MELLY <3

and and and i can't wait for trip to bintan next year with greg! nicole!!!!!! let's go together!!! ask ben too!! and aaron too! and all your other halves too!!! (((((:let's revive the old days. hahahaha. (((:

AHH! i want i want! but i'll let you know again soon okay. next year is like A levels for me. =(

super amazing love

today is just so wonderfully amazing.

(except for the mother being sucha effing bitch.)

let's start my day with the best.

met Hun and had DimSum with Aunts and Uncles. I would be really glad to put up the photos here, but unfortunately i was too preoccupied with eating that I accidentally forgot to snap the food. I wished I could, but sitting with me, were monsters who gobbled up all the food before the plate touch the table. (Brother, Cousin and Jack. Plus, 3 girls.) It was a traumatic experience, i hardly had my fair share of indulgence. I had my favourite desert! Omg I Love! The food was quite mouth-watering. BUT, I must say that Neptune's was a hundred times better, with the decor and view and food of cos.

and then cuz and bro and Hun and i walked a hundred miles to Peninsular to get Hun's hockey bag, like finally after so long. and crossed the street to get my earphones, well headphone. i really wanted a red earphone you know, but i got this red headphone because the three guys said it was nice. (BOYFRIEND, should one day i detest the red headphones, i demand another one!) after which, we trained to cuz's house.

i was so bored, had to find something to kill stupid boredom who didn't want to go away. so i decided that we should make cupcakes, and so we did. pictures are as shown above, it doesn't look as appealing in the pictures but it's yummy. Joelle and Emma helped too! No frosting cos i was too lazy to figure how to create frosting out of nothing. the cupcakes would look nicer given a PROPER oven. =X had dinner and came home.

Crazy 19th Crazy Love Crazy Boyfriend!

Imma happy girl.
Bahbye. (:

super duper stupid idiot!

morning; friendly with RJC.

won all three sets.

afternoon; stupid idiot came to my house.

and sleep while i took my one hour bath. roflmao.

evening; buy volka.

bought 2, Bridgitte brought one from home. didnt manage to drink a lot. =/

night; xinya's chalet.

i shall not bitch, i shall not rant. =X

present; home.

dead-beat.

p.s photos will come soon when gerlaine uploads. =)

no entry today.

the lizard incident is crazy. totally grossed out.

video calls <3

Now i feel better. LOL.

i hate today. today is sucks. =(

one full stop

I came home from school afer KFC with Jack and fell straight to bed until now which is like 2240 isnt that cool when i wake up I cant find Jack and that is sad Im just glad that there isnt any homework that is to be dued tomorrow else i would die so bad I want more JellyBeanies but can i just have the ones I like Why isnt Jack picking up calls Im so gonna kick his balls Oh he's calling hahaha I just ate maggi mee now i think Imma return to bed. bahbye

omg now im fucking sad cos VS is having major spree and i cant buy anything bloody fuck ROAR

the sugar rushy feel

School;

Was super fun with all the JellyBeanies and Doodles Girls. =D

Boyfriend;

Baby and I walked in the rain in Ponchos! How fun, we spent the day at my house, attempting to do History. We ate and ate and laughed and talked. Although it was quite unproductive of us, I liked how we ended the day. With love and silly smiles. I love you Sugar Roll ❤

Soccer;

THREE NIL TO YOU LoseriverPOOL. =)

sugar rolls & french toast

Can you believe it? 'Cos I can't!

School;

There's school tomorrow. Oms, just shoot me. I haven't even touch the homework that I was supposed to do. I was having so much fun, I thought it was June already. Damn!

Volleyball;

Training on Wednesday, Friday. And and and, friendly with RJC on Saturday. How exciting, Volleyball is what makes me look forward to every school day. With those girls, and those latest juicy gossips. I absolutely love! =)

Boyfriend;

I am now uber 1337 at playing DJ Max, beware.

Sleep;

I think I lack sleep, although I don't have eye bags, I can feel that my eyes are sagging. Yes you read it right, my eyes are sagging. I'm not even kidding. So, bye bye.

Easter Eggs!

Had training, with these girls. (:

All the vainpots! lol.

Went for Easter Vigil with Hunny, lasted for like 3 hours! oms, so tired please. and then Hun went off to Jialong's house, and i went to eat! HOHOHO. okay, bahbye.

coming back to the heart of worship

He died for the kingdom, to redeem the hearts of men.

Maundy Thursday yesterday.
Good Friday today.

Easter Vigil tomorrow.
Easter on Sunday.

P.S It hurts most, when i lie in bed having nothing to do.

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Training tomorrow. =D

P.S Although you make mistakes, you'll never break my heart.

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Qoutes Gerlaine.

Lots have been drawn and we'd be up against HCJC ( who were
last year's champions) , TJC ( alot of DSA jokers, whom I think who has gotten 4th position last year ) , JJC ( with lots of DSA jokers as well) and YJC.

Damn! GG please. But we've been training hard, honest.
Be scared, be very scared of us!
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destined to redeem the world

Until i learn how to control my heart.

It'll be tough, it'll be really rough.

But I'm strong, I'll survive. (:

Meanwhile, I'll ignore all calls and msges.

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OMG, i saw Greg and Mel today. Greg kept smiling and his reason was, very happy to finally see you back in church. Boy, do i miss them much. and Benjamin too. Indeed, finally feels good to be back at church, after so long. WO AI NI Melly, Greggy, Benny. lol! =D
P.S Just so you know, i still love you very much. ):
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imy):

Friendly with the Japs.

This is long overdue, but i don't really care, you see.

And today is very sad, it rained cows and chickens and we had to cancel Friendly with JJC. very sad, not good at all. Tomorrow is very dread-y, i wish Bird Flu would find me tonight cos i think it'll be valid enough to stay away from the old fishy smell in those homes. And i can't believe that they are combining two of the world's most scariest things together tomorrow. Old people and Banglas. I could just die now, i swear. ohthemoomoocow, somebody please save me. =(

Oh, and i haven't been on very good terms with the boyfriend, one reason being is that i think he is very irritating. I know he's gonna read, but i also know that he knows that what i think is gonna last for like 3 days only. So, no biggie. And i don't like to tiff with the boyfriend, cos whenever i don't feel like talking to him, i won't give him big hug or let him hold my hand. And it makes me miss him crazily much until i see him again. It sucks.

If Ali Baba's genie would grant me a wish, I'd want him to make Jack un-argue-able/un-rebut-ive/un-fight-back-ish/un-angry-able. I think you get what i mean. hur.

I think i have phobias of Roti-Prata now. ): very sad, i feel like puking/vomiting/shitting/spitting/orwhateveryoucallit out the Roti-Pratas i ate just now. I feel uncomfy and its making me very temperamental, i could take on a bull. grr.

I think going to sleep may curb my problem.

And i'm sad cos the boyfriend is going to Jialong's house to stayover. I hate it, cos we aren't done making up yet. I hate it. I think it pisses me off more, I can feel the anger climbing up my chest. I hate it, cos he always think that we'll be fine when we wake up tomorrow. I hate it. It's just so taking things for granted. I hate it. I could make sure things don't turn out fine, but i can't possibly bring myself to do it. But, i still hate it, like hate it, hate it. >=(

p.s stupidboy, i don't love you today. ):

Post Holidays Mortem

565 days of pretty loves. (:

Gerlaine flew back with Krispy Kremes and it was YUMMY. (:

Met Jialong, Jon and Cheryl and had Sakae at SunPlaza.

Easter! Easter Eggs! Wheee!

Oh yes, this week is rather free and easy. LOL, I'm still freaking full after dinner today and i am so tired, even though there wasn't PE today, so i think imma go to bed, and pretend that i don't know that there's homework to be done.

Wait, did i forget to do something?

LOLOLOLOL.

p.s i love you stupid boy. (:

p.s.s i don't even know what the heck is a mortem. LOL.

=(

Caught Spiderwick with Jack at Causeway 2 hours ago. And it's 2:37am now. Was generally not too bad. Now, all i hope is for PSP to come back to mommy safe and sound. ):

these words..

I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

Don't go changing, to try and please me,
You never let me down before,
Don't imagine, you're too familiar,
And I don't see you anymore.

I would not leave you, in times of trouble,
We never could have come this far,
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times,
I'll take you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew,
What will it take till you believe in me,
The way that I believe in you?

I said I love you, and that's forever,
And this I promise from the heart,
I couldn't love you, any better,
I love you just the way you are.

I don't want clever conversation,
I never want to work that hard,
I just want someone, that I can talk to,
I want you just the way you are.

I can't think of any other words that describes the sweet love i have for you now. I would love to bolditalicsunderline the whole lyrics, just to tell you how true this is. It's been almost 600 days, and this heart never did settle for anything lesser than you are. It's almost impossible to tell or show you the feeling that has been in me for all these days, I'd rip open my chest and show you my heart. I've said all the words, and I've done all the sweet things. I'm running outta words and things to do and say, but that doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore. Because this heart, does nothing but loving you more each day. So please don't ever think of giving us up, because I know that you and me, together, we can brave all storms and walk through all that may come in our way. So every time you think that times are hard and I'm not making things any easier, take a while, listen to this lyrics and we'll be better again. Jilly❤. (:

I slept the WHOLE day. (:

Life's too good to be true.

I'm not even kidding.

stupid odd shaped birds

okay, maybe I'm just tired. really very tired.

Just in case he reads, JON CHUA FORBADE ME TO GO TO BED YESTERDAY NIGHT. And just so she reads, HAYL WAS MAKING ME HYSTERICAL THE WHOLE TIME. Hence the reason for the lethargic-ness.

My muscles are aching, it's been a long time since i felt this way. I guess yesterday's training was a little tougher than usual, tomorrow will be another tough training.

And today is so *(&^%$#@*&(.

I think that Comfort SHOULD make every cabbie take and pass the Singapore Map Test. So that ALL the cabbie will be competent drivers who knows every area in Singapore. It's so irritating to meet NUB CABBIES, who try and pretend to know where the place is when they actually don't. If i weren't so tired, this entry would have go on forever.

i think imma DJ max and then go to bed. HAHAHA, bye.

i have an issue

Disclaimer:

i don't know if you guessed who i might actually be talking about in the next few minutes, i don't know if who you think i might be referring to is who i am actually referring to. i don't know if i am actually directing this entry to anyone. So if you should accidentally chance upon this, and you think that you might feel offended by what i am about to say, then i suggest you rollover the huge red X sign on the top right hand corner of your window and click it. (:

Now, now. I don't know if it's just you, or the whole world seems too rich to bother about the not so well to do. Or at least being a little tactful, in what you do or what you say. Of course, it's not a crime to splurge however you want to, because you have the ability to do so.

I personally, do not think that jealousy spurred this entry.

I suppose i have quite a lot of friends who are quite well to do, but i don't particularly have any issues with them, because they, from young, were taught that they must work for what they want. Not to depend on anybody. Oh, not to mention that they have this added value of humbleness in them, which makes them friendlier than some other people.

People whose parents who forgot to teach their kids humbleness and to work for what they want, is often spoilt and arrogant. I dare say this, based on quite a number of experience with friends who are as mentioned. I guess it's not their fault, they are born with a sliver spoon in their mouths. Prolly 100 times more fortunate than the kids in Third World Countries.

Maybe there should be a universal law, stating that people whose income which are above 10k a month are required to adopt a child from the Third World Countries, or to donate 10% of their annual income to Third World Countries.

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Now i entirely understand why the Real and Pure form of Communism is so idealistic.

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I think that there should be more people like Angelina Jolie and Bratt Pit.

Alright, i know i am off topic.
But heck, these spoilt brats, they'll never learn. They are too proud to learn.

There, now i feel much better. Ta-ta!

agenda

it makes me happy. (:

MATH EXTRA LESSONS

INTL HISTORY EXTRA LESSONS

TRAINING (:

webcam is fun!

sometimes there's a need to embarrass oneself.

alright, to the grandma's now.

bahbye. tsk.

nuff said.

I'd say...

❤STEP UP 2 is HOT. (:

it's a Must Watch.

H1

I'm pretty satisfied with my results, although not perfect or good.

Math E

Chinese B

Chinese Orals Dist

I didn't expect me to pass Math, or to do so well for Chinese. So I'm quite satisfied with my results. Jack didn't do as well as expected for Chinese, but he got a Sub pass for Math. That's considerably well done i guess. And he's gonna retake Chinese, or at least that was the last decision of the last conversation we had.

Oh, I'm gonna retake Math. (:

Today's quite eventful i suppose, FunDay, Alevels, Jack's match. I don't know, quite a lot of things happened. Which left me tired and listless. I think ima head down to lalaland pretty soon. Meet the parents tomorrow, Mum's not going, as usual. Most prolly gonna catch Step Up 2 tmr.

I can't wait!

jillyboy (:

too tired to try typing an entry. bahbye.

hauntingly beautiful classical ballet

Giselle In The Park.

It's performances like these that takes my breath away.

Jilly, imma book tickets for this. =X

temptations never fails

Movies on my list:
1] Atonement ❤
i like sappy romance flicks, sue me.

and of cos keira knightly.

2] Fool's Gold
Kate Hudson. nuff' said.

3] Playboy Cops
Shawn Yue.

4] Juno
i pay to make me laugh. it's quite a long synopsis. click and read.

5] Charlie Willson's War
Their efforts contributed to the fall of the Soviet Union and the end of the Cold War, with consequences that reverberate throughout the world today. shouldn't it be Gorbachev? i'd like to see what parody there is.

6] August Rush
The incredible story of a modern day Mozart.

7] STEP UP 2 ❤❤
do i even need to tell you why?

8] Definitely, Maybe ❤
will it be on par with P.S I Love You?

9] The Orphanage (If Jack is willing of course)
i need to excite my life

that's $6 x 9 = $54 x 2 = $108, WHOA. =/

i think jack and i could get by, if not there are always OTHER ALTERNATIVES CLICK. (:

wait, why am i even telling you why? oh wells.

my heart's bleeding

I don't want to live a lie
What can I do.


it's indeed the hardest thing. but im not looking back, unless i feel its all worthy again.