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Friendly with the Japs.

This is long overdue, but i don't really care, you see.

And today is very sad, it rained cows and chickens and we had to cancel Friendly with JJC. very sad, not good at all. Tomorrow is very dread-y, i wish Bird Flu would find me tonight cos i think it'll be valid enough to stay away from the old fishy smell in those homes. And i can't believe that they are combining two of the world's most scariest things together tomorrow. Old people and Banglas. I could just die now, i swear. ohthemoomoocow, somebody please save me. =(

Oh, and i haven't been on very good terms with the boyfriend, one reason being is that i think he is very irritating. I know he's gonna read, but i also know that he knows that what i think is gonna last for like 3 days only. So, no biggie. And i don't like to tiff with the boyfriend, cos whenever i don't feel like talking to him, i won't give him big hug or let him hold my hand. And it makes me miss him crazily much until i see him again. It sucks.

If Ali Baba's genie would grant me a wish, I'd want him to make Jack un-argue-able/un-rebut-ive/un-fight-back-ish/un-angry-able. I think you get what i mean. hur.

I think i have phobias of Roti-Prata now. ): very sad, i feel like puking/vomiting/shitting/spitting/orwhateveryoucallit out the Roti-Pratas i ate just now. I feel uncomfy and its making me very temperamental, i could take on a bull. grr.

I think going to sleep may curb my problem.

And i'm sad cos the boyfriend is going to Jialong's house to stayover. I hate it, cos we aren't done making up yet. I hate it. I think it pisses me off more, I can feel the anger climbing up my chest. I hate it, cos he always think that we'll be fine when we wake up tomorrow. I hate it. It's just so taking things for granted. I hate it. I could make sure things don't turn out fine, but i can't possibly bring myself to do it. But, i still hate it, like hate it, hate it. >=(

p.s stupidboy, i don't love you today. ):