It's not my decision to make.

He's officially lost my respect.

Please don't ask me what you should do.

Please don't cry in front of me cos I don't know what to do.

Please just let me mug and be over and done with it.

Please just talk to somebody who can help, I beg of you.

Please make your own decision, it's not my place.

Because if you ask me,

I don't give a fuck about him.

Because if I were to make the decision,

I would emancipate myself if I could.

Because if I had a choice,

I would like to feel nothing.

And because, this person whom I really care about misses his father so god, damn, much, I feel very disappointed, utterly ashamed and extremely disgruntled with mine.

And I cannot help but to cry,

and I don't even know why.