Saturday.

I may have left school, may have forgotten how to play it properly, may have gotten very unfit. But the joy it brings cannot be replaced, I think I will always love volleyball. And my very awesome team. ♥

I can't wait to leave this place.

OH AND IT'S FRIDAY!

Damon, Sheldon and Jack. ♥

Inspiration.

I wanna stick decals like this on my wall too! But my wall is grainy to touch, not the usual smooth ones you'll find in new houses. ): The decals won't stick! Maybe I should spend my free time sandpapering my wall so that it becomes smooth. Hahahahaha.

And I need a bed frame, something glamourous like that. I think I will buy it with my next pay cheque. And a side table/drawer. And the lights, my old one burnt out.

Urgh, I just want a new room in a new house!

@#$!$%@KTJIAHVAISERUQ*Wuasdvao8druyge80arg

I am awesome.

Finally, after much research and effort, I have an awesome Facebook profile. Not that I care much but it's cooler than all your loser profiles. :D

Hi, I can haz X'mas dress. (:

Trying my utmost to fit perfectly into it.

And I've found a perfect present for Melissa already, see you at church! 

“The violets explode inside me

When I meet your eyes

Then I’m spinning and I’m diving

Like a cloud of starlings.

Darling, is this love?”

— Starlings, by Elbow

imy baby.

Friday.

I shall not lie, I woke up and realised it's Friday. Jumped outta bed and started downloading it.

Dearest Jack,

With all my heart, Nicole.

December.

You have no idea how much I want to go on a holiday with Jack.

I can't wait for Christmas to come, I'm already in the crazy holiday, Christmas-y mood. Listening to Christmas carols and writing my Christmas cards. My favorite time of the year is finally here! I just wish that Jack and I can go away on a holiday, just for a few days, spend more than a weekend together. It's been a long time since we've spent more than a weekend together, I miss him so bad. ):

On the other hand, I've stopped working as a salesgirl and I've realized that I have more time to myself - I have time to read my book, watch T.V, eat my ice cream slowly, wake and sleep whenever I want, snuggle in bed when it's pouring outside, and time to write about what's happening in my life.

I'm not saying that if I go to work, I can't do all these. But work at where I used to be sucked the life outta me, I reach home exhausted and lifeless, close my eyes and the next thing I know, I have to pull myself outta bed to go to work. That's not what I want. And I've less than a month's time before school starts anyway.

I'd really want to spend one Christmas away from home, in an awesome winter-wonderland someday.

Mel's wordpress (:

i barely have time to tumblr anymore, but Mel's awesome cos she tumblrs and when I read her blog, I reblog her. LOL.

Old Phone.

I was going through my old phone - the very first phone I had when I got together with Jack, which dates back to about 4 years ago. I had to delete my data in there cos' I'm passing it to my mom to use as a spare phone. (Some old Sony Ericssons slide up phone, it was the coolest during its reign.)

I was still a kid who had no money and back then, Camera and Mp3 player was still on a wish-list that seemed unattainable. The phone was all I got, and it was my treasure. I bedazzled it with red crystals in flower shapes at the back. The phone was uniquely mine. It was awesome, or at least until Jack got this phone with a higher megapixel camera, I can't remember what its called now. Motorola V3 or something, a flip phone with a what-was-considered-awesome-during-that-time cam-whoring front cam. 

Anyways, my Sony Ericssons phone captured our very first memories. All the good times and bad times, oh yeah, even the bad times I swear. I had mixed emotions while looking through them, I realized that we've come a long way to where we are now. We were different from 4 years ago if you were to compare us now and us then. I wouldn't say that we've matured a lot, nor would I say that we've changed to become another person. Part of who we were then still follows us, and it will follow us no matter where we go or who we've become. Part of us still loves each other very, very much, and some other irritating parts of us hates each other very much too, sometimes.

I don't know if I'm still making sense, but I hope you get what I'm trying to say because if you're reading this, and if you're who I know reads this space, you're probably in a relationship that's at least 4 years long (and counting of course). And I'm sure that when you look at old pictures and videos - if you have them - you'd feel exactly the same way. You can't put it entirely into words, you can only try your very best to describe it to another person. But you'll feel it, and you'll know it.

Boy, it sure brought back lotsa memories through the pictures, videos and MMSes. (Yes, we MMSed in the past, stfu.) Love ya TanJackLong ♥

P.S: I still have that photo that I took in your OLD ROOM with you doing something you've came to regret. ;P

Happy Birthday Uncle Ben.

That's why.

Jackkk.

Hi, both the mail client and web mail failed me because they didn't allow me to attach photos. So here it is!













I like the last 2 better. Let me know k love! :)

{from the iPad}

Location:On the train.

Hype.

you.

I love you, the love of my life

I need you, our love is right

I've found the one that my soul loves

No other love means so much

Could I have this dance?

I have become fairer, haven't I?

Could I have this dance for the rest of my life?
Would you be my partner every night?
When we're together, it feels so right.
Could I have this dance for the rest of my life?

I'll always remember that magic moment,
When I held you close to me.
'Cause we moved together, I knew forever,
You're all I'll ever need 

Friday is here, again!

I don't know if work has been fun or annoying. Well, I like work because I've a new eye-candy, and it's not really a secret and I don't give a fuck. Lol. And I hate work because some certain people really pisses me off ttm. You have no idea how much I wanna punch his face into a pulp.

I have a list of things I wanna accomplish before... Well, accomplish. So many things, too little time. :/

Gon' sleep nao, kthxbye.
{from the iPad}

Updates; though sometimes I wonder to myself, why bother?

Apple's 20th at Astons and then we moved the party to MINDS cafe at Princep. It was nice to see them girls again, after so long. They never fail to crack me up. (: 

Pastel coloured nails, inspired by the pastel colours of the iphone 4's cases we sell at the shop. So pretty, share the love with Blackberry please. Lol.

Photo frames are expensive, if I were to frame these up, the amount I'd spent on frames would have killed me. So I decided to just stick them up without the frames, not too shabby eh?

Kthxbye.

I wanna leave, on a plane, with you.

I need a holiday, with you.

It's Friday, and I've been waiting forever for Fridays.