Thirty two months (:

974 days and counting strong.

32 months, can you imagine how crazy we would have been if we celebrated 32 months of being together? And Mel's point of celebrating it 100 times if it's our 100th month.

Month-a-verseries are so passe.

Nope, I haven't forgot about the 30th of each month.

♥

7 periods of break & 3 periods of econs.

7 periods of break & 3 periods of econs.

That's about why I came to school today.

Is that awesome or what? :D

What a waste of time, s'riously.

Alternatively, I could have stayed home to watch
Fast & Furious 4 or Beverley Hills Chihuahua.
Or I could have met Jack
and get season 2 & 3 of One Tree Hill from him.

See, I could have been more productive that way.
I would have been the world's most
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious girl, really!

Honestly, I cannot wait for Saturday to come.
Despite all the odd things and facts that pops up.
These includes the people whom I don't want there,
to the kind of food they bring and what they might wear.

I cannot wait to upgrade/change my line,
so then I'll have unlimited smses and and and,
I can start spamming my favourite people!
I think I should start listing out my spam-mables.

I feel very random now. :D
Because my chain of thoughts are not smooth,
akin to a Vespa, pop-pop-popping along the way.
So my fingers are just typing in response to
whatever that comes to my mind right here, right now.

I want trainings. ):
So that I can eat without guilt, and even if I'm
going tanning on Saturday, i can still gorge on
guilt-ridden food knowing that I can shed them
off on Wednesday and Friday. Now I can't. ):

I want to watch Angels & Demons.
I've read that book about 5 times now.
First got that book about 3 or 4 years ago?
Me admires Dan Brown much, just cause. :)

I finished watching Gossip Girl Season 2 Eps 22.
I hate it when I need to wait for it to be aired in US,
in order to ________ it to watch it. Because I
don't like to wait. I want to watch it like how I'm
watching One Tree Hill, all 6 seasons at one shot. :D

Whoa, this is a long one. Bet you enjoyed reading it.
Because if you're here, reading this line right now,
it could only mean that my life is awesome and you
have all the interest in the world to know what's
happening in and about my life. So I love you. Not?

Okay, I think blogging in school is just reflective,
reminding me how much of a no life-er I am. Ta!

<3

Jack's MacBook hangs and can't take screen shots. Yay!

Webcam :D

When two bored people starts talking. Lol.

Secret letter

Hello Australia, (and Gerlaine)
please wait for me if I don't ever make it pass 2009 alive enough to go to local Uni.
xoxo, Nicole.

Tribute to my life in MIVB♥

From an all girls team to this crazy mixed team of volleyballers, I've watched each and every ♥ed ones shed their tear, laughed their hearts out and vented their frustrations. We've been through much, from crazy stupid misunderstandings to thick and thin. The booze and dance to hard core mugging sessions. I've watched them come and watched them leave.

Now, it's my turn to leave.

The last match against TJC, didn't mean to end the way it is. It's not justified, really. ):

It's gonna be hard. I was sitting at Starbucks yesterday, brooding over Economics, the first 2 to 3 hours was fine, was productive and then thereafter, my mind was at training, telling myself how I'd rather be at training with them, even if it's just doing the dreary physical work.

I'd never thought I'd be this attached to MIVB♥ when I first joined, now, it's time to leave, it feels like I've been short changed, like I haven't had enough of them yet. Forced to go away from my team, I'd rather die, trust me. What am I going to do on every Monday now, I used to tell myself, it's okay, Wednesday and Fridays are coming soon. What's in it for me on Wednesdays and Fridays now? ):

Mug, eat, sleep, school, mug, eat, sleep, school, mug, eat, sleep, school.
As a matter of fact, I have no life now.

Something's missing?

Volleyball.

P.S: I'll miss y'all much, really. It feels so terrible tears start forming in my eyes. ):

Verdict.

Jack:
i think he(coach) can just put anyone and that anyone will try 23456789 times harder than _______.

And my favourite people like S, X, B, A, D, A and A and Y and G* and all the other unsung heroes who shares the same opinion as me. It makes me feel really justified now. :)

*All names will remain anonymous, but not like you don't know who my favourite people are.

P.S: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Loots of the day.

Nicole is a happy girl.
She can't wait for them to arrive at her door step!

P.S: Shopping makes Nicole really happy.

MIVB

YUEWEI says:
so if it means to have my might to keep u in court, not rotating, like keep scoring, i will do it.

And because of team mates like her, even if i don't get to stay in court as long as i want to, I'll still try my bestest to make every ball that i may touch count.

So, for the last two matches impending in the last of my MI volleyball days. It's gonna be the most spectacular one, I promise.

For MIVB. ♥

Never cross that line

Before our match with HwaChong last year.

We did well last year, ended the match without any regrets.
We'll do well this year and walk outta' the court with pride.

That aside, I need to..

RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT

She needs a wake up call, and some sense of remorse and shame. Someone needs to know how much I want to stab her in her face, just 34562456 times will do. Someone needs to know the degree of agony I suffer from, sitting outside and watching them fall so short of points.

As a matter of fact,
1) I don't like _______, not even one tiny bit.
2) I need to stop getting new wounds.
3) I waited for 174 outside school for about an hour.
4) I almost died while bathing because that burn on my knee hurts.
5) There are about 4 others who shares the same sentiment about _______.
6) My right knee hurts more than my left knee now.
7) Notice my right wrist in the 3rd picture, I always get injured. ):

P.S: Stop bitching Nic.

Enlightenment

I finally understood.

So I stopped complaining although i lost almost half of my court time. (:

Let's just fight the last two fights together, and play with an open heart. I honestly believe in us, just because we've trained so hard. Let's not let our hard work go to waste.

I <3 y'all. (:

It's not easy being me.

I know, I know it's the survival of the fittest. I know, that it's a dog eat dog world. I know, it's for the good of my team. I know, I admit, I'm not good. I know, I know all these, of course I know.

You play better, you're in. You screw up, and you're out. What else is new in any sport? Because it's competitive like that, because it's unfair just like that. So I put in my all, this past few weeks, and just train. Corrected my mistakes, bared my pain, and suppressed my frustrations. Just for these 3 upcoming games, I took it all.

If it's because of my knee, I'm deprived of my chance to play like the others, I can say that I can bear my pain just because it doesn't hurt that badly. If it's because of my knee, that I've become a burden to the team, I'd gladly sit by the side and watch. Thanks to her, but it's okay, shit happens.

But.

If it's because I'm not good enough, that I'm deprived of my chance to play like the others. All I can say is that there's just this one other person who doesn't deserve this chance to play at all. Just because she doesn't perform up to her expectations, simply because she doesn't try. Why then, put me in the same spot as her?

I won't go on about how much better I am when compared to her, because I know I'm not good. But, putting me in the same spot as her makes me feel like I'm simply wasting my time, wasting everything that I've endured this far.

I know I whine a lot, I know I complain a lot. But please don't judge me, because it's not easy being me. And, don't tell me it's okay, because it's not, at least to me, it's so not.

And because he only knows me too well;

Jack: You're not the kind of person who would give up anyways.

And because I'm stubborn like that, I'm gonna give tomorrow and the other two matches my fucking best. Even if it means busting my knee, again.



P.S: If you're someone who doesn't judge and if you care enough, please I need to rant.

Shoot me in my temples

Honestly, I have no idea what I am stressed about.

Clue: Overdue work.

:D

Used to be.

End.

I screwed up, I always screw things up.
It hurts eh, I'm sorry. Really.

Awed

ZOMFG!

China phones have super duper loud sound systems, I'm awed.

P.S: this song is etched, stuck, repeated.

♥ to bits.

My favourite people.

You

take time to tell me you really care, please.

I don't want to drift away from you, and i fear.
If only I could turn back time, we were so much happier too.

Busted Knee

I got rammed in my left knee, it hurts whenever I walk like you. Coach scared the shit outta me on Wednesday with all the operation tales about cracked soft tissue and whatnot, I'm so glad I'm walking like a penguin now, at least. I want it to recover in about 13 hours time, so I can train with the girls. Pray.

Oh yes, I must address this issue. I do not believe in superficial friendships. If I give my utmost best to you as a friend, I expect nothing less, or at least a try to give your utmost best. I hate people who befriends you to rip benefits from you - financially or physically or mentally. I do not respect people who come and go as they like, claiming to be your bestest friend. I detest people who befriends you when you're around them, and when we part, the friend you thought you once had disappears and does not even make the effort to catch up, oh yes, and behaving like you've disappeared on the face of the earth. I believe in putting in effort to make a friendship work, and if you're one I'd treasure to keep, you'll see me trying, hard. I'll be rather obvious, as the person I am, it's not difficult to know if you're one I'd keep. And if you're someone I'd call friend, I'll make things work even if they've failed, once, twice and all the same. You know who you are, and I ♥ you. :)

P.S: If you think that I detest you, then I must say that you've thought wrong. Please don't give it a second thought, because I won't even think of it as any importance to me. (:

P.P.S: TGIF! TGIF! Thank God It's Friday!

Loves y'all long time

I miss taking photos like that.

Happy Birthday Xinya! :D

David's snappy thing is glowing!

Good ole times.

Apple was having spasms. Tsk!

Gerlaine! :D

Nicole loves y'all long time, Nicole misses cam-whoring days like such, Nicole is as fit as a fiddle, Nicole looks forward to Friday and it makes her weekdays pass much faster.

Ta for now! :)