diet

Tuesday PE Wednesday Training Thursday PE Friday Training.

i think i lose 0.5kg a week.

elated, dejected.

I PASSED HISTORY,

FIRST TIME IN THREE YEARS.

I'M FUCKING PROUDA MYSELF.

Now lemme hear the applause.

*claps claps claps*

Thank you thank you, you're far too kind.

/edits.

brother is young and not sensible. he's rebellious because you kept him too close, under your umbrella of protection. brother's friends are really bad influences on him, they led him astray. now it'll be really hard to bring him back. sometimes, i feel it's useless to care about him, cos he doesn't care at all either. but then again, because he lacks the attention he needs at home that's why he seeks the attention from friends who are apparently bad. when i see him get scolded and beaten by my mom, i feel the pain. it's not that i don't care, but no matter which approach i try to make you listen, brother, you just chuck everything i say at the back of your mind. maybe you need to grow up on your own, falling and standing on your own. but don't take too long brother, it's your O's this year. you prolly think it's no big deal, but it really depends your fate and how successful you are gonna be in future. you need to think for yourself brother, which priorities are more important. mom cares too, that's why she holds you so close, so afraid that you might go astray. all your mistakes, she's forgiven you know. riding a bike brother is not wrong, even if mommy doesn't allow you now, it doesn't mean she can stop you when you are older. but what you just did, jeopardised your chances and the trust mom has in you. you need to gain her trust brother, doing all these breaks it.

the bitchy hormones are raging

This is my cousin Jonathon, i like his T-Shirt.

His school doesn't have Rubgy, and it's some water polo league tee.

so i tried to make a simlar one, it turned out like this.
isn't it cool? if i feel bitchy enough, i might suggest a jersey like this.

This is Salmon Karaage, my favourite Sakae Dish. (:

alright, byebye.

Jilly <3

Like a true classic, we've stood the test of time.

school's alright today i guess, skipped mother tongue as usual, for sakae today. =D

DJ Max is the sex lah, it's so freaking difficult that it's so intriguing. hurhur.

i have no idea why every sentence of mine are so random and don't link at all but hey, that's the way it is now. cos i cant really spare more cells to make it link, all my cells are on Jack's psp now. weird, but i don't care.

i just realised i have retarded smart fingers which cannot tell which button is which. and furthermore, DJ Max showed me how dumb cute boyfriend is. if you ever have a chance, you should see how he plays.

oh, and the way he conjures that:
those who can play DJ Max well can do Math well. people like Jon.C and Yours truly are so good in Math, and are quite 1337 in DJ Max. however, people like Eugene.O and Himself suck at Math because they don't have the talent to play DJ Max. and when he masters DJ Max, that's when he gets his A in Math. or so he claims.

and after much consideration, he abandons DJ Max and said:
jack says:
i think jeanne d arc is fun
which i suppose is denial.

i hate pop ups. they are so irritating, and there's nothing i can do to BLOCK them, it's no use even when i use the stupid pop up blocker. i wished i could burn the pop ups like how i burned my Chinese materials.

i have a busy weekend coming ahead. (it's not even halfway through the week and I'm thinking about weekends, oh wells) anyway, Saturday's car wash and and and grandpa's birthday. Sunday's Jayden's birthday. great, after sakae today, we barely have money left. HAHAHAHA.

actually i prefer long wordy paragraphs, cos it makes YOU angry and pissed off because there are so much words and you have to read them to know what happened to me today, if not i don't think you'd even bother reading until here. but, today's short sweet paragraphs cos I'm like dysfunctional, some psychomotor retardation shit. no, i'm serious.

tired properly

benjy army airshow church greg mel jack marcus joey towned grandma's walau eh school vball notice board did not do anything tmr again math teacher sucks car wash saturday IT presentation sucks school tiring cant wait trainings psp games more happy cant type properly all messed up bullet point lumped together paragraphs short long blank diction imagery structure rhyme friends minus divide plus multiply differentiate integrate very bad bored procrastination thank you see you bye bye

/EDITED.
JACK GET HOME FAST PLEASE.

P.S JILLY <3

it's forever and a day

❤ supposed to go Liquids today, but changed our minds.
❤ chomped down 5 packet of maggi mee, 6 eggs, 6 hotdogs and a huge mug of Ribena.
❤ had a bit of a rough patch, but it's rather smooth now.

❤ wanted to head down to the airshow but decided not to.
❤ expecting church and grandma's tmr.
❤ things will turn out a lot better for jon and cheryl in time to come. =)
❤ gonna nose dive on to bed now. cheerios.

❤ p.s i crazily love you darl.

poem

It's Friday night.
It's 3am.

I'm not sleeping,
i wonder why.

/EDITED.
okay, maybe i think i know why. i've been thinking about how far jack and i have gone together. all the weird funny stuff we did, all the overheated arguements, the cute pictures and all the other stuff we've done together. it's been really long huh, 500+ days.

and although we all know that you are sucha fucktard nice boyfriend most of the time all the time, i still love you anyway always. (:

P.S i love you

If there is any other movie that can be compared with A Walk To Remember, it would definitely be P.S I Love You.

i couldn't even recall how many times i teared. And how many times i sniffed and sobbed. It is definitly touching and it's really a very good movie, it could probably mark the start of all good movies to come in 2008. or at least i hope, and benjy, if you're reading, you have to watch P.S I Love You. there's finally this other movie which i think is one of the best love stories, apart from A Walk To Remember.

P.S I Will Always Love You Hunny.

watch my heart crinkle and wither

i said it wasn't me.

and because boyfriend has unknowingly became a part of me, and that he never believed me or to stand on my side. the one in the mirror tells me i need to lose that part of me. the other part tells me how incredibly sad she is, like a knife stabbed in her chest. because he doesn't trust and is not willing to fight with me against unjustified claims which was cast upon me. in fact, he suspected me. it's not the first time he did that anyway. i hate to compare, but i know there are so many people who's already standing on my side, without me having to explain the details to them. because they trust me, and they are my friends. boyfriends, are just fucktards.

Jim Brickman & Martina McBride - The Gift

Jim Brickman ft. M...

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on
Like a fairy tale come true
Sitting by the fire we made
You’re the answer when I prayed
I would find someone
And baby I found you

Chorus:
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I’m thankful every day
For the gift

Watching as you softly sleep
What I’d give if I could keep
Just this moment
If only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You’ll still be beautiful

(chorus)
(piano solo)

Chorus:
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
I can’t find the words to say
That I’m thankful everyday
For the gift

wtf?

this is cool shit, i got scammed by this stupid Onion News Network. super cool spoof they have there. too much free time and resources to waste. zzz.

My Valentine(:

Happy Valentine's Darl.
❤❤❤

Pre valentines (:

Hun and i headed over to my house after the papers to put the games into my RED psp. and then we cabbed to his house, and he bathed and all. and we made reservations with Plaza Market Cafe at Raffles City. and we had our pre-valentines dinner.

i'd put up the pictures if i wasnt feeling so tired, and if my head weighed lesser. i'll put it up tmr together with the new pictures if there's any. aight? (:

tmr's Jumper with Jon and Cheryl. coolios.

jack says:
why we die together?

nicole's says:
othello is gonna kill us. he thinks we snatched desdemona cos iago told him so. let's elope!

jack says:
lol. roar theres no garskin in sg

Jack's like stupid, Othello doesn't even know who Garskin is. Wait, who is Garskin? =.=

it's like, exams are over. hmm.. (:

this is a drowzy entry, look everything's ljfasdhoejgifa(*&^%$#67823743 spinning. Bahbye.

the "i" post

i believe in Karma.
i will not stoop to your level.
i think anon tags are getting boring.
i didnt sit for chinese and econs paper.
i had stomach flu, tuuuummmmyyy-chooo!
i am having history paper in about 6 hours time.
i think i will be pwned by it, so watch my head roll away.
i got my super duper red hot steaming PSP with my red packets.
i have a super blocked nose, like an elephant got stuck in my nostrils.
i love boyfriend and hope he tells me where we're going this Valentines Day.
i like how this post slides down from the top, and how colourful this post can be.
i am going to sleep and i dont care how this sentence will spoil the structure.
i hope tmr's topic would be about traditional and non traditional ideas.
i think it is quite unlikely, which means superultra gg to jack and i.
i really have to admit that my history really really really sucks.
i really am going to bed now, go i'll miss history paper too.
i am glad that, that sentence didnt spoil the structure.
i know that this looks lame and weird and funny.
i hope the longest sentence isnt the spoiler.
i dont know which colour i havent used.
i am saying goodnight and bahbye.

"Chu Yi"

that's all for the First day of the New Year. =)

the very last minute

with the help of boyfriend, i got myself a set of new clothes for New Year. (:

p.s i'll be expecting the psp in about 3 or 4 days time. i can't wait.

Dear Hello and all your counterparts(:

All these anonymous taggers, made me realise that, they are of the same calibre. Like how they are unable to spell properly, or to read and understand fully the prominent stuff on the blog. They are out to spite, which, unfortunately, does not affect me. Then again, when have i ever felt offended or inferior to what they like to say about me. Calling me bitch, materialistic and all. Comon, tell me something i don't already know? Like something new, i don't know. Oh yes oh yes, sometimes i feel really reluctant to reply your tags, cos i never wanted to stoop at your level. i firmly believe that i stand on higher grounds, compared to you of cos. And yes, maybe i could be thankful cos you make my blog more interesting than it already is. I would think and type more if i thought you were of grave importance and that you are worth my time, and apparently, you're quite far from it.

Anonymous taggers, it would take a lot more than those senseless accusations/claims/insults/whatsoever to make me flare up or cry in some corner alone.

As far as we all can see, i never walk alone. =)

we have a problem

new year's coming. i can't wait, to get my red packets. there're a lot of things i need to do and buy.

☆☆☆PSP Slim in Red


☆☆☆Sony DSCT2/G
if only they have red instead of pink. zzz


☆☆☆iPod Nano in Red

☆☆Shopping
☆☆Indulge in good food with Hun.
☆Something else, til i think of somemore.


then again, my red packets are only 600+ max, hardly possible to get all i want. zzz.