2008, you're here?

2007 ended with much happyness.

There's absolutely no time or space for Regrets. Besides, life is too short for this kinda stuff. This year has been filled with stubborn mistakes and much wilderness. There are a lot of things and people i forgot to cherish, until now, when i look back, i realised.

2007's a year i made friends and lost friends. jack and i held tight each other's hands and walked through it, together. bonds were forged, and friends were made. although new friends come, old friends will definitely stay, in my heart where each one of you left a footprint.

I've also had the best teachers. My teachers (EXCEPT ONE) were the best teachers that everyone would ask for. I can only feel ashamed and sorry, cos i didn't put in any effort at all.

But, next year won't be the same, I promise.
And after going through so much, i value promise a lot. I'll keep to it.

Are these resolutions? Hmm, I'd still say, I don't need resolutions. this are promises to myself, and those i've utterly let down.

Goodbye 2007, i know you'll never return. i honestly loved you. Thank you PapaGod. (:

Boyfriend always LIE ):

i cant believe it

For the past few hours, all i've been eating was HOTDOGS. (:
Hun decided to stayover at Jonathon's.
That also means, SHOWS TIL LATE FOR MOI. (:
Now, now, I'm a happy girl.

AND, Zomg, Jonathon's friend said i look like hello kitty,
THE SECOND PERSON WHO SAID THAT. ROAR. ):
i dont wanna look like hello kitty, i dont wanna look like hello kitty!
hello kitty has no mouth and hello kitty is SQUARISH and FAT.
HELLO KITTY now, NO MORE HELLO KITTY. >=(

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M WATCHING BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO.
IT'S JOSEY'S FAULT.

I don't like to get all mushy and overstated,
but you've made such a difference in my life.
The sun shines a little brighter and the world is a little
friendlier.
I don't know why that is; I just know that's the way it feels to me,
since you filled a vacant space in my heart.

3 to 2008

27th Dec 07
Jack's Friend's Place.
Food, Lame Talk, T.V.

Today
Lunchinner with Hun.
LaiLai Kitchen, Sent B to Hockey, Home.

29th Dec 07
Hair Treatment at Ah Joe's.
Jack's Friend's Birthday BBQ.
Granddad's Karaoke.

BBQ and Karaoke CLASH :(

30th Dec 07
Brother's Birthday BBQ Buffet.

31st Dec 07
Countdown with Hun.

HONESTLY, IT'S YOU.

When you say nothi...

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

Try as i may, i could never explain

What i hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hands says you'll catch me whenever i fall

You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long, i can hear people talking out loud

But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd

Try as they may, they can never define

What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hands says you'll catch me whenever i fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

[break]

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall

You say it best when you say nothing at all

2 years.

X'mas has been Awesome.
tmr will be another fun filled day.
orange juice hun. i cant wait.

christmas is love (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Today's been HECTIC.
First was LAST MINUTE shopping with mum.
Then, rushed to the Grandma's for X'mas Party.
And then, rushed to Church for Midnight Mass.

In fact, the past few days have been really hectic.
everything was planned back to back, i dont even have time for breather.

and, im happy cos Baby went to Grandma's and attended Midnight Mass with me. =)

Then for tomorrow, will be the other Grandma's and then movie i suppose.
and then 26th, would be to Jack's friend's and Youth's party i think.

You know, X'mas came too soon.
i wasn't the least prepared. =X

and, x'mas is less lively this year.
but i'm glad i spent it with Baby. <3


p.s gaah, boyfriend's at GAVIN's house having fun.
p.p.s IM MEETING ENQI TOMORROW, and FENQIANDME ARE GOING OUT!
p.p.p.s HAM AND TURKEY TOMORROW. MORE TIME WITH HUN.
p.p.p.p.s i need to get presents, and x'mas lasts TWELVE days. =D

Happyness =)

eXplorerKids

me, jack and jon are really too gigantic for it =(


but the two girls love it tho!


despite all the bruises we got while trying to move in it, we're really happy.


Clockwise from top: Jack, Gwendolyn, Me, Joelle, Jonjon


WE HAD BEN AND JERRY'S AFTER THAT. ❤❤❤

STAY OVER



REbonded hair. Triple yay!


DUMB jonathon, saving his own ass just before lesson.

ISLAND CREAMERY






Island Creamery is the SEX. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


Alright, anticipate the X'mas photos. ❤❤

change

Tommy Reeve's I'm Sorry.

now, i don't look forward to x'mas anymore.
i lost half of me to myself. i deserve it, lol.

part

I sincerely want the best for you.



and, i am not the best.

i still have friends who try to cheer me up when im at my lowest. just look at that, my very own snowangel =)




thanks dom. =)

a walk to remember

Thanks to Farah, i watched A Walk To Remember for the 501 time.

2 years ago, when i first watched it, i told myself:
Nicole, should there be a Landon Carter in your life, marry him.

it's not easy being Landon Carter you know.
to change for the better because of a less than normal girl.
to go all out to fulfil her wishes and hopes.
to deny every other person's opinions and critics.
to accept Jamie Sullivan after knowing she's got Leukaemia.
to make her last days unforgetable and lovely.
to marry her knowing that she's going to pass on.

This movie, is Sensational.

The sooner you let two hearts beat together,
The sooner you'll know this love is forever.

darling, i'm scared of not being with you.

p.s now i'm determined to watch Pride and Prejudice, so as to pass it better. i will watch it 500 times if i have to.

even the smallest light shines in the dark

You light up my life. =)

i can't wait for SUNDAY to come.
just you and me and one pretty girl. (:

i love you boyfriend. <3

results (:

done, it's nice =)


everyone has this font. LOL.






no problem aight? =)

hey, i'll add pictures and see see. lol.


this girl, everything also anything. lol.


yuewei, you see if can not. lol, cannot tell me again kay. =)

team bag name taggy

GRACE, YUEWEI, HUIMIN, GERLAINE, APPLE, CASSIE, XINYA, KHADIJAH, KAYREN, YUEYING, BRIGITTE and RACHEL.

please choose your font and colour for your bag tag.

click picture for larger images.

i know, 28 is pathetic. =/

but it's all i have, apart from the other normal fonts.

oh, there's red and black too.

if you don't like these colours, then tell me which colour you want.

TELL ME ASAP alright.

1st come 1st serve (:

NICOLE BLACK =D

XINYA BLACK

CASSIE TEAL GREEN

GERLAINE DARK PURPLE

KHADIJAH RED

RACHEL RED

YUEWEI LIGHT PURPLE

GRACE GREEN

BRIGITTE ORANGE

HUIMIN GREEN

so it'll be something like that. =D

p.s one colour each, but if you don't mind sharing colour with someone else then choose it too.

much love, me. (:

my dirty lil' secret

PART-TIME CHELSEA FAN.

90 mins, nothing more.

Since Chelsea's victory will put MAN UNITED at the TOP OF THE TABLE.

As much as I'd like Arsenal to draw, i hope Chelsea wins. Since the loser Boyfriend's a Chelsea Supporter. =X

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

moodswings

Christmas is ALMOST here.

I haven't got anything for Hun yet.

Alright, I've already got something.

It looks like crap now, honestly. Cos..

I've yet to make it look like how I'd wanted it. (:

The weeks ahead is filled with trainings and friendlys.

It's really wet these days, too gloomy for happy things.

Unfortunately, Ms. Period ruined my day.
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I've got a funny friend. LOL.
n says: i always want to see snow
Dom says: i could send you some, but it might melt before it got there
n says: lol!
n says: i'd prolly recieve a bottle of water
Dom says: in wich case you end up with foreign water
n says: lol!

and then,

n says: send me a snowman. then i can bring it to school!
dom says: LOL, good luck
n says: i'll prolly recieve a PILE of water!
dom says: the bottom ball of a snowman generally weighs over 100 pounds
n says: HAHAHAHAHA, really?
dom says: snow isn't light

okay, there goes my snowman. =/

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Five minor things i really like about TJL.

1. the way he'd make me smile everytime i'm sad.

2. the way he gives hugs and kisses me when i need them.

3. the way he really frowns when i sleep at 5am almost everyday.

4. the way he let me pinch and bite his big fat arms when i feel like it.

5. the way his fat tummy act as a super comfy and soft cushion for my head. =))

closest kins, i'd say

Parents, Boyfriend, Bestfriend.

They are all the same.

They don't know when i need them most. ='(

oola!

YES, Boyfriend is back. (:

he said he bought tops and belts and footwear. For me. (:
lacoste, ralph, birks. im sure. (:

i realised im always posting for the next day's.
cos im always posting at 2, 3am. how cool. (:

I'm a happy girl. (:
beside the fact that i really hate mother and father and home. >=(

the weather outside is raining.

it's been raining of late, i'd prefer raining season without rain.

i really should be sleeping now. in fact, i should be in the middle of my sleep now. considering i have to meet the vollies at 12 at Outram MRT tomorrow later. that means i gotta wake up at 11 10:30! that's 4 hours of sleep from now. that's not cool, not cool at all.

guess the time now.
loser, it's 6:16am.

im so dead if i cannot wake up later, im quite worried actually, that i wouldn't wake up in time, so worried that i dare not sleep. aiya, at most cab to Outram no, Jurong Point loh.
well, since i didnt spend money yesterday and today, it shouldn't be too be a deal. right? lol.
right, more blue blacks anticipated too.

and, i got a weird feeling, that meeting at 12 is to play bridge warm up first. =X

oh wells, that aside.
THE BOYFRIEND'S COMING HOME TOMORROW.
oh yayness. all the presents getting to see boyfriend make me a very happy girl. =D

alright, im starting to malfunction.

stole it from felix's blog =)

Connie Talbot- Ima...

She's SIX, and she sings better than more than half the people i know can sing.

BOYFRIEND, I NEED TO FUCKING RANT.

come back soon, baby

Jack's in Thailand now, be back 4 days later.
He's cute, he called me to say goodnight. Hur!

Im supposed to be sleeping now, considering that i have to meet HuiMin at 8.15am
and then we'll meet Rachel on the way at CCK, and then Grace at YewTee.
Blue Black please dont hurt when i dive for the ball tmr. please please please.

it's 2:43am, i haven't sleep. and, i have only 4 hours of sleep.
AND, i haven't packed my bag.

it's either i pack now and stay in bed and laze and snooze like a princess tmr.
or i sleep now and rush like a crazy woman who ran away from an asylum tmr morning.
Damnit, the dilemma's driving me nuts. ROFL.

p.s Christmas's round the bend. =D
p.p.s I bought my Christmas dress already. =DD
p.p.p.s I love christmas! =DDD
p.p.p.p.s I feel like eating BKT.
p.p.p.p.p.s Boyfriend, come home soon. =)

Songs that fit perfectly

Glenn Medeiros - N...

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

dreams

As a child, i tried many things. I had big dreams, and of all my dreams, i almost reached each and every one of them. blame it on my temperamental heart.

I always wanted to play the piano, i always thought that being able to play a piano puts one on a higher class of beings. So, i learnt the piano. i took classes, at Christofori and at home. I've dreamt of playing pieces like:


and



but, i gave up learning halfway cos i was too lazy to practice at home. (:

the other thing i learnt as a kid was ice skating, of which i think is the only dream i achieved, well, when i was 5 or 6. i came in champion in some competition, i cant even remember which. BUT, that was when i was 5 or 6. hahaha. bones are all hardened now, cant even do a simple flip. =/

Oh, i also wanted to dance. and as a kid, most parents would enrol their little girls for ballet. and so that was what my parents did. i always thought doing ballet was the most graceful thing on earth. i want to take part in competitions and win titles, i want to dance like a swan. so when the two, ballet and skating put together, i had a dream like:


but, i gave up halfway, again. =/

oh yes, i learnt guitar and harmonica too, but i think those suck. HAHA.
i have plenty of other wishes, like performing my pieces on stage, on a violin, grand piano. wouldn't my life be better than now? =/

i'd like my little girl to fulfil these dreams for me. how cute. =D

you have 30 secs to GAWK

4th DEC 07 - YEYE's 71st (:
We had fun, we sang and dance and took photos.





If you're wondering what's that kid doing in the club,


Then imma laugh at you.


My Joelle is like some Hot-Babe-in-the-making. No wonder Jack likes her so much. Phttfs.




Cos we're in no club,


It's just some room at some RC, Karaoke session.


The kids got bored, started playing the self-invented
"scissor-paper-stone + heart attack"

Oh, they sang "lau shu ai da mi" THREE TIMES.
Cos apparently thats the only song they barely know.

AND, I ALMOST FORGOT TO UPLOAD,


THE PICTURE OF THE YEAR.
Oh, they do this every year, im getting quite bored and less-than-amused.

Craps craps craps, i realised there are more photos in Jack's phone.
Pictures of the cake, pictures of my grandpa, pictures of joelle, pictures of him.
ARGH. _)(*&^%$#@! ROAR.

2nd DEC 07 - Marathon; PROFESSIONAL PHOTOS
So, that's XP, pretending to be Champion.




That's Jonjon, in his attempt to fly.




That's Joelle, in her Kid's Dash.




So that's like me, in red. How hot. HURHUR.




2ND DEC 07 - Marathon; Not So Professional Photos


That's early in the morning 6 o'clock.


That's X'mas lightings in the morning. (:


After marathon, at Subway's with my love.



I dont know if this is cute or irritating. =/


Alrighty, gawk. Bahbye.

feed your eyes

Nice people from Adidas approached us quite a number of times i must say, and being very polite people, we never said "No".






So there, 5 very pretty and really glamorous shots of us.

Oh, Hun and friends had a shot taken too, look.

Now, now. Doesn't he look like a smaaaaaall booooooy? =D

Alright, will be back for more pictures after Tuesday.