banglas. I could just die now, i swear. ohthemoomoocow, somebody please save me. =(

Oh, and i haven't been on very good terms with the boyfriend, one reason being is that i think he is very irritating. I know he's gonna read, but i also know that he knows that what i think is gonna last for like 3 days only. So, no biggie. And i don't like to tiff with the boyfriend, cos whenever i don't feel like talking to him, i won't give him big hug or let him hold my hand. And it makes me miss him crazily much until i see him again. It sucks.

If Ali Baba's genie would grant me a wish, I'd want him to make Jack un-argue-able/un-rebut-ive/un-fight-back-ish/un-angry-able. I think you get what i mean. hur.

I think i have phobias of Roti-Prata now. ): very sad, i feel like puking/vomiting/shitting/spitting/orwhateveryoucallit out the Roti-Pratas i ate just now. I feel uncomfy and its making me very temperamental, i could take on a bull. grr.

I think going to sleep may curb my problem.

And i'm sad cos the boyfriend is going to Jialong's house to stayover. I hate it, cos we aren't done making up yet. I hate it. I think it pisses me off more, I can feel the anger climbing up my chest. I hate it, cos he always think that we'll be fine when we wake up tomorrow. I hate it. It's just so taking things for granted. I hate it. I could make sure things don't turn out fine, but i can't possibly bring myself to do it. But, i still hate it, like hate it, hate it. >=(

p.s stupidboy, i don't love you today. ):