mirror mirror reflects truth

in life, there are bound to be obstacles. i know it sounds cliché, but what the hell. in my life, there are a hundred and one hurdles. all of it aint easy, know. especially __(rolls my eyes) _ teachers, like some certain home tutor. and really unpassable subjects that i really need to pass.

i set down four alternatives for myself.
Number One - one of my childhood dream
Number Two - one i think i may excel in
Number Three - one which i cannot afford
Number Four - one which i loathe but have no other choice

God called, i heard, and i didnt heed. so He had to call again, only this time, it's a lot louder. like in my ears kind of call. i'm really really not sad, so dont you worry. i've half expected this to happen through out the course of this year, i'll readily accept come what may. not entirely willingly tho.

i may resent, i may hate, or regret and cry.
i may get angry at you, i may do whatever i do.
but i still love you, PapaGod. you know it. (: