i secretly wish..

it happens when you've been together for too long.
he's always the reason for the frown on my face.

he doesnt wanna pay attention to me,
and when i find other people to talk to,
he'll just get jealoused and pissed off.

that's why it's so empty.

who doesn't long for someone to hold,

who knows how to love you without being told.

this isn't fair. and i'm not happy like i should be.

i'm not saving myself from tears, because i hope things will change, although i know it's impossible. Because my boyfriend, he's too busy to realise until he reads, if he bothers. He, doesntcare about what i think or feel or say. lol, all he ever does is to say sorry. one day, i might feel so sick and tired. and we'll go our seperate ways. )':

hush, go to bed.