elated, dejected.

I PASSED HISTORY,

FIRST TIME IN THREE YEARS.

I'M FUCKING PROUDA MYSELF.

Now lemme hear the applause.

*claps claps claps*

Thank you thank you, you're far too kind.

/edits.

brother is young and not sensible. he's rebellious because you kept him too close, under your umbrella of protection. brother's friends are really bad influences on him, they led him astray. now it'll be really hard to bring him back. sometimes, i feel it's useless to care about him, cos he doesn't care at all either. but then again, because he lacks the attention he needs at home that's why he seeks the attention from friends who are apparently bad. when i see him get scolded and beaten by my mom, i feel the pain. it's not that i don't care, but no matter which approach i try to make you listen, brother, you just chuck everything i say at the back of your mind. maybe you need to grow up on your own, falling and standing on your own. but don't take too long brother, it's your O's this year. you prolly think it's no big deal, but it really depends your fate and how successful you are gonna be in future. you need to think for yourself brother, which priorities are more important. mom cares too, that's why she holds you so close, so afraid that you might go astray. all your mistakes, she's forgiven you know. riding a bike brother is not wrong, even if mommy doesn't allow you now, it doesn't mean she can stop you when you are older. but what you just did, jeopardised your chances and the trust mom has in you. you need to gain her trust brother, doing all these breaks it.