fucked up

Allow me to add a little barbaric words to portray my anger.

MY SCHOOL IS A FUCKED UP SCHOOL, SERIOUSLY. NOT THAT MANY DON'T ALREADY KNOW. BUT WHAT THE FUCK, ITS FUCKIER THAN EVER NOW.

THE NEW STUPID LATE COMING RULE IS TOTALLY NONSENSICAL, THAT NOOB VICE-PRINCIPAL SAYS WE MUST PREDICT THE WEATHER AND TRAFFIC. WE MUST PREPARE FOR ACCIDENTS THAT MAY PROLLY HAPPEN ALONG THE WAY TO SCHOOL.

MIGHT AS WELL ASK US TO TELEPORT TO SCHOOL. ZZZ.

HIS NEW STUPID RULE IS MAKING MORE PEOPLE LATE, I SERIOUSLY THINK HE IS NOOBSHITS. LOOKS LIKE SOME BANGLA WORKER, TOTALLY CANNOT MAKE IT.

I BOARD 174 AT JURONG POINT AT 7.20, THE FUCKING BUS TOOK 40 MINS TO REACH THE STUPID SCHOOL. THE EARLIER BUS IS LIKE HALF AN HOUR EARLIER, SO I WILL REACH SCHOOL HALF AND HOUR EARLIER. WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANNA REACH SCHOOL SO FUCKING EARLY. SO FUCKING ABSURD. ITS NOT LIKE THAT STUPID SCHOOL IS MY FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE IN. I DON'T SEE THE POINT OF COMING TO SCHOOL SO FUCKING EARLY, MAYBE 5 OR 10 MINUTES. BUT WHAT THE FUCK? HALF AN HOUR? YOU MUST BE OUTTA YOUR FUCKING PEA BRAINS.

AND THE FUCKING TEACHERS CLOSED THE BLOODY GATE AT 7.55AM, WHEN WE'RE SUPPOSED TO REACH SCHOOL AT 8AM FOR ASSEMBLY. SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE, AND YET BLAME US FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO PREDICT THE WEATHER AND TRAFFIC. ARE THEY FUCKING STUPID, OR FUCKING STUPID?

STUPID RULES, STUPID TEACHERS.

STUPID MOTHER OF MINE, LECTURE ME FOR NO FUCKING APPARENT REASONS. DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, YET WANNA LECTURE ME FOR EVERYTHING SHE THINKS THAT I DID WRONG. WHY THE FUCK MUST STUDENTS COMPLY TO THE STUPID UNREASONABLE SCHOOL RULES.

IN THAT SCHOOL,

ONLY TEACHERS CAN BE RUDE TO STUDENTS
ONLY TEACHERS CAN BE LATE
ONLY TEACHERS CAN DO EVERYTHING
TEACHERS, MY FUCKING COW.
JUST A BUNCH OF STUPID PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T KNOW WHAT JOB THEY WANTED.

MAYBE MOE SHOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS TYRANT JAILHOUSE. CHANGE THE VP OR SOMETHING, ADVICE HIM TO SWITCH HIS JOB TO A PRISON WARDEN OR SOMETHING.

NOW MY ANGER IS BURSTING INSIDE ME, IMMA SNAP AT THE NEXT PERSON WHO'S GONNA TALK TO ME. SO FUCKING ANGRY, TEARS STARTS FORMING IN MY EYES.

BANGLAS SHOULD FUCK THE SCHOOL UPSIDE DOWN.

wa wa wa!

The day crept by and drained all my brain juice. Thursdays are the hardest to disappear. I hate Thursdays, I wish there could be lesser lessons on that day. Thursdays have the most content based lessons, both histories, econs, gp. So taxing on my body, long lessons makes me listless and it allows my soul to wander off to dumbdumbland.

Boyfriend and I are having our A Div's, and we can hardly spend proper time together, it's been a while since we sat and chill, laze and cook together. I miss days like that. =( Part of me wants A Div's to end faster, but that will mean that we wont be achieving anything. That's not i want. =( So, until A Div's are entirely over. I shall wait.

and finally,

Boy, is he handsome or what? Oh yes, this extreme sport is my favourite pet's favourite sport. Frisbee.

HELLO TO IRELAND.

HELLO HAYLEY!

ANITA TEO YING YING blames me for teaching her all the gibberish that she thinks she picked up from me. what an accusation she makes, totally nonsensical. i shall beat her at DJ Max or Bomberman tomorrow.

I think that lessons are boring, and i ought to pay due attention even if it is so. teach me how?

boyfriend's team drew with SAJC. a match they should have won. oh wells, fear not, better days to come. (:

A divs starts next Tuesday for us. I feel it impending very quick suddenly. I want us to do our best, and go where beyond our limits.

you me happy lala crazy lovely madness gibberish love. (:

Yours, mine, ours.

She is His Girlfriend. (:

With much pride and love.

go figure

It's this kinda feeling I'm feeling right now. (:

like oreo cheese cake ice cream

It's probably hard to imagine that time has passed so fast and in two weeks time, we'll be faced with what we've been preparing for all year long. I believe we'll do good with all that we have, or even more than what we have. (:

I love my crazy girls. ❤

fully captivated

Take me away to Pemberly, will you please Darl?
I'll have no regrets living my life at Pemberly,
For Pemberly is a place too beautiful for complaints.
Pemberly, Pemberly, such a fine scenery.
Of the skies and lakes, the trees and flowers too.
What more can a lady ask for,
With the man of her dreams,
And a place too pretty to deny.

Pemberly has totally captivated me, just watching it in Pride & Prejudice, it took my breath away. It's probably one of the few reasons why Eliza changed her views of that mean Darcy she thought she knew. The love of Elizabeth Bennet and William Darcy makes me wanna tear. The whole scene at Pemberly aroused that warm fuzzy feeling in me. It made me smile from ear to ear as i watched Eliza and Darcy stare at each other. I think it's called Bliss.

that warm fuzzy feeling (:

(Ripped from Apple's blog)

"A" division is coming, no matter we win or lose, I always believe that as long as WE TRY OUR VERY BEST & PUSH OURSELF TO OUR VERY BEST, we r the winner, champion, soldier girl, fighter!! Yeah man:)

From my heart to the girls.

those crazy bitchy girls, ❤.

My Love(:

FEEL THE LOVE YO.

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[Edits]

I honestly do not know what is wrong with taking a long time to get over broken relationships. It's like having chicken pocks, different people have different systems and that makes the recovering time differ. I seriously don't get it. Crazy people with too much time to spare, criticizing people about this matter.

I am gonna get ready and meet my Love. I can't wait! =D How i wish i can have him beside me all the time, so i can pinch and bite. hahaha!

p.s I secretly wanna hide you under my bed.

heavy heart

With A divs impending, I really am determined to receive quality balls. But whenever i tell myself i must receive it properly, I tend to falter more. :( I suck at receiving balls, like totally. It makes me feel sad, and like a humongumous burden to the team. :( I know it, and I guess I should work doubly hard at spiking good balls to make it up. It's not like I'm good at it, but I'll give it my all. :/

With lousy results like mine, I ought to study harder and promptly hand in assignments. My mind keeps telling me to prepare for the battle, but my weak self surrenders all to distractions and whatnot. It's quite heart-wrenching, to know what I should do and what I am actually doing differs like polar poles. Maybe I should buy some discipline, can anyone tell me where I can get those? :/

Dad said when he gets back from Thailand, we'll be looking for houses in the East. He'll buy two cars, one for dad and mom, and one for me. He said, when he get back, we'll have better lives with more than enough money. If he meant what he said, I should be happy, shouldn't I? Jack and I assumed that he said the truth, and we talked about life after my family becomes rich. It wasn't very pleasant, it wasn't very happy. In fact, Jack and I teared. :/ Oh wells, if what he said is real, then we can decide again.

On a lighter note, Jack will be coming over to have dinner with me later. PMS broke up with Jack today, it made me sad. I don't like PMS, I hope she goes away soon. Its making me moody and very sad. So now I feel happy because Jack is coming over later. How exciting! I think we're town-ing tomorrow.

What a lenghty entry, I must have stood infront of the mirror too long. Generated so many reflections. Hmm. :/

You are my baby love, baby love.

yet another trip to ikea

i didnt know Donkeys enjoyed Ikea food as much as Jacole do. =X

I must say, this week is rather fulfilling, with Meatballs and Poached Salmons.

Ikea was fun with Slivita, with all the oily jokes and stuff.

I doodled, and I Bomberman-ed.

Hun walked Queensway a hundred and one times,

and finally found his orange turf shoe.

I took rough paper from Ikea, again. =X

I feel random, I just type what's on my mind.

Hun and I bus-ed all the way back to JP.

We played Bomberman through out the journey.

Anita, look, i doodle on photos too! hahahahahah!

I had fun today, and imma attempt to finish math before i head to bed.

I love math.

p.s have i told you i love you lately?

I love you Mr Boyfriend.

Lying close to you

Feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together

And I just wanna stay with you

In this moment forever, forever and ever.

updates, downdates, whatever.

Met CGW, Leong, Joa, Lien and KRC yesterday for prata and pool. It's been a long time since we last met, and things never changed. (:

These are overdued, but not too long ago. (:

I love the trips to Ikea, it's always more than satisfying, with the man i love.

(and i'll always come home with a new packet of Ikea markers =X)

I used to have a pact with my Ex, to watch the sun set and rise.
But, i realised that there is no need to look for the sunset because now, the sunset comes to Jack and I. (:

p.s the sunset view from MI is magnificent, totally breath-taking.

(*&^%$#@

today is an unfateful day.

the following content may be too violent for children under 19.

NUMBER ONE:-

LIEN SAID I LOOK LIKE THAT STUPID MOUTHLESS CARTOON CAT FROM JAPAN. AND THEN I COMPLAIN TO GUOWEI:

nicole says:
stupid lien say i look like hello kitty in my dp

nicole says:
zzzzzz )(*&^%$#$%^&*(

+[ DarkenEx™ ]+ +[ FrozenEx™ ]+ says:
btw u do look like hello kitty =X

nicole says:
OMG WTF

NUMBER TWO:-

I HAD TO HAVE CRAZY CRAMPS ON WEDNESDAY, THAT MEANS IM GONNA MISS TRAINING. NEVERMIND THAT, STUPID SCHOOL SYSTEM IS SO FUCKED UP HAD TO LET ME HANG IN PAIN TIL I GO THROUGH ALL THE STUPID PROCEDURES.

nicole says:

by the time they finish all the stupid procedures, i already died of pain.

SO I DECIDED TO SWALLOW THE PAINKILLERS MORE THAN HALF THE SIZE OF MY THUMB NAIL, AND GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR TRAINING, that is if the painkillers dont knock me out in half and hours time.

NUMBER THREE)
i left Hun in school alone. =(

MELLY <3

and and and i can't wait for trip to bintan next year with greg! nicole!!!!!! let's go together!!! ask ben too!! and aaron too! and all your other halves too!!! (((((:let's revive the old days. hahahaha. (((:

AHH! i want i want! but i'll let you know again soon okay. next year is like A levels for me. =(

super amazing love

today is just so wonderfully amazing.

(except for the mother being sucha effing bitch.)

let's start my day with the best.

met Hun and had DimSum with Aunts and Uncles. I would be really glad to put up the photos here, but unfortunately i was too preoccupied with eating that I accidentally forgot to snap the food. I wished I could, but sitting with me, were monsters who gobbled up all the food before the plate touch the table. (Brother, Cousin and Jack. Plus, 3 girls.) It was a traumatic experience, i hardly had my fair share of indulgence. I had my favourite desert! Omg I Love! The food was quite mouth-watering. BUT, I must say that Neptune's was a hundred times better, with the decor and view and food of cos.

and then cuz and bro and Hun and i walked a hundred miles to Peninsular to get Hun's hockey bag, like finally after so long. and crossed the street to get my earphones, well headphone. i really wanted a red earphone you know, but i got this red headphone because the three guys said it was nice. (BOYFRIEND, should one day i detest the red headphones, i demand another one!) after which, we trained to cuz's house.

i was so bored, had to find something to kill stupid boredom who didn't want to go away. so i decided that we should make cupcakes, and so we did. pictures are as shown above, it doesn't look as appealing in the pictures but it's yummy. Joelle and Emma helped too! No frosting cos i was too lazy to figure how to create frosting out of nothing. the cupcakes would look nicer given a PROPER oven. =X had dinner and came home.

Crazy 19th Crazy Love Crazy Boyfriend!

Imma happy girl.
Bahbye. (:

super duper stupid idiot!

morning; friendly with RJC.

won all three sets.

afternoon; stupid idiot came to my house.

and sleep while i took my one hour bath. roflmao.

evening; buy volka.

bought 2, Bridgitte brought one from home. didnt manage to drink a lot. =/

night; xinya's chalet.

i shall not bitch, i shall not rant. =X

present; home.

dead-beat.

p.s photos will come soon when gerlaine uploads. =)

no entry today.

the lizard incident is crazy. totally grossed out.

video calls <3

Now i feel better. LOL.

i hate today. today is sucks. =(

one full stop

I came home from school afer KFC with Jack and fell straight to bed until now which is like 2240 isnt that cool when i wake up I cant find Jack and that is sad Im just glad that there isnt any homework that is to be dued tomorrow else i would die so bad I want more JellyBeanies but can i just have the ones I like Why isnt Jack picking up calls Im so gonna kick his balls Oh he's calling hahaha I just ate maggi mee now i think Imma return to bed. bahbye

omg now im fucking sad cos VS is having major spree and i cant buy anything bloody fuck ROAR