Thanks to Farah, i watched A Walk To Remember for the 501 time.
2 years ago, when i first watched it, i told myself: Nicole, should there be a Landon Carter in your life, marry him.
it's not easy being Landon Carter you know. to change for the better because of a less than normal girl. to go all out to fulfil her wishes and hopes. to deny every other person's opinions and critics. to accept Jamie Sullivan after knowing she's got Leukaemia. to make her last days unforgetable and lovely. to marry her knowing that she's going to pass on.
This movie, is Sensational.
The sooner you let two hearts beat together, The sooner you'll know this love is forever.
darling, i'm scared of not being with you. p.s now i'm determined to watch Pride and Prejudice, so as to pass it better. i will watch it 500 times if i have to.
I've yet to make it look like how I'd wanted it. (:
The weeks ahead is filled with trainings and friendlys.
It's really wet these days, too gloomy for happy things.
Unfortunately, Ms. Period ruined my day. ---
I've got a funny friend. LOL. n says: i always want to see snow Dom says: i could send you some, but it might melt before it got there n says: lol! n says: i'd prolly recieve a bottle of water Dom says: in wich case you end up with foreign water n says: lol!
and then,
n says: send me a snowman. then i can bring it to school! dom says: LOL, good luck n says: i'll prolly recieve a PILE of water! dom says: the bottom ball of a snowman generally weighs over 100 pounds n says: HAHAHAHAHA, really? dom says: snow isn't light
okay, there goes my snowman. =/
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Five minor things i really like about TJL.
1. the way he'd make me smile everytime i'm sad.
2. the way he gives hugs and kisses me when i need them.
3. the way he really frowns when i sleep at 5am almost everyday.
4. the way he let me pinch and bite his big fat arms when i feel like it.
5. the way his fat tummy act as a super comfy and soft cushion for my head. =))
YES, Boyfriend is back. (: he said he bought topsand belts and footwear. For me. (: lacoste, ralph, birks. im sure. (: i realised im always posting for the next day's. cos im always posting at 2, 3am. how cool. (:
I'm a happy girl. (: beside the fact that i really hate mother and father and home. >=(
it's been raining of late, i'd prefer raining season without rain.
i really should be sleeping now. in fact, i should be in the middle of my sleep now. considering i have to meet the vollies at 12 at Outram MRT tomorrow later. that means i gotta wake up at 11 10:30! that's 4 hours of sleep from now. that's not cool, not cool at all.
guess the time now. loser, it's 6:16am.
im so dead if i cannot wake up later, im quite worried actually, that i wouldn't wake up in time, so worried that i dare not sleep. aiya, at most cab to Outram no, Jurong Point loh. well, since i didnt spend money yesterday and today, it shouldn't be too be a deal. right? lol. right, more blue blacks anticipated too.
and, i got a weird feeling, that meeting at 12 is to play bridge warm up first. =X
oh wells, that aside. THE BOYFRIEND'S COMING HOME TOMORROW. oh yayness. all the presents getting to see boyfriend make me a very happy girl. =D
Jack's in Thailand now, be back 4 days later. He's cute, he called me to say goodnight. Hur!
Im supposed to be sleeping now, considering that i have to meet HuiMin at 8.15am and then we'll meet Rachel on the way at CCK, and then Grace at YewTee. Blue Black please dont hurt when i dive for the ball tmr. please please please.
it's 2:43am, i haven't sleep. and, i have only 4 hours of sleep. AND, i haven't packed my bag.
it's either i pack now and stay in bed and laze and snooze like a princess tmr. or i sleep now and rush like a crazy woman who ran away from an asylum tmr morning. Damnit, the dilemma's driving me nuts. ROFL. p.s Christmas's round the bend. =D p.p.s I bought my Christmas dress already. =DD p.p.p.s I love christmas! =DDD p.p.p.p.s I feel like eating BKT. p.p.p.p.p.s Boyfriend, come home soon. =)
If I had to live my life without you near me The days would all be empty The nights would seem so long With you I see forever oh so clearly I might have been in love before But it never felt this strong Our dreams are young and we both know They'll take us where we want to go Hold me now, touch me now I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life through But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy Our love will lead the way for us Like a guiding star I'll be there for you if you should need me You don't have to change a thing I love you just the way you are So come with me and share the view I'll help you see forever too Hold me now, touch me now I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life through But nothing's gonna change my love for you
As a child, i tried many things. I had big dreams, and of all my dreams, i almost reached each and every one of them. blame it on my temperamental heart.
I always wanted to play the piano, i always thought that being able to play a piano puts one on a higher class of beings. So, i learnt the piano. i took classes, at Christofori and at home. I've dreamt of playing pieces like:
and
but, i gave up learning halfway cos i was too lazy to practice at home. (:
the other thing i learnt as a kid was ice skating, of which i think is the only dream i achieved, well, when i was 5 or 6. i came in champion in some competition, i cant even remember which. BUT, that was when i was 5 or 6. hahaha. bones are all hardened now, cant even do a simple flip. =/
Oh, i also wanted to dance. and as a kid, most parents would enrol their little girls for ballet. and so that was what my parents did. i always thought doing ballet was the most graceful thing on earth. i want to take part in competitions and win titles, i want to dance like a swan. so when the two, ballet and skating put together, i had a dream like:
but, i gave up halfway, again. =/
oh yes, i learnt guitar and harmonica too, but i think those suck. HAHA. i have plenty of other wishes, like performing my pieces on stage, on a violin, grand piano. wouldn't my life be better than now? =/
i'd like my little girl to fulfil these dreams for me. how cute. =D
4th DEC 07 - YEYE's 71st (: We had fun, we sang and dance and took photos.
If you're wondering what's that kid doing in the club,
Then imma laugh at you.
My Joelle is like some Hot-Babe-in-the-making. No wonder Jack likes her so much. Phttfs.
Cos we're in no club,
It's just some room at some RC, Karaoke session.
The kids got bored, started playing the self-invented "scissor-paper-stone + heart attack" Oh, they sang "lau shu ai da mi"THREE TIMES. Cos apparently thats the only song they barely know.
AND, I ALMOST FORGOT TO UPLOAD,
THE PICTURE OF THE YEAR. Oh, they do this every year, im getting quite bored and less-than-amused.
Craps craps craps, i realised there are more photos in Jack's phone. Pictures of the cake, pictures of my grandpa, pictures of joelle, pictures of him. ARGH. _)(*&^%$#@! ROAR.
2nd DEC 07 - Marathon; PROFESSIONAL PHOTOS So, that's XP, pretending to be Champion.